Angel's message made me petrified, and it was full of holes in an instant, and the man who made Angel kill himself for himself actually went to France to find her...... I never doubt Anqi's feelings for Yan Zhiyuan, first love is always unforgettable.

After a while, I replied to Anqi's message: "I don't know what to say. ”

"I'm telling you, I just don't want to hide anything from you, the two have decided to be together, and they have to be open, right?"

"How do you feel about him?"

"Are you not confident, Zhang Yixi?"

"I ask you how you feel about him?"

It took a long time for Angel to reply to my message: "I don't know ......"

I didn't reply to Anqi's message, I threw my phone aside angrily, lit a cigarette, and released the stuffiness in my heart, my heart was full of a sense of crisis....... Maybe Angel will be the first woman to abandon me because of a man.

I gradually calmed down, why did Yan Zhiyuan go all the way to France to find Angel? He's married...... The only explanation is that he would rather give up his family to get Angel back...... Hehe, the disadvantages of long-distance relationships are once again revealed, I can't even face this relationship crisis by Angel's side, even if I go to France, it will take 15 working days to get the fastest tourist visa, and everything has already settled by then!

Now everything can only be handled by Angel herself, I fell into an unprecedented passivity, I kept telling myself: to believe Angel, to believe Angel....... But when I asked her how she felt about Yan Zhiyuan, she told me "I don't know"

I don't know that there are too many sentences, at least it means that she herself can't figure out whether she still loves Yan Zhiyuan, I have experienced too much about women, so I understand too well that women are easily bewitched by men in ignorant situations, especially if this man is still in love with her...... The more I thought about it, the more panicked I became!

......

The doorbell in my room was ringed, and Chen Qingyi's voice came from outside the door: "Zhang Yixi, are you still sleeping?" ”

"No, you wait, I'll open the door." I walked to the door and opened it.

Chen Qingyi was in a good mood, looked at me with a smile and said, "Let's go, let's go to dinner and eat Jinan's specialties!" ”

I barely managed to squeeze out a smile and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go get a coat." ”

.......

Chen Qingyi and I found a special restaurant nearby, ordering all the local specialties of Jinan, Chen Qingyi was eager to try, but I was absent-minded, but my mind was all on Anqi's body, thinking that she might have lunch with Yan Zhiyuan at this moment, I was annoyed, but I couldn't do anything!

My heart became more and more panicked, panic like never before, because of Angel's sentence "I don't know", why couldn't she give me an affirmative answer, didn't she know that the most feared thing about long-distance relationships was this kind of ambiguous answer?

"Zhang Yixi, why are you absent-minded?" Chen Qingyi finally noticed that something was wrong with me and asked suspiciously.

"Is there one? ...... Waiter, give me a bottle of liquor. ”

Chen Qingyi stared at me tightly: "You must have something on your mind!" ”

I was silent, opened the liquor that the waiter had just brought me, poured a glass, and drank it all.

"Why don't you want to tell me if you have something on your mind? Did something just happen? Chen Qingyi said and pressed my hand that I wanted to continue pouring wine.

"I just want to drink right now, and there are some things that can't be solved by saying it." I pushed Chen Qingyi's hand away, poured another glass of wine, and drank it all.

"I'm worried about you like this...... Maybe I can't help you with anything, but at least you'll feel better if you say it. ”

I stared at Chen Qingyi for a long time, and finally chose to be silent, but I stopped drinking, leaned back in my chair weakly, and lit a heart-burning cigarette for myself.

"Is it for Mr. An? I can't think of anyone but her who can make you so out of shape! Chen Qingyi guessed.

I acquiesce.

"What's wrong with each other? It's something that's going on over there, right? Chen Qingyi continued to speculate, her wisdom seemed to enable her to see through everything.

"Yan Zhiyuan, I'm looking for her in France." After a long silence, I finally spoke.

"Who is Yan Zhiyuan?"

"Her first love, an unforgettable first love." I replied.

This time, Chen Qingyi was silent, her expression was complicated, she didn't know what she was thinking, and said to me for a while: "At this time, I think you should keep the communication with Mr. An smooth to prevent misunderstandings." ”

"Misunderstanding? She herself is not firm, what misunderstanding will there be! ....... I'm not surprised by what choice she makes now....... Damn, I'm stuck in the country right now, and I don't even have a chance to meet her face-to-face! I said as I slammed my fist on the table, the pain in my heart just like I feel right now.

"You love her a lot, don't you?"

"If I don't love her, why do I desperately keep my distance from all women, if I don't love her, why do I regard the day of reunion as a thought in my life!" My voice was choked.

Chen Qingyi turned her head away from looking at me, and finally fell silent, and now I have left her speechless.

I poured another glass of wine and drank it all again!

At this moment, I need Angel to give me an affirmative answer, I want her to tell me that the person she loves is me, not a "I don't know"

.......

I was so drunk that night that I didn't know how I got out of the restaurant, but I vaguely felt someone holding me up, and we staggered forward together.

I walked all the way, vomited all the way...... A sense of death permeated me, and a figure was beside me, patting me on the back from time to time to help me calm down, and wiping my mouth with a tissue.

In the bumps and bumps along the way, I finally returned to the hotel, I was lying on the bed in a blur, my heart and lungs were as hot as being roasted by fire, I was in great pain, my body and soul were unbearable....... I don't want to bear the hurt of love anymore, now I am already a frightened bird, so today I am so radical, so unacceptable to Angel's ambiguity.

I struggled to get my phone out of my pocket and swiped the screen, hoping that Angel would give me a firm answer, or an explanation, but I was disappointed, and the phone desktop went blank......

Stimulated by alcohol, I saw a picture of An Qi and Yan Zhiyuan at this time, hugging on the crowded streets, telling each other their hearts, and I, Zhang Yixi, turned into an insignificant wind, passing by An Qi's side in an instant, without even leaving a memory.

.......

I feebly threw my phone aside, pressed the back of my hand to my forehead, but there was a warm sensation in the corner of my eye....... Why does God toss me Zhang Yixi so much, why can't he give me a peaceful love? I am tired! Really tired.....

Is there a place where I can put my heart, which has been hanging for thousands of years? Senior sister, tell me, tell me...... I murmured unconsciously in a blur.

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