A month later, when He Yan returned to the dormitory with the breakfast he bought, the door was open, and he saw Li Qingyi, who was already fully dressed, standing

Looking ahead from the balcony. He Yan put it on an empty table earlier, and Li Qing also turned to look at him: "Where are you going?"

Finish? ”

He Yan said, "Oh, I went out to buy breakfast just now." When did you get up? Why don't you get more sleep

？ Li Qing also said: "If you sleep enough, you can't sleep." ”

He Yan said: "Come and have breakfast, let's go out for a walk after eating." ”

Li Qingyi looked at him suspiciously and said, "Do you want to go out and play?" Are you getting better? ”

He Yan smiled and said, "Okay, otherwise how can you go out to buy things!" He paused and asked her again

"Where do you want to go today?" ”

Li Qing also thought for a while: "I want to go to the beach, I haven't seen the sea after coming here for so long." ”

"Look at the sea?" He Yan asked her in surprise: "It's a long way to go to the beach, and it takes several hours to drive, and then talk about it."

It's winter again, and it's definitely cold on the beach, so let's change places! ”

"Then you decide where to go!" Li Qing also said.

"Why don't we take a car to the city center to play, anyway, I haven't been there for a long time, and the New Year must be very lively."

He Yan's factory is some distance from the city center, and you need to take a car to get there. When he used to rest in the factory, he and

Liu Jie: They have been there twice, and they haven't been there since, first, they don't have time; The second is that a person does not want to go

, and it was okay to go.

"Okay, today you have the final say, I have no opinion." Li Qing also said.

"The sun is coming out of the west today." He Yan was talking in his mouth, but his eyes were looking out, and his face was still appearing

A wicked smile.

"What do you mean?" Li Qing also asked him as if he didn't understand.

"I wonder why you've suddenly become so obedient and don't stick to your opinions."

"What's so strange about that. It's you who asked to go out today, of course we have to listen to you, or we'll have to

Disputed. Besides, it's the Chinese New Year, and I don't want to fight with you over a trivial matter. Li Qing also said. she

As he spoke, he cleaned up the freshly finished breakfast utensils on the table.

"Hey, at the beginning of the new year, I didn't expect you to suddenly seem to have grown up a lot." He Yan said.

"I'm a year older. Don't forget, I'm twenty years old. Li Qing also said proudly.

"Well, yes, you're a year older, and I'm a year older." He Yan sighed deliberately and pretended to be big

The kind of tone that people have for children said to Li Qingyi.

"What? You are embarrassed to sell the old in front of me, be careful that I am not polite to you during the New Year. ”

"How do you want to be polite to me? Do you want to fight? ”

"yes, how's that?"

"Fight and fight, whoever is afraid of whom."

"Okay, don't run."

"Okay, I won't run, you come to chase me, if you can catch up with me, you win."

They giggled all the way downstairs. He Yan ran in front, and Li Qing also chased behind, and the laughter of the two was shattered

The tranquility of the entire dormitory building. Maybe this moment is the happiest moment in He Yan's life! In him

In his memory, he remembered that he had rarely laughed happily like this. In this moment, he forgot everything

All unpleasantness, forgetting all all the troubles, forgetting all the resentment. He really wanted a moment like that

I can keep it up forever.

But can everyone's wish really come true so easily as he thinks in his heart? There is no one

Things can really go as people want, and there is no smooth road, let alone a smooth sailing life. People walk

The roads are all walked out by the ancestors, just like Mr. Lu Xun said: there is no road in the world, and it is convenient for more people to walk

It became the road. The people we see who seem to be happy on the outside, but in fact they have a lot of pain and hardship behind them

Sour! Just like He Yan at this moment of happiness. Maybe others only see him who is happy at the moment, but they can't see it

to the pain that he buried deep in his heart.

Often people only envy the happy side of others, but do not see the pain behind them.

He Yan and Li Qing also came to the station to wait for the bus to the city center. After waiting for a while, I finally waited for one to go to the city

Heart's bus, but the bus was full of people, and there was almost no empty place to stop. He Yan didn't want to go up, he thought

Waiting for a car with seats, but they waited for two cars, both of which were full of passengers, no way, they were there

The third bus squeezed in when it arrived. They stood together, the car so full of people that they couldn't move

Footsteps, they just stood close to each other, and they could smell each other's body fragrance.

Standing next to them was an old gentleman who seemed to be about fifty years old, He Yan looked at him, and he looked at him

Looking at He Yan, he smiled kindly and said to Hu Min: "Young man, it is a blessing to find such a beautiful girl

Yes! The old gentleman's words attracted the attention of some of the other passengers in the car, and they all looked at them with a kind of curiosity

The light looks to them. Facing everyone's eyes, He Yan wanted to explain that she was not, but he didn't say it, he looked

glanced at Li Qingyi, who was close to her, and found that she was smiling secretly with her head down, and did not refute the old gentleman

The meaning of the words was just that He Yan noticed a trace of blush on her face.

The reason why He Yan didn't explain was that he didn't need to explain. What others think of them, that's someone else's business, himself

Xin knew very well who the person he liked was, and he felt that maybe Li Qing didn't have that kind of thought about him

, the reason why she didn't refute other people's opinions about their relationship may also be to not embarrass him, maybe she

I don't feel the need to explain so much to a group of strangers.

Man is a very strange and advanced animal. Just because people are different from other animals, people are more capable

Handle a few things well. But sometimes people think of something relatively simple as too complicated, and they don't

Stress is added to oneself so that people have a lot more troubles than other animals. Especially the feelings of this

If you think too much about it, it will become more complicated, and in the end, even the parties concerned may not be able to solve the problem

to some questions. Just like when the old gentleman said that He Yan and Li Qing are also in a relationship, if He Yan or

Li Qing also insists on explaining and defending, which may lead to misunderstanding by others.

Maybe in He Yan or Li Qingyi's hearts, they both have a good impression of each other, but neither side has that thin window

The household paper is pierced. In He Yan's heart, he did have a little bit of a relationship with Li Qing that was beyond that of ordinary friends or sisters

feelings, but he won't admit it, at least not say it. Perhaps Cher's place in his heart is still important to this day

, there is still no one who can replace Cher's place in his heart. The reason why he didn't want to admit that he was against Li Qingyi

has a good impression, probably because he still has a Cher in his heart, and he still loves Cher . Suppose one day he

Finding that he no longer loves Xue'er, maybe he will tell Li Qingyi what he thinks in his heart, but to that

Will Li Qing also take the same path as Xue'er? Even if she doesn't follow Cher's path, she will choose when the time comes

A person you love. He Yan may have also thought about these questions, and he also wants to forget the past, forget Han Jie, think

Let yourself like a girl again, and give up Xue'er's position to Li Qingyi. He was tempted to get rid of that painful frying

Liberated from the boil, he hoped that he would completely free himself from the nightmare-like past and get rid of the ghost-like yin

Shadow. Maybe he also thought about transferring his love for Xue'er to Li Qingyi, and even treating Li Qingyi as Xue'er, but

Will that love be real? Will it be happy? A boy in front of a child who keeps saying that he loves her heart

But he was thinking about another girl, was it fair for that girl to do this?

The bus was quickly in the city center. He Yan and Li Qing also had some other passengers getting off the bus one after another. pass

year, there are still a lot of people on the street, except for having a festive and doubling the price of some takeaway things, others

Hardly anything has changed. He Yan walked in front, Li Qing also followed, no matter where he went, He Yan only glanced at him

walked away, but Li Qingyi looked around like a child who had never come out to play, and it seemed that there was everything on the street

Anything can have an attraction for her.

He Yan walked aimlessly, until he reached a bridge before stopping. A few months ago, he and Yuan were crazy with them

I've gotten up and been here, but they haven't stopped. Now, he wanted to stop and stand on the bridge, to see it

The water that flows in the river that is not very wide.

"What are you looking at?" I don't know when, Li Qing was already standing next to He Yan. She held the guardrail with both hands, heading

Looking in the direction of He Yan's gaze. "What is there to see about such dirty water."

"I remember when I first came to this city, I saw that the water of this river was still clear, but I didn't expect it to be a short year

Many, the clear river water becomes like this. "He Yan seems to be talking to himself, and he seems to be talking to others."

Others say that if a person is in a state of depression for a long time, the whole person will grow old quickly

I feel like I'm really getting older. ”

"Hey, how do you look like an old man at such a young age?" Li Qingyi said with a giggle.

"Why do some people live in happiness and others in misery?" He turned

The head said to Li Qingyi: "Do you always like to laugh, have you always lived happily?" Have you ever not\

When you're happy? ”

"In fact, it is up to you to decide whether you are unhappy. If you're always thinking about something unhappy, then you will

become melancholy; If you don't think about those troubles, then you will definitely become happy. Everybody else says about me

Like a child, so happy every day. Actually, I have my moments when I'm unhappy, but very few of them. ”

Han Qingxue said. "Whenever I'm unhappy, I always find something happy to suppress my unhappy feelings

Usually I listen to music, listen to that upbeat type of music, and I turn it up so loud that I can't hear the outside world

sound up. As the melody of the music plays, I will also beat along. She paused, turning to the side

He Yan looked at him and asked, "Do you like dancing?" Dancing allows a person to forget all their worries for a while.

”

Hu Min said: "I have never danced, and I don't like to dance. If I want to forget my troubles for a while, I'd rather not.

I don't need that momentary joy. But if you want to jump, you can go alone, I'll wait for you outside.

”

Li Qing also said: "How can there be such a truth? Today I said that we would go out to play together, if I go alone

Play, leave you behind, then I won't have fun. Since you don't want to go, forget it, let's find a place

Let's sit down. ”

He Yan said, "Where do you want to sit?" ”

Li Qingyi said: "Let's go to KFC, I haven't been there for a long time." ”

Hu Min said, "Okay. ”

They came to a KFC store in the city center, and Li Qing also found a window seat, and she asked He Yan to sit and said

She went shopping, but He Yan didn't let her.

After a while, He Yan walked towards Li Qingyi with a plate containing spicy chicken thorns and fries. Hu Min will be fitted

The plate of food was placed on the empty table, and then he sat down and handed the chicken thorn to Li Qingyi.

"Did you know that this is the first time I've eaten here with a boy like you." Li Qing also looked at it

Said the chicken leg in his hand.

"You used to come here a lot to eat?" He Yan asked her.

"Hmm. When I was in school, I went there at least once a week, mostly with the girls in my class

Go, it's not interesting to go alone. But now I rarely go. Li Qing also said. What about you? You used to be too

Are you coming? ”

"No, this is my second time." He Yan said while eating French fries. "Like the poor one I took in that month

A few banknotes, except for eating, how can there be any leftover money to spend here! ”

"Haven't you been to school before?" He Yan asked.

"When I was studying, I didn't dare to spend money indiscriminately, and my tuition fees were all accumulated by my grandparents

Target. He Yan chewed the fries slowly, looked out the window and said.

He Yan's thoughts unconsciously returned to the past.

"After graduating from junior high school, I didn't want to waste money on studying because I knew what was going on at home. But my grandfather

No, he had to let me go, so they helped me choose

。 I know why they want me to go to this school. My grandparents' lifelong hopes are with me, them

Of course, I hope that there will be an intellectual in the family. In the countryside, it can be regarded as a matter of honoring my ancestors, and my life was given by my grandfather, and I dare not disappoint them

Expectation. Of course, I know that my grandfather is not only trying to let me go, but also wants me to do an internship and then prepare for a leave of absence