Wang Jianqiu heard the noise and hurriedly entered the room from the outside. She saw Li Qing grabbing He Yan's collar and hair, busy

came and pulled her hand, but she couldn't pull it at all. And Chen Li, who went out with you in the morning and didn't come back, didn't know that He had already said that he was back

When he returned home and saw Li Qing tearing He Yan, he immediately rushed over and pulled Li Qing away, and then would

His fists rained down on Li Qing and kicked her. Li Qing was beaten to the ground in pain by Chen Li

Rolling, but her mouth couldn't stop. She kept scolding Chen Li for not being human, scolding He Yan for being shameless and owing money

If you don't pay it back, the more you scold, the more ugly it becomes, and Chen Li's fist is getting heavier and heavier, and he can't even it open. Later, Xue'er's father, who heard the noise, rushed over to pull Chen Tong away. It was also Cher who heard the noise, and she came over to help her to lie on the ground

Li Qing helped her back to her house, and the noise and scolding stopped.

When they were gone, the room was quiet. He Yan felt a burning pain in his face and neck, and he touched it with his hand

, but there was a drop of blood on his finger. He knew that he had been arrested by Li Qing just now.

After Xue'er sent Li Qing away, she returned to He Yan's room. Xue'er saw the finger marks on He Yan's face, and she took it

took out a tissue and was about to wipe the blood on He Yan's face for He Yan but Hu Min took the tissue from her hand and then took it from herself

He wiped the blood from his face.

"It hurts, doesn't it?" Cher asked with concern. "Why did you quarrel with her?"

He Yan did not answer. He asked Cher softly, "When are you going back?" ”

"This afternoon. What's wrong? Is there something wrong? Cher asked.

"Can you help me find a house when I get back?" Lived alone. ”

"What do you want a house for?"

"I want to move out."

"It's good to live in my house, I have several empty houses in my house."

"Still don't. You can just rent a small house for me, I'm not used to living in other people's homes. ”

"Okay, I'll show you when I get back. When do you want it? Cher asked.

"The sooner the better. It's best to be able to move in tomorrow. ”

"I'll try to find it."

He Yan received a call from the city on the third day after Cher left. In these days, the eldest sister and the third

My sister came back, but she only stayed for a while and then left, facing her godsister who had never met before, He Yan didn't know what to do to them

Say something, except silence or silence.

Cher told He Yan on the phone that she had found a small house for him and that he could come over at any time. He hung up

After the call, he simply packed a few of his own clothes and packed them in his suitcase, and he was ready to move to Cher the next day

Go and live in a house rented for him in the city.

The night before He Yan was about to move out, Chen Tong and Wang Jianqiu stayed in his room. There is also He Yan's godbrother Chen Li

Sat there for a long time. Wang Jianqiu felt a little guilty and felt a little sorry for what he said, while Chen Tong kept silent even more> Chen Li persuaded him not to move out, and he promised not to let Li Qing ask him for money in the future. But He Yan shook

Shaking his head, he said I'm leaving, you take good care of your godfather and godmother, He Yan hasn't called Chen Tong and his wife godfather and godmother for a long time, they are all called by his parents. But this sentence even connects himself

If you can't fool you, how can you fool others? Chen Li knew that he had decided to move out, so

He didn't say anything more. Chen Li said to He Yan when he left: "Since you have decided, it is useless for me to say more.

I hope you don't blame me. If you're not doing well outside, come back, I've already regarded you as my own brother.

。 With that, he left.

After Chen Li left, He Yan and Chen sat quietly with Wang Jianqiu. Chen Tong smoked silently, in fact, he didn't smoke, Wang Jianqiu was worried. room

I couldn't hear anything except on the TV with the volume turned down very low. Each of them

They were all thinking about their hearts, and no one spoke.

The next morning, He Yan walked out of the house with simple luggage. Wang Jianqiu and Chen Tong wanted to send him, but he didn't let him, but

It was a walk to the station by myself. He Yan looked at the suitcase in his hand, and realized that it belonged to him

Something is so little. But he couldn't figure out why some people spend their lives pursuing things that didn't belong to him

Stuff. Man is born without anything that truly belongs to him, including his own body.

According to the Bible, God created Adam and then Eve. The Bible says that Eve was

It was a rib in Adam's body. When they take human form, they don't even know they're *clothed

body, because they don't see the outside world at all. At that time, they lived in the Garden of Eden, which God had arranged for them

The daily food is to eat the fruit of the tree that God has given them. It wasn't until later that the serpent deceived Eve

They ate the fruit of the tree that God forbid them to eat. From then on, Eve could see everything in the outside world,

Because of this, I knew that I was *clothed. From then on, she learned to be shy. God punished many

The serpent, which henceforth could only walk on its belly, also punished Adam and Eve. Since then, women will give birth

It's going to be painful. God no longer gave them fruit, but let them work with their own hands to obtain food

。 God created them and punished them after they made mistakes. God's punishment for them was

Should the serpent be blamed for his troubles, or should Eve be blamed for listening to the serpent? It should be said that no one should blame anyone, because

They were originally left with nothing, and it was God who created them and God gave them life.

Since people are born with nothing, why do some people go for something that does not belong to them?

Willing to sell his soul and body, even at the cost of everything? Human beings have developed to this day,

Is it really completely erased from the original innocence?

People always like to put the blame on others after making mistakes. Have they ever thought about themselves when they make mistakes?

Have you crossed the zone where you live? If there had not been Eve's deception, humanity would have been invisible there

Bright, indistinguishable from black and white, indistinguishable from good and bad, living in a world, eating the fruits of God's gift, and ignoring them

I think there is no hope, and there will be no human today. Perhaps only a life that has experienced calamity can continue

Spur yourself forward and eventually reach the peak of your life goals.

Perhaps this is the first catastrophe of mankind. But this is only a theological explanation of human beings from ancient times to the present

Evolve. There is no God in the world, and it is humanity itself that ultimately controls the destiny of mankind.

In this world, in fact, everyone can only be regarded as a passerby. The difference is that everyone is on the journey of life

The length of time spent on the way can be varied. But some passers-by want to fish for a short time in this stay

Take something that didn't belong to you. As his stay lengthened and his understanding of the world went further

When he became acquainted, he became even more brazen and fearless in plundering what he could not take with him when he left

Money. As his greed grew, he took more and more, and the more he took it, the more he didn't want to go, until it was time to go

Regrettably, he left a suicide note, leaving the money he scavenged to his next generation, that is, the future passers-by

。 In this way, later passers-by can get something for nothing. Later passers-by will take the money left by the previous generation of passers-by

As a capital, and then go to plunder the money of other passers-by. And so they passed it down from generation to generation. until

Later, the clever passers-by found that when they were about to leave, they did not care about what they had plundered while staying here

How many things, they can't take a little with them when they go, so they no longer stop to fight for money, but

how to obtain something more valuable than money; And some other ignorant passers-by are still fighting for it

Killing each other for things that don't belong to them, developing from the individual to the collective, until both sides are scarred and refuse

Stop. In the end, when both sides had to leave this world, they realized that they had been looking at each other

It is a very valuable, even more important thing than life, but when I was about to leave, I still couldn't take a little of it

Dot. But when they understand this, they can't turn back time.

At the station, which usually takes only more than ten minutes at most, it took Hu Min half an hour. He drags

With heavy steps, I got into the car with a suitcase that was not heavy. Before coming back from the south, I wanted to be fine

After taking a break for a while, I go to the city to find a relatively stable job, and do what I want to do while going to work

things. I didn't expect that this seemingly simple wish would be so difficult to achieve. Even a few days ago

, he still thinks so. He really didn't want to live a wandering life like this, he really wanted to have one

A warm harbor where you can shelter from the wind and rain, and you can stop and rest when you are tired. But he couldn't get it

Such a harbor. He Yan is only twenty-two years old, but he feels that he has experienced more things than a person's life

What will be experienced.

He Yan sat silently in the car. The other passengers on the bus were talking and laughing, but none of them knew anyone.

He watched silently as the trees beside the highway swayed past him. He suddenly saw a girl walking on the side of the road

He looked quite like Li Qingyi, and he wanted to take a closer look, but the car quickly distanced him from the girl

。 He knew that it was impossible for Li Qing to appear here, and the shadow he saw just now was just an illusion. He Yan in his heart

Thinking that if Li Qing also saw what happened to him, he would definitely comfort him with concern. In He Yan's eyes, maybe Li Qingyi knows how to care about him better than Han Xue'er, but what he likes is Xue'er, maybe Xue'er is engraved in his heart

is too deep, and Li Qing is also an epiphany in his life, and from now on, they may not see each other again

Finish. But at this moment, He Yan really wanted to see Li Qingyi, he wanted to hear her voice and words of concern, and he wanted to see it even more

to her beautiful and charming face. Many things are lost before they understand the value of their existence. But something is there

Lost can be regained, and some things can never be regained after they are lost.

"Qingyi, are you okay? Will we meet again? If not, I wish you happiness always. He Yan closed his eyes gently, and he let himself go back to the good times he spent with Li Qingyi.

After the car arrived in the city, He Yan called Xue'er's mobile phone. After Xue'er received He Yan's call, she quickly arrived

Stop. She stopped a taxi on the street, and in the car, He Yan gave the driver an address, and then the driver

Send them directly to the place Cher said she was talking about. Cher asks the driver to pull over on the side of a quiet street

, After she paid the fare, she led He Yan into an alley, turned a corner, she walked into an iron door, and He Yan followed

She went upstairs. In front of a door on the second floor, Cher pulls out a key and opens it.

"Let's take a look first, and if I don't think it's good, I'll look for it." Cher said as she entered the house.

He Yan walked into the house, and he looked at it. There should be two rooms in the room, the innermost one with a bed, and the other one

A writing desk, and from the window you can see the park not far away. And across from the bedroom a wall made of double plywood

Outside the wall, there is a sofa and a set of old furniture. Although the floor is not laid with floor tiles

, and the furnishings are simple, but clean and comfortable.

"This is the house where a friend of mine used to live. Still satisfied? Cher asked.

"Well, that's good, it's just that it's a bit of a waste to live alone in such a house." He Yan said. "There's one rent here

How much is it per month? ”

"The rent is not expensive, I told my friends that it was okay." Han Jie said. Then she pointed to what was on the desk:

"Here are some of the daily necessities I bought yesterday, if there is something missing, we will buy it again."

He Yan looked at the things on the desk, and he didn't ask the price. He knew in his heart that since Cher had bought it for him

I didn't intend to ask him to pay for something. So he didn't ask, he knew that Xue'er might not like this kind of catty

Care.

"Oh, I don't think there's anything else to buy. I'll buy it myself if I need to. Thank you, Cher

。 He Yan said.

"That's it, I still have something to do, I have to go first, if there is anything you need to call me." Cher looked at it

Later, he said to He Yan.

"Okay, you're busy, I'll call you if there's something."

Xue'er handed the key to He Yan, and then walked out of the room, closing the door for He Yan as she left.

He Yan looked at the alarm clock on the desk, it was already ten o'clock in the morning. It occurred to him that he should go to the hospital to get his chemistry

It's been a few days, and the test results should have come out a long time ago. He Yan put the box in the bedroom, then

After hurriedly walking out of the room.

"Doctor, what are the results? Is there something wrong? After coming to the hospital, He Yan asked the doctor.

A doctor who looks a little older and wears a pair of glasses (maybe an expert, but He Yan didn't know he was there

Looking at He Yan's test sheet, he frowned and looked at He Yan and said, "Do you feel the body?"

Suitable? ”

"Hmm. Last year I felt weak all over my body, dizziness, headache, bleeding gums when brushing my teeth, and frequent cold sweats

。 He Yan said.

"Have you ever been to the hospital before?" The doctor said.

"Nope. In the past, when I was dizzy, I went to the pharmacy to buy some cold medicine to eat, but the effect was not good. ”

"Actually, you don't have a cold." The old doctor looked solemnly at him and said, "Check the blood indexes from you."

You are likely to have leukemia-like symptoms. ”

"Leukemia?? How can it be? He Yan said with some disbelieving.

"I'm not sure for sure yet, and we'll have to do further checks to find out." The doctor said. “

I once read about this condition in a medical book. Medical books say that this is similar to leukemia

There is no clear medical term for the disease, so it is called the 'father of leukemia', which means that

It is more severe and difficult to treat than leukemia. The symptoms of this disease are generally similar to those of leukemia, but they are not

It's not the same. At the onset of the disease, the patient's whole body is weak and he cannot exert any strength. The onset is very irregular, sometimes one

It is sent once or twice a day, sometimes every other day, so it is also elusive. ”

"Is there any salvation if you get this disease?" He Yan asked eagerly. He was worried that he really suffered from this terrible

He was still young and didn't want to die so soon.

"The incidence of this disease in the world is very low at the moment, and there is no cure for it. But if live

The hospital is receiving chemotherapy and drug treatment, and there may be progress. The doctor said.

"How long can you live with this disease?" Hu Min asked.

"It's not clear yet, it could be two years or three years, maybe a month or two months, or it could be shorter

。 But you don't have to worry about this for the time being, I can't be sure if you have this disease, it's okay

Further tests are required. The doctor comforted Hu Min and said.

Later, the doctor asked He Yan to do another blood test. After walking out of the hospital, He Yan felt a little uneasy, didn't Dad say that he could cure my immune system, how could I, He Yan remembered that Chen Tong said that he couldn't be sick, even a cold would cause many complications

He feared that he might really have the disease known as the "father of leukemia." Of course, he also thought about it, now

Some hospitals, in order to increase income, exaggerate the otherwise ordinary and simple conditions, so that patients can give birth

generate stress, and then earn more medical bills from patients. Thinking of this, the great pressure in He Yan's heart was slow

Slow relief somewhat.

After leaving the hospital, He Yan did not return to his residence, but went to the park that he could see from the bedroom window.

In fact, the park doesn't look big, and the environment is not as good as the park that I often go to in the south. What a word to go

There weren't many people in the park at the time, and he wandered around the park's walkway, his eyes searching for his current "nest."

”。 After searching for a long time, he finally found an older building sandwiched between the beautiful buildings

That window.

At noon, He Yan ate a little casually outside. On this day, he didn't feel any discomfort in his body, so he was finishing eating

After dinner, he went to the library to read another book for the afternoon. By the time she returned around five p.m., Cher didn't come

。 About six o'clock in the evening, someone suddenly knocked on the door, He Yan thought it was Xue'er coming, and hurriedly opened the door, but

Saw a stranger* at the door. He Yan looked at him with questioning eyes, and the man smiled and politely

Say to him, "I'm sorry to bother you." I'm a friend of Cher's, surnamed Fang, and I used to live in this house.

I'm just here to pick up something I forgot to take. Can I come in? ”

He Yan opened the door completely and let him in. After the man surnamed Fang came in, He Yan asked him by the way: "Mr. Fang, please."

Q: How much rent do you rent this house to me a month? ”

Mr. Fang said: "Oh, you don't have to worry about this, you are Xue'er's friend, I won't charge you expensive." Cher has been

After paying off three months' rent for you. ”

"You've been paying for me for three months?" He Yan asked in surprise.

"yes, didn't she tell you?" Mr. Fang asked him rhetorically.

"Oh, I see. Thank you, Mr. Fang. ”

"Thank me for what? I rented it to you, but I received the money, I want to thank you for going to Xie Xue'er! Sorry to bother.

After Mr. Fang took what he was about to take, he dropped the sentence and left.

After Mr. Fang left, He Yan sat on the desk and wrote a few lines, and then he wanted to go out again. Passing through the streets

When he passed the phone booth, he suddenly wanted to call Li Qingyi, but in the end he didn't step in, he didn't want to tell anyone that he might have the father of leukemia. Turn in boredom

After a street, He Yan returned to the house that Xue'er rented for him by dim street lamps.

Book friends, the story is almost over, but He Yan's story is not over yet, he may be in a corner of the world, is happening, I hope that there are lovers in the world who will eventually become married, and the white head will not be separated, holding the hand of the son, and growing old with the son. This is the wish of every lover, and it is what I hope for.