Jiang Laiyue's statement seems a bit far-fetched, but in exchange for the grateful eyes of Xiao Sun's girlfriend, I know that they have no financial strength to repay, but they are not happy in conscience, and Jiang Laiyue's statement gives them a step down, such a statement is enough for them to continue to live in peace of mind and warmth.

"Can you take some responsibility for love and do more reliable things in the future?"

When Jiang Laiyue asked this sentence rhetorically, the aura of the CEO in the workplace was revealed, so that Xiao Sun was stunned for a moment before replying: "I know that I was wrong, I will definitely not be in the future, today's fire is enough for me to feel guilty for a lifetime." ”

"You don't have to feel guilty for the rest of your life, don't live with self-destruction, take your girlfriend to live a good life, let's go!"

Xiao Sun nodded for a while, then bowed deeply and thanked him, and quickly left the scene with his girlfriend.

After signaling Xiao Sun and his girlfriend to leave, Jiang Laiyue looked at the messy shop behind her, and finally showed a distressed look, but she still didn't say anything more to me, she didn't even look at me, but looked at the city behind the coffee shop for a long time that was not warm because of the neon light, and said: "This coffee shop no longer exists." ”

After a period of silence, I finally said to Jiang Laiyue: "The soul of this shop has never been this house, but Song Niange, as long as she comes back, everything will be the same as before." ”

Jiang Laiyue nodded with concern, and finally smiled slightly: "Open the envelope and see what your sweetheart wrote to you!" ”

I suppressed my curiosity and wrote lightly: "Don't worry, I have to take it back and wipe the ashes, there are a lot of burned places, go back and take a slow look!" ”

"I'm curious why you don't dare to tear it down in front of me."

"What dare to demolish but dare not dismantle."

"Then you're going to tear it down!"

Speaking of which, it seems a little embarrassing not to open it, I wiped the mail envelope with my clothes with anticipation, the signature column is Li Shixiu's beautiful signature, carefully open the seal along the damaged place, and pull out a crumpled A4 paper that was burned out of a corner, after unfolding, I was slightly surprised that the text was printed, and the content area had been damaged for more than half.

Most of the contents of the letter are illegible, but there is a small part of it that I can read clearly, Li Shi wrote: "...... A person, who may be occasionally empty, but not lonely; A person, perhaps, is accustomed to being alone, but is not uninteresting. The greatest advantage of a person is that you can customize your own life, and you will gradually find your own rhythm, rather than just relying on other people's choices about you. If you can live a good life, then you can definitely live this life. I've decided to live like this, I hope you can live well, and I've decided to get married in the UK......"

The last clear sentence made my nerves tingle suddenly, and if it weren't for the letter from England, I wouldn't even want to believe it.

Seeing me like this, Jiang Laiyue pulled the letter from my hand, looked at it and threw it directly into the trash can and said, "You should treat this letter as if it was completely burned by fire." ”

I lowered my head, my body trembled, but I couldn't make a sound, for the first time I felt so powerless, because such pain was inconsolable, because it just revealed the natural distance and insurmountable obstacles between me and Li Shi.

In the silence, Jiang Laiyue's emotions seemed to have become fragile, and she asked cautiously, "Do you have time tomorrow?" Can you accompany me to a place? ”

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"I'll tell you tomorrow, I'll go back to the suburbs tonight."

My emotions are really not suitable for taking care of other people, and I don't hold back, I just advise: "Now in the evening rush hour, you drive slower by yourself, and send me a message if you have something." ”

Jiang Laiyue nodded, motioned for me to call a taxi with my mobile phone, and then walked towards the parking area, I kept looking at her back, inexplicably melancholy for this difference, and then took out a cigarette and lit it, watching her car completely disappear from my sight.

In my melancholy, I looked at the piles of gifts on the ground, and realized how vulnerable I was. Li Shi is very trustworthy, she really prepared gifts for everyone, and this kindness stimulated my emotions even more, whether the content of the letter was true or just written for me, but when I think about it at this moment, my heart will still surge with tears and throbs......

The cigarette ash in my hand gradually fell off, I walked to the garbage bin not far away, extinguished the cigarette in the smoke extinguishing place of the garbage can, but in the gap of the crowd, I saw the public chair in the distance where I used to sit and chat with Li Shi, I had a little palpitation!

That summer boring night, in my mind, has always been very clear, but I don't often remember, I always think that this is not a mistake, but a kind of nostalgia, at this moment, we really have no intersection at all, although the contact list still exists in each other's address book, but there is an emotion It was born with the fate of forgetting, Li Shi and I have been running towards this fate, and finally took her marriage as a node, and came to an end.

……

Maybe it's thinking too much, but my body has been still, I was a little unbearable by the cold wind of the winter night, subconsciously wrapped my clothes, and tied the scarf that Li Shi gave me tighter, knowing that it was a psychological effect, I still felt that there were bursts of warmth in my body, as if she was by my side, giving me warmth.

It's a subtle and grounded feeling, but every time I miss it, it turns into self-harm, and maybe I should learn to forget it, as she said in her letter.

At this time, the sound of sudden braking of a motorcycle just sounded in my ears, Lin Ke skillfully came to a maneuver, and stopped directly beside me, he was carrying a guitar on his back, and his hair was blown back by the wind. ”

"The firefighters said that it might be dangerous to go in at night, and they will come over tomorrow to test it and then open it for processing."

"Nian Ge is not here, there is still this kind of thing, has the cause of the fire been clarified?"

"I found out, Xiao Sun prepared a candlelight banquet surprise for his girlfriend, and when he went out, the candle burned the tablecloth and caused a fire."

"That kid doesn't look honest, did the police arrest him in the bureau?"

"Let him go, after all, he still has to live, Jiang Laiyue said to help him pay for the repair."

Lin Ke's eyes were deep, and after he was silent for a while, he asked, "Is this your own decision after careful consideration?" ”

"Yes, what can we do if we pursue it, we are too careless, we have failed the entrustment of Nian Ge before leaving, since it has been burned, fortunately, the person is fine, so let's fulfill him!"

Lin Ke closed his eyes, his hand squeezed the handlebar tightly, and a sigh came out of his mouth, but he didn't say a word, picked up his guitar for a long time, sat on the small stone bench at the door, and sang "Spring Song".

"There are flowers in spring, there are moons in autumn, cool breeze in summer, and snow in winter. If there is nothing to worry about, it is a good time in the world. Wild grass and flowers by the Vermilion Bird Bridge, and the sunset on the back of Wuyi Lane ......"

I have heard He Xuntian's "Spring Song", which is the height of the temple, compassion for the heavens and people, and has more religious implications. And the "Spring Song" sung by Lin Ke is more like a country tune, coupled with a caravan-like style, there is a kind of smoothness of a big bowl of tea after the farmer's leisure.

For life, whether you are in the rivers and lakes or temples, it is inevitable that you will end up in the same place, so let's laugh and drink tea.

This is the first time I have heard Lin Ke sing a song with laughter and scolding, but it is also the first time that I can't understand the meaning behind his song.

After singing a song, he didn't even give himself time to reminisce, he directly put on his guitar, stepped on the motorcycle and said: "Take care of yourself!" ”

After Lin Ke left these words, he disappeared into the night against the wind, I leaned on the guardrail, lit a cigarette for myself, and the rows of street lights suddenly went out, and only the cigarette butts in my hand were still flickering in my world......