Snow (1)
Love is locked between the eyebrows, and they are speechless. Transformed into colorful butterflies, flying in the white clouds.
Part1
The growth of youth is jointed, and it has been several years since the past was separated.
With a brisk pace and a simple "thank you" to the doorman who leaned over to open the door, she didn't do anything else before she caught the eyes of almost everyone in the hall, including him. If it weren't for her still unfathomable and unconventional eyes, he really couldn't believe that this was her. When he saw her, he habitually held his chin with his thumb and forefinger, and carefully looked at the person in front of him. He loves things that interest him.
Delicate but not vulgar makeup, hair is meticulously coiled on the top of the head, like a blue cloud. A white plain dress tightly wrapped around her body, outlining her waist just right. A pale yellow silk scarf is tied around the long neck, which makes the person in front of him look particularly fresh, noble and refined. He was so dizzy that he forgot to stop her.
It was a class reunion five years after graduating from college, and she hesitated for a long time before coming. for I heard that he was coming too. She had loved that man for 21 years, and now he was someone else's husband and someone else's father. She thought that she had already calmed down, but she found that those flowers, which had bloomed, were difficult to erase with herself after all; Those loves, for a long time, have been transformed into colorful butterflies, flying in the long white cloud stream.
It was morning, the light of the glass, the crimson breeze, and the lonely space was filled with lonely molecules. The melody of the piano piece "Dedicated to Alice" reverberated through the hall. She dragged her skirt and walked straight towards the box, ignoring the hot eyes of the crowd, nor did she see him staring at her in a daze. Dense beads of sweat appeared in the palm of his hand holding the phone, and he stared blankly at her back, talking to himself.
Part2
Her name is Su Xue, and he calls Gu Sheng.
When she was a child, she was not good-looking at all, and even a little ugly. The eyes are thin, double, the eyebrows are thick, a sunflower-like face with a collapsed nose and thick lips. These are basically contrary to the standards of beauty, and that's it, but what's worse is that her skin is still very dark. She has a very vulgar nickname named Xiaohong, and when her mother came to bring her food again, she accidentally exposed her nickname.
Since then, her classmates have called her Xiaohong. She scolded her mother, and her mother said to her, maybe your classmates will be closer to you because of your nickname? Mom was right, but after that dance, her classmates called her Xiao Hei. When I was in the first grade, I had a rehearsal for Children's Day, and the class danced in a group and asked for makeup. Every girl wore powder and blush, which was very cute, but when she was finished with makeup by the teacher and wanted to wait for praise, her classmates laughed. Including teachers.
She walked to the mirror, her dark skin was floating with unbroken powder, and the large blush was uninterestingly flaunting, and she was startled by herself. Blackie, Blackie, it's ugly...... The classmates clapped their hands and laughed. She cried and did not attend the rehearsal. Because there was suddenly one person missing, the show in the class did not participate in the rehearsal. And she, from then on, built a small house for herself and locked herself tightly in it every day. Every time, he sat in the last row of the classroom, doing everything alone, until Gu Sheng appeared.
Gu Sheng is a transfer student from the city. White and tender skin, good-looking double eyelids, a beautiful mouthful of teeth, excellent results. He also won the first prize on Children's Day without rehearsal on the second day after he came, with an excerpt from the Red Lantern Chronicle "My Uncle My Uncle Can't Count". Everything about him is beyond her reach. The classmates in the class all love to tease Su Xue, except for Gu Sheng. He bought gloves for her cracked hands, and very gently took the little fruit that her classmates had mischievously thrown at her head. The little fruits stuck her hair in a lump, and it hurt for her to pull it herself.
She asked him why he was so nice to her, and he laughed and rubbed her withered hair, fool, not why. She smiled. Her grades were very average, so she began to plug her ears at night, secretly lit a kerosene lamp to read, even though her mother beat and scolded her again and again. Her family is not well-off, and her mother said that kerosene should be used sparingly. However, she really wanted to go to the same junior high school as him.
Part3
Six years of primary school passed quickly, and she finally went to the same junior high school and the same class with him. On the day of the report, she saw his name in the registration book, and immediately squatted on the ground and cried. No one knows what happened to this ugly-looking girl. After crying, he picked up the back of his hand and wiped it on his face indiscriminately, stood up suddenly, smiled awkwardly at the crowd of onlookers, and hurriedly left with his head buried.
She thought they could be as close as they were in elementary school, or maybe they could become more intimate. But she found out she was wrong. He no longer pays attention to her, no longer cares about her, but he also does not bully her. She often couldn't sleep at night, and her already thin body became thinner and thinner. In the dream, it was Gu Sheng, and when I woke up, it was Gu Sheng all day. When washing his face, Gu Sheng is in the basin, and when he is in class, he is also Gu Sheng on the blackboard.
On the campus of junior high school, couples began to appear in twos and threes, and the laughter and laughter of men and women passed by. Su Xue also often fantasized about it, he gently cupped her face, and said to her affectionately, I love you. Of the 6 classmates in the dormitory, 3 are in love, and 2 are celibates. They all persuaded her to love him, and told him that she would regret it for the rest of her life. Thinking about it, she spent a week writing a love letter.
She arrived at the dormitory early before the afternoon class, and she secretly stuffed the letter in his desk. She didn't know if he saw it, but when she returned to the classroom after the second period of the afternoon, a group of boys blocked her at the door. They coaxed him, pushed him towards her, and told him to ask her, but she didn't have time to dodge and was knocked over. Tears fell without warning. Maybe her body was already full of sadness, and this collision cracked an embankment.
He found her that night, on the roof of the school building. He said, I'm sorry. In the afternoon, he was also forced. As for her and him, he said that they were not suitable, and besides, he just wanted to study well now. She raised her eyes, which had already cried into peaches, and asked him, "Can we still be as good as we were when we were children?" He said, OK. He promised her to be a good friend for life, never to leave, never to abandon.