After driving slowly for more than an hour, luckily we came across a car repair shop, still with lights on, and a few food stalls with signboards around.

After handing over the car to the master for repair, Jiang Laiyue and I chose a food stall, ordered a hot pot, and added two stir-fried dishes, Jiang Laiyue originally refused, saying that she didn't want to eat at night, and was persuaded by me to remind her that we still have to drive a long way, especially in the second half of the night, if we don't eat something, we can't hold it at all, and finally she reluctantly agreed.

The dish was served quickly, Jiang Laiyue greeted the boss again, and insisted on asking for a bottle of 56-degree Red Star Erguotou.

While soaking up the food, I reminded her: "Eat some hot food on a cold day, and you will have to drive later, what kind of wine!" ”

"I don't have the ability to drive, and I'll step on the clutch brake later, and I can't walk, I know that my driving skills are not as good as Li Shi."

"Your words are really sour, I'm just saying, what's the matter with Guan Lishi."

"Who cares about you, what you like to say, I'll find a place to look at the stars after drinking."

"Where do the stars come from in the winter, I can't see them anyway."

Jiang Laiyue didn't want to take care of me anymore, unscrewed the cap, didn't even ask for a cup, and directly picked up the bottle and took a sip, this is liquor, few men dare to drink liquor with a bottle, but she takes one bite after another, and rarely even eats vegetables.

I pushed her bottle away several times, and after a few repetitions, she was so anxious that she kicked out of her chair and was about to leave.

I pulled Jiang Laiyue to sit down on the dining chair, and handed her the chopsticks, she looked at me with a cold face, but still took the chopsticks from my hand, and then looked at the food on the table coldly.

"Is it that hard to get you to eat something?"

Jiang Laiyue slapped the chopsticks on the table and said coldly: "It's my business whether to eat or not, I don't need you to worry about it." After speaking, his eyes were already full of tears.

"Then what do you mean by crying all of a sudden?"

Jiang Laiyue picked up the chopsticks that I had just slapped and smashed them at me, I dodged them, and I didn't get angry with her, picked up the chopsticks from the ground, picked up another pair and handed them to her.

"You know that I like you, what are you pretending, I don't believe you can't see what kind of ability you are here to pretend to be garlic."

When she said this, the atmosphere instantly changed to me at a loss, and after this sentence was asked, I was completely unprepared.

My silence made Jiang Laiyue even more annoyed, she never seemed to have confessed to anyone, let alone how to digest this emotion, we looked at each other like this, and we could hear each other's rapid breathing quietly.

"You know, I'm more useless, this kind of fairy tale shouldn't happen in reality......"

"Yes, I just like you, I like you good-for-nothing bastard, blind!" Jiang Laiyue glared at me and said.

If this is a confession, I have never seen such a domineering confession, at this moment, I looked at her tears and angry eyes and was really overwhelmed, she was so unique, even the confession was so different.

Jiang Laiyue kicked away the chair in front of her with her foot and walked towards me, I instinctively got up and took a step back, and asked with some embarrassment, "Are you...... What do you want? ”

Jiang Laiyue approached me step by step, I was forced into a corner and had no way to retreat, and finally Jiang Laiyue's suppressed emotions suddenly got out of control, she beat me desperately, and scolded vaguely: "Life is a mess, work is a mess, how can I still meet people like you, I am almost broken, are you wood?" Are you a fool...... What is wrong with me Jiang Laiyue, I don't want anything now, I just want a life to make up for the lack of family warmth, why is it so difficult......"

I didn't shy away from it, so I let her beat me until she was tired, but she threw herself into my arms and cried uncontrollably.......

This is the second time I've seen her crying, the last time I was when I accompanied her to see Aunt Qin, last time because of family affection, this time because of ...... The way she cried uncontrollably, the bits and pieces of our experience together gushed out, and a certain emotion that had been latent in my heart exploded instantly, and I really felt sorry for her, especially when she was so vulnerable.

After the latent emotions erupted, my brain began to heat up, and I trembled to Jiang Laiyue who was shrinking in my arms and said, "Give me some time, okay?" Let me digest this relationship that has not yet come to fruition, and when I come out, I'll tell you, okay? ”

Jiang Laiyue's body in my arms trembled slightly, and it took a long time to raise her head to look at me, her eyelashes were stained with tears, and her voice was very soft, but very serious: "Can you forget?" ”

I was silent, this question, at least now I can't give her the answer she wants, can I forget Li Shi? It's impossible, I can even imagine that as long as she comes back and says, "Yu Hang, I'm back for you!" "My world will immediately be in chaos, and then continue to be crazy for her, crazy for her!

Jiang Laiyue looked at me, she was waiting for my answer, but I responded to her with endless silence, and after a long time, she finally shook her head and said, "Enough, you don't have to answer, I don't want to embarrass you." ”

"I'm not embarrassed, but I don't dare to promise anything for this relationship, and the current promise may become a hidden danger that will hurt you in the future......"

"Do you know why I like you so much?"

"Why?"

After being silent for a long time, Jiang Laiyue closed her eyes, tears slipped down her cheeks again, and she whispered to me: "Steadfastness, this feeling is what I lack the most, and I am the most desired, I am very down-to-earth with you, I am afraid that others will approach me with a purpose, but you will never deliberately please me like other men, please me, every time I am with you, I am inexplicably happy, I don't need any disguise, I can even be coquettish like a normal girl, only when I am with you, I suddenly remember, it turns out that I am only 26 years old!" ”

After Jiang Laiyue's words were finished, I exhaled heavily, under the influence of alcohol, people often express their words and deeds in their words and deeds, which are the truest thoughts in the depths of their hearts, and in the chaotic divergence of thinking, I remembered the first time I saw Jiang Laiyue, she was arrogant and domineering, and she didn't even look at me, maybe this is her state of treating strangers, but now, she is sensual and straightforward, and she is an out-and-out good woman.

……

After eating, the car had not been repaired, so we had to sit in the food stall and continue to wait.

The cold wind around me was blowing badly, although it was covered by a plastic tarpaulin, but it still made people feel cold, I motioned to Jiang Laiyue who was lying on the table and said, "I'll go to the car to find you a piece of clothing." ”

At this moment, Jiang Laiyue didn't have the ability to think, but the alcohol seemed to stimulate her instinct to not want to trouble me, and she urged vaguely, "Don't be so good to everyone, okay?" It doesn't matter if you wear a piece of clothing or not, how many times it will be cold in your life, do you have to find clothes for you every time? Before I met you, I lived like this every day, didn't I live a good life? ”

I looked at Jiang Laiyue, trying to find that feeling of calmness, and then said to her: "I don't dare to think much about the future, but this is what I should do now." ”

Jiang Laiyue didn't speak, turned her back to me, and then shouted that her head hurt for a while, and she lost her ability to communicate and fell asleep.

I found a long trench coat of my own from the car and wrapped her in it, and at this time I realized that Jiang Laiyue was thinner than I thought.

I thought she could sleep quietly after being drunk, but I didn't want the liquor to wake her up from the throbbing pain several times, so she stumbled to the side of the road, vomited like she was empty, and then collapsed, got up weakly, and looked at me with wandering eyes.

"I'll ask the boss to cook you some porridge!"

"No, if you have a bad stomach and can't swallow anything, you should give me some wine."

At this time, the master of the repair shop informed us that the car had been repaired, so Jiang Laiyue got into the car again without eating, but this time it was me driving, and I planned to let her rest in the middle of the night after she drank or not.

"I'll turn up the air conditioner in the car, you can sleep for a while! It will be there tomorrow at noon. ”

Jiang Laiyue nodded, then leaned back in the chair and fell asleep, but what happened tonight is something I can't forget for many years.