CHAPTER XXIX. 7

It is undoubtedly the cruelest thing for a mother to completely review the scene when her daughter left, Qu Ran's mother, who was slightly relieved a moment ago, fell into a deep memory again after telling Song Li about Qu Ran's departure, Song Li hugged her, as if she could hug Qu Ran on the other side through Qu Ran's mother, and convey all their thoughts to her.

Song Li didn't dare to cry loudly, she was afraid that her incompetence would attract Qu Ran's mother's tears again, but her body couldn't stop shaking, she turned around and hurriedly wiped away her tears.

Chen Xi suddenly trotted in, pulled Song Li to the side and whispered outside the door, Song Li realized that Han Xiaomo didn't know when he came.

"Who told her?" Song Li asked subconsciously.

Chen Xi shook his head, but he still looked at Xiao Mo and Wang Nianzhao in front of her with some worry.

"Get out of the way! I'm going to go in and see her. Han Xiaomo's tears fell before the voice, she held back her temper and faced Wang Nianzhao with her neck bent.

"Qu Ran's parents are inside, it's not appropriate for you to go in now." Wang Nianzhao said.

"Fuck it doesn't fit!" Han Xiaomo suddenly pushed away the person in front of him, but the other party was a man, how could he not beat her! Wang Nianzhao grabbed Han Xiaomo's arm, but his bloodshot eyes were full of resentment.

"Get out!" Han Xiaomo glared at him with slanted eyes.

"Xiao Mo!" Song Li walked towards the door, but Qu Ran's mother behind him said, "Let her in, it's all Qu Ran's friends······"

Everyone present was stunned, and so was Wang Nianzhao, who suddenly lost his strength in his hands, Han Xiaomo broke away from him and strode in.

Qu Ran's mother stood up with Chen Xi's support, she pushed Chen Xi away and walked out alone.

"Auntie······" Song trotted two steps away and chased after her, "Xiao Mo, she has no malicious intentions, she just ······"

Qu Ran's mother pulled Song Li's hand hard, signaling that she understood, then turned to look at the child, and turned her back to them again, "I can't see her." With that, he walked out alone.

Song Li was a little stunned, looking at the thing that Qu Ran's mother had just stuffed into his palm, which was a plastic bag.

Han Xiaomo knelt on the ground, Qu Ran in the photo smiled so beautifully, she was presumptuous, and only Song Li was standing at the door in the venue, holding the plastic bag with his back to them, but his body trembled again.

Seeing Wang Nianzhao standing beside Chen Xi and stepping on the cigarette butt and walking towards him, Song Li glanced at Chen Xi, who was still smoking in place, Chen Xi shook his head and signaled that it was okay. Song Li was still a little uneasy, and stopped Wang Nianzhao who went in, "What are you doing?" ”

"The funeral home is coming, and there will be a memorial service in a while." Wang Nianzhao whispered.

Song Li let go of his hand, and when he saw Wang Nianzhao just walking over, Han Xiaomo turned around and smashed his punch in the face.

The people who were still at the door rushed in, and Chen Xi's first reaction was to pull Song Li out of the crowd, and then went in to stop the fight.

Don't look at Han Xiaomo as a woman, she used to practice sanda for five years when she was in school, and her fists and strength are not inferior to men at all, Wang Nianzhao is a boy who has mixed up a lot in Fengyue places, it's okay to mess around, and there is no chance to fight back in a serious fight. Han Xiaomo knocked him to the ground with one punch, and before the crowd could rush up, he rode up again, and punched him in the face several times one after another. When Wang Nianzhao's friend rushed in and pulled Han Xiaomo away, she couldn't stop kicking her foot on someone, and kept scolding in her mouth, "Wang Nianzhao, you bastard!" Qu Ran went abroad with you, I'll fuck your mother! That's how you brought her back! Wang Nianzhao! You don't have to die well! I'll fuck you! Qu Ran is dead, why don't you die! The people around couldn't stand it anymore, and some of the big men in the middle of the group beat Han Xiaomo, and the angry Han Xiaomo closed his eyes and beat him up in the crowd. Fortunately, Chen Xi arrived in time and squeezed into the crowd and pulled the red-eyed Han Xiaomo out of the crowd. The people from the funeral home rushed over, and when they saw that the scene was made like this, they couldn't help but complain, but the people behind were also in a hurry to use the venue, and they didn't have time to be verbose, so they dispersed with the crowd.

Song Li looked at Han Xiaomo, who was hanging on the color, and then looked at Chen Xi, who was accidentally injured and hit his nose, he was really angry and helpless. Chen Xi took the two of them to the parking lot and told Song Li to take care of her, while he went out to find a pharmacy. In the car, she took a tissue to Han Xiaomo to wipe the blood on her face, and the moment the eyes of the two accidentally collided, she suddenly shook off Song Li's hand, slammed the car door and got out of the car, looking back at Song Li with a pair of eyes full of resentment, "Why don't you tell me, I don't even have a mental preparation, just like a fucking idiot!" Song Li, what the fucking friend are you! ”

Song Li looked down at the blood-stained paper, feeling that the anger in his heart couldn't bear it, "I'm not a friend?" I'm not a friend, I'm afraid I'll be sad to tell you about Quran, so I don't dare to tell you! I'm not a friend, I wore a skirt in the winter, and I accompanied you for several streets of drunkenness! I'm not a friend, I won't care about you today, just watch you be beaten to death by them! I'm not a friend, so I'm not going to help her bring this to you! Perhaps it was the emotions that had been suppressed that suddenly attacked, Song Li was a little hysterical and threw the plastic bag in her face.

Han Xiaomo was stunned, she didn't know that Song Li would lose such a big temper, watching the thing that had just hit her face fall in front of her eyes, she bent down and picked up the plastic bag, looking at the two rings inside, she collapsed all of a sudden.

Chen Xi went to the nearest pharmacy to buy alcohol and cotton wool, but when he came back, he saw Han Xiaomo kneeling on the ground in the parking lot, holding the two rings in both hands and crying, and suddenly stopped.

Song Li couldn't hold back any longer, and shed tears again in the car.

"I can't bring it to her, I hope someone else can, I ······" For a long time, Han Xiaomo spoke intermittently, "I want her to be happy, but why is she still unhappy, why!" Song Li, tell me why! Why is this still the case······"

Every word that Han Xiaomo roared out made Song Wei feel painful, she bit her lip, wiped the tears that couldn't be stopped over and over again, and finally relented. She got out of the car, crouched down in front of her, and hugged her gently, but she couldn't say a word of comfort.

Qu Ran was buried in a cemetery in the suburbs with a relatively quiet environment, watching Qu Ran's family leave one after another, Song Li took Han Xiaomo out of the car.

"Go back, I'd like to talk to her alone." Han Xiaomo didn't look back, but just whispered to Song Li behind him.

Chen Xi patted her on the shoulder, Song Li knew about them, and she couldn't control it all the time. Returning to the car, the tiredness accumulated in the past few days hit her all at once, she turned her head to look at Chen Xi's face and asked, "Where is the fight, does it still hurt?" ”

"It's okay," Chen Xi twisted his nose into the rearview mirror in the car and said, "It's just an accidental injury, and no one intended it." ”

Song Li leaned on Chen Xi's shoulder and sighed heavily.

"You've been really tired these days, and I wanted to take you with me when I went abroad the day after tomorrow, but I don't think you have any thoughts." Chen Xi said softly.

"Huh?" Song Li felt that the strength of her whole body was only enough for her to intermittently utter a few interjections.

"It's okay, you can sleep." Chen Xi sighed, rubbed his face, and started the car again.

"I'll go with you." Song Li said suddenly.

Chen Xi didn't answer, but kept smiling on the corner of his mouth all the way back to Chang'an.

The sky gradually darkened, and Han Xiaomo still stood silently in front of her tomb.

Someone's footsteps suddenly sounded behind her, and she turned around, not surprised, "Are you here to beat me?" ”

Wang Nianzhao suddenly smiled bitterly, then shook his head and said, "You don't really think that I can't beat you, do you?" ”

Han Xiaomo was not amused by him, he still looked at him expressionlessly, and then turned his back silently.

"The hardest thing for me has always been to face you, I think you and her are joking, but now I realize that you are deeper than me." Wang Nianzhao's voice sounded deeply, "For her, I am not her favorite, but she is the most suitable, I did everything I could, but I still couldn't keep her, I'm sorry, it was our carelessness at the beginning, which caused such irreversible consequences." You may not believe it when you say it, but I will not grieve more than you, but I will not be less than you. Han Xiaomo, this seems to be the first time we have spoken face-to-face. ”

"Are you apologizing to me, or are you talking to her?" Han Xiaomo finally spoke, his tone was cold and there was no temperature.

Wang Nianzhao was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly, "Apologize? This is not an apology, this is a confession, I have lost not only her and her children, but my family. ”

"You deserve it, but she shouldn't, why should she bear all the sins alone."

"I know you hate us, and I have nothing to say about it."

"It's not you that I hate, it's the world, I knew from the beginning that she and I can only stay on the boundary of friends, it's me who is too selfish, it's always me, I shouldn't ask for too many things, I'm not afraid of retribution, I'm afraid that Qu Ran will be hurt because of this. If you want to blame, you can only blame me for not being firm with her at the beginning, our fear of this world is far greater than we imagined, since I couldn't stick to it at the beginning, I thought that if it was broken, it would be broken, and if it was broken, maybe she could be better. But now I realize that the so-called 'I think' is just 'I think', I let her go, and let her let me go, but she is unhappy, and I am even more unhappy. Han Xiaomo looked at Qu Ran in the photo, and every sentence poked at the softness of his heart.

Wang Nianzhao stood behind her, bowed his head, and was silent.

"Wang Nianzhao, I just want to know, did she think of me in the end?" After a long silence, Han Xiaomo asked in a low voice with tears in the corners of his eyes.

Wang Nianzhao took a deep breath, erased the last sadness, and only said lightly, "I came today just to say goodbye to her one last time, I will leave tomorrow." ”

Han Xiaomo got the answer she wanted from Wang Nianzhao's evasion, spread out the palm of her right hand, looked at the two rings in her palm that had been left at Qu Ran's wedding scene, and then said, "She is alive, you guard her." Now that she's dead, it's my turn to watch over her. There was a smile on the corner of her mouth, that smile seemed to spoil Qu Ran in the photo, picked up the ring engraved with her name, she put it into Qu Ran's cemetery, and buried it with her ashes, Han Xiaomo got up, looked down and looked at the word "Qu Ran" engraved on the ring in his palm, as if remembering the once absurd and uninhibited youth, smiled and whispered, "You don't know, Qu Ran is a fool, I want her to stay away from this world." ”