We are not a good beginning, so we will not end well.

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Before going abroad, Song Li thought of countless excuses to tell his mother, but when he came to the front, he found that he couldn't tell any kind of lies, so he could only tell the whole story of the matter. Mom was silent, and after a long time, she only asked, "Song Li, have you thought about it?" ”

Mother's sentence is also a sentence that Song Li has been asking himself, Song Li, have you thought about it.

Song Li still left, followed Chen Xi, and after this step, he could never turn back after all.

When she arrived abroad, Song Li was arranged to stay in a hotel that was not with Chen Xi, only on the first night, Chen Xi stayed with her, and hurried back to the hotel booked by the company early the next morning. Chen Xi left her a driver and tour guide before leaving, Song Li knew this person, who originally worked under Chen Hao, and then Chen Xi went to the company and followed him all the time. Her name is Liu Xin, a hidden marriage woman, kind, serious in her work, few words, but there is always a smile on the corner of her mouth. Of course, about the hidden marriage, Song Li also accidentally discovered it, that day after eating from the restaurant, Song Li found that the mobile phone forgot to take it, so he turned around and went back, when he came out, Liu Xin stood on the side of the road and called in Chinese, although he turned his back to himself, but Song Li could still hear the meaning of the quarrel from her tone, and the last sentence "You had to get married" really scared Song Li, hung up the phone, looked at Song Li who took pictures without anything, Liu Xin smiled again and walked over. Later, Song Li asked on the side, but all of Liu Xin's answers were that he had a boyfriend, but he was unmarried, and Song Li knew the other party's intentions. In the past three days, this woman and Song Li have basically turned the city almost around, and Chen Xi has not shown up except for a phone call every day, Song Li knows that he is very busy and has no time.

I came back early that night, Song Li had eaten a little uncomfortably in the past few days, had no appetite, and didn't eat dinner when he came back from outside, so he politely returned to the room with Liu Xin. After taking a shower, I nestled in the sofa and watched a movie, looking at the time, it was estimated that my mother should wake up from a nap at this time, so I chatted about the video and reported the daily itinerary as usual. After that, a bowl of chicken soup for the soul was sent to Han Xiaomo every day, although after the separation in Qu Ran's cemetery that day, she never gave Song Li any news. After half past eleven o'clock, Song Li fell asleep watching a movie on the sofa, but the door of the room suddenly rang, Song Li got up from the sofa slowly, and heard Chen Xi say outside, "It's me." ”

Chen Xi lowered his head and took off the blazer on his body, then sat silently on the sofa and lit a cigarette. Suddenly looking down to find a pair of feet standing in front of him, he raised his head slightly and said, "Why don't you wear slippers?" Go in and sleep. ”

Song Li didn't move, looking at him a little inexplicably distressed, maybe, maybe every night without his company, he was so silent and tired to support alone until dawn. Walked up to him lightly, squatted down, held the hand that was still holding the cigarette, and whispered, "I'm not sure if this kind of day is what you want, but since you are willing to let me see what you are now, I can probably understand what you mean, Chen Xi, tell me, what can I do." ”

"What do I want you to do? Let me think about it······" Hearing Song Li say this, Chen Xi thought about it "seriously", and then suddenly smiled, "Just let me hug me." Saying that, Chen Xi leaned on her shoulder, Song Li was stunned, he caught a glimpse of the cigarette butt burning his fingers, lowered his body and took the cigarette butt from his hand, but was hugged tighter by Chen Xi, Song Li turned his head to see that his thick eyelashes had hung down, and his heavy breath fell warmly on her neck.

The next morning, the two of them had breakfast on the second floor, and Chen Xi saw that Song Li still didn't have any appetite and said, "Liu Xin said that you didn't eat last night, what's wrong, are you in a bad mood?" ”

"Huh?" Song Li was stunned for a moment, then smiled instead, "No, it may be that I didn't sleep well last night." After speaking, Song Li pursed his lips, thinking that Liu Xin really said everything, maybe how many calls he made in a day, and how many calls he received, Chen Xi should know.

Chen Xi nodded slightly. Yes, Chen Xi kept holding her hand last night, and the two of them could only squeeze on the sofa all night, how could they sleep well. "I've been a little busy these two days, I may not be able to take care of you, if there is anything, you can just find Liu Xin, I will come over to see you when I have time."

Song Li was stunned again, after hearing this, she suddenly wanted to ask herself, Song Li, what are you?

Seeing that Song Li didn't speak, Chen Xi put down the cup and said, "I know what you want Song Li, but I'm not ready to let you go now, and I won't let you go, not to mention that you were the one who said that I would accompany me to the end, so I don't want to see your hesitation again." ”

Song Li leaned back in his seat, looked at the edge of the plate, and frowned for a long time.

"Okay, I'm leaving, there's a meeting later, if you didn't sleep well last night, go back to make up for sleep, and if you want to go out for a walk, go find Liu Xin, okay?" He reached out and took her hand from the edge of the table and asked again, "Okay?" ”

Song Li looked up into his eyes, then nodded slightly.

Seeing him and his assistant walking away, Song Li got up and walked back to the room quickly.

When you are alone, you will always think of a lot of things that you don't usually think of, Song Li is now, she is pacing back and forth in the room uneasily, many things, not that she really doesn't want to say she doesn't want to, let alone that she really doesn't care if she says she doesn't care, she suddenly found that the third party is really not something that everyone can do, although she is not a third party in the real sense. The more times like this, the more Song Li thinks about Han Xiaomo, wants to Qu Ran, and thinks about the "6.31" where she can cry and laugh without hiding her tears, but in fact, those people and things have left her current life, no one can speak, and there will be no one around her at all.

Ran Changan, is this the happiness that you left to Song Li after you left?

The mobile phone rang, and the sudden sound of the silent room startled Song Li, she turned around and looked at the mobile phone screen on the sofa flashing, and walked over with some trepidation.

It was a WeChat message from Jiang Yao.

"Song Li, they took Diandian away."

It's just a few simple words, but it is such a dazzling reminder of Song Li's incompetence, she hung her hand weakly, and the phone fell on the carpet, it turned out that everything was not what she imagined.