Chapter 162: I Want to Return

I was frightened by Li Shi's gentleness, and I got goosebumps all over my body, but I didn't want those colleagues to look at me like monkeys, so I had to bite the bullet and go to the office at the end as she said.

When I returned to Li Shi's office again, I stood in the empty office for about ten minutes with some restraint, and suddenly saw the doll that Li Shi had grabbed last time playfully placed on the table.

I pinched the doll and looked at it, and my mood was a little better, and I could see that Li Shi cherished it very much, and put it in a glass cover, I remember that she had a lot of clips at that time, and only selected a few, and the rest was given to Meng Meng.

I was playing with it, Lao Gou suddenly pushed the door in, and after he closed the door, the first sentence made me feel a lot of fright, and one came forward and asked, "What, are you planning to steal something here?" ”

I thought his attitude was very weird, so he took a step back and put the doll on the table, only then did he respond: "Gou always thinks too much, I will leave on my own later." ”

He was in full view of my retreat, his brow furrowed, and it took a moment to say, "Really? ”

In the face of his questioning, I looked at him with an unafraid look, his brow furrowed even more, and he sat down on the sofa opposite me, stared at me and asked, "Now let's discuss another matter, how do you arrange your work next?" ”

"Mr. Gou is really laughing at what he asked, what do I have to do with you now."

"Do you remember how I treated you when you graduated?"

When Lao Gou asked this, his eyes were fixed on me, I was not used to being stared at by him like this, my head was slightly lowered, and I didn't want to listen to what he said, we had accumulated three years of relationship in the quarrel, and I was consumed by the changes of the past few months, and I didn't know him anymore.

I remember the first year when I first came to the company, it was my most grateful year to him, the company's business crisis, I won the lottery to save his business, he gave me enough opportunities to exercise, in recent years, he did fulfill his promise, blessed to share, Meng Meng sick he also helped me a lot in private, I miss the day the most is the first year of the year-end celebration banquet, he held the guitar and sang songs are all poems and distances, and since then, I decided to have been on the way.

Now that I think too much about the past, it will only increase my sadness, so I opened my mouth and said nonsense: "Mr. Gou, don't cry in this cat, I have many places to go when I leave, I will never come back to this kind of dirty place, including the hostel, I decided to give up, you have your own industry to spoil yourself." ”

Lao Gou was still like the same bear, and before I could finish my words, he immediately interrupted me and said, "I want to listen to the truth." ”

I was seen through by him all of a sudden, and I was a little depressed, so I could only be silent.

Lao Gou glared at me, and he quickly said, "Forget it, don't say it if you don't want to say it, I'll drive you to the hospital to see how the recovery from your foot injury is." ”

I laughed and said, "Which play are you playing?" ”

Lao Gou's eyes kept staring at the doll, and he said lightly for a while: "You want to take this doll away as a souvenir?" ”

I didn't answer his words, Lao Gou waved his hand and said impatiently: "Put down the things, leave quickly, I feel blocked when I see it." ”

I looked at Lao Gou and hesitated for a long time, but I decided to take Li Shi's doll away, which should be regarded as a souvenir, because I had already decided to leave Xi'an in the next few days, go to Beijing to accompany Mengmeng, and then find a job in Beijing and start again, until Mengmeng's surgery was successful.

Regarding Mengmeng's high surgery fees, I plan to borrow from Jiang Laiyue first, and later repay it by work, and when the debt is paid off, I will walk around alone, and then live the life I want for a few years.

Back at the hostel, I decided to find a car, pull all my belongings to the courier station, mail them home, and then pack light, say goodbye to my friends and leave.

During the day, the tent on the roof was quite hot, and Shuma usually played games in the hall, and to thank him for his help last night, I decided to treat him to a meal before leaving.

Sitting next to Shuma, who was having a good time, his eyes never took off the screen, I informed, "I'm going to leave in the next two days, can you have lunch with me at noon?" ”

Shuma also ignored the game he was playing, suddenly let go of the hand holding down the keyboard, looked at me with a very serious face, and asked, "Go, where are you going?" ”

I nodded, and for a moment I fell silent without thinking about the topic of continuing to talk.

Shu Ma looked at me with sympathy on his face, and said for a while: "Brother Hang, I think you are actually quite lucky to be able to meet two good girls who are so sincere to you, but I think Miss Li Shi may be more suitable for you." ”

"I suddenly decided that there was no need for this meal at noon."

Shu Ma grinned again, put his hand on my shoulder, and said, "Brother Hang, don't be so ruthless, you said that you invited me to dinner, and suddenly you didn't invite me again, there is really nothing more desperate than this!" ”

I gestured to the computer screen, then got up and went back to my room.

Sure enough, there was a scream like Shu Ma killing a pig behind him, and he had fought for so long......

……

After cleaning up, Shuma was already standing at the door waiting for me, he was still a child, sullen about the previous game, and he didn't want to pay attention to me when he saw me, probably because he hated me to the core.

After not doing anything, I commanded again: "Come, accompany me to send my luggage, and then take you to eat." ”

Shu Ma accompanied me to the courier point with a straight face, and after sending the items, he sighed that he could finally have lunch, but unexpectedly heard my thunderbolt words again: "Let's go, rent two cars, and I'll take you to eat chicken in the pot." ”

"Not far, right?"

"It's not far away, enjoy the thrill of riding, play while walking, and you'll be there in a while."

The simple Shu Ma really believed it, so I heard him scolding all the way, stopped several times, and threatened to return to the scenic spot, saying that I was not kind, and I should have reminded him to bring some snacks out or something.

In fact, cycling is addictive, although every trip will be a little lonely, but after a lap of the wave, this feeling will disappear. Every place, every city, every mountain has its own unique place, and when you meet different people, different things, and eat different things, things that were originally just described in online books will come to life.

I'm so depressed these days that I want to release myself with this ride, and even though I know it's impossible to get out of it, I always feel like I'm here and I'm here when I feel like I'm going to get back here.

Gradually, Shuma didn't even have the strength to scold me, and bent down to follow me.

I slowed down and waited for him, but he didn't bother to scold me, and asked, "Yu Hang, what the hell do you say this nervous ride is?" ”

"You see we've been through more than ten kilometres, wrapped in sheer freedom on the road, and I promise you'll always be haunted by your dreams when you go back. One of the best things about traveling is that you have to look down at what you're thinking, and then go along with it. In the past few years in the tourism industry, the biggest feeling is to stay in a place as much as you want, so as not to go to any scenic spots. A person is in a completely unfamiliar environment, and everyone wants to go up and say a few words when he sees it. I have never been willing to travel with companions casually, after all, companions determine the quality of a trip, and this is the last gift that Brother Hang will give you. ”

Hearing me say this, Shuma stopped chattering, recalled: "I have been to many places by myself before, this thing is like a floodgate opened and can't be closed, every day on such a road, a person sings the blue lotus, pedals a bicycle in the wind, and the mobile phone can be used as wallpaper when you shoot it, if I am not hungry today, I will not complain......"

I pointed to the small village not far ahead and said, "Don't complain, it's here!" ”

Shu Ma widened his eyes and sighed: "I didn't expect there to be such an exquisite place in the suburbs, it's just a miracle on the Loess Plateau!" ”

I smiled but didn't respond, but sighed that I had passed the age of this kid's emotional life, and how good it would be if I could forget my troubles for a moment.

Entering a small restaurant with a lot of characteristics, I asked for a pot chicken according to what I promised Shu Ma before, ordered some side dishes, and then asked for some cold beer, and after choosing a position near the singing stage and sitting down, the landlady waved to me, according to the convention that diners at each table can order one song, holding the guitar and asking me to order a song.

Thinking that I would give him a chance, Shuma scratched his hair and meditated, and I barely thought about it, and then I said the song "He and Her", and I wanted to hear if the women of this song were as helpless as I once was.

The boss made an OK gesture to me, brushed my hair that was scattered, and then plucked the guitar strings and sang.

This song is interpreted by her very calmly, but it is full of affection, and it is not easy to say that he failed to interpret the essence of this song, but just changed the way of expression, I think it is related to the character of the person, I am too afraid of twilight and vulnerability.

After a while, the boss finished singing the song "Him and Her", and walked to me with the prepared dishes in person, and said with a smile: "This is the third time you have come here, and every time I see that your state is different, I hope this meal can bring you a new experience, slow use." ”

I nodded my head and thanked them, I actually enjoyed eating in the current environment, and I also liked the way the boss sang to the passers-by who had a story.

While drinking and chatting with Shu Ma, I listened to the boss sing to others, suddenly, the mobile phone on the table vibrate, I wanted to turn it off directly, so as not to affect my mood, but I found that it was a text message from Qu Sen's number, informing me that Jiang Laiyue made a big fuss at the wedding, and was injured in the pull with Jiang Wen, and the wound was in the neck......