I just stared at Shen Lin, silent for a long time, and the heart that had been dead for several years in the miserable life seemed to float out of reality, through the thorny days in the long river of years, back to the green college days, in the season when the grass grew and the warbler flew, I sat on the turf of the campus, plucked the guitar strings, sang a sour love song for myself, lit a cigarette, that is, four years.

When Lin Ke's music stopped, I suddenly came back to my senses from my memories, and when I turned my head, I saw Shen Lin's figure reflected in the window, a little trance, a bit like a dream.

I was still indulging in a lost mood, Shen Lin walked over to me, she knocked on the table, motioned for me to go out with her to talk, I nodded and walked outside the house with her, she was still so straightforward, but I gradually distorted myself in life.

"Again."

"Yes! Coincidentally, I really didn't expect you to come to this coffee shop. ”

"Qu Sen said yes, so he came over and walked around."

"Oh."

"Singing on stage, that's your friend?"

"Yes!"

"He sings a little bit of you, but you don't look like you used to be."

"Maybe I'm the closest to life now, and you want to mold me into what I look like!"

Shen Lin looked at me, her expression was not as indifferent as before, she took out a necklace wearing a pick from her neck and handed it to me, and said, "This is what you gave me, do you remember?"

I took the paddle with body temperature, just looked at Shen Lin in a daze, but my mood fluctuated, and I was silent for a long, long time before I lit a cigarette and asked her, "Have you kept this paddle for so long?" ”

Shen Lin looked at me without words, in fact, even if she didn't speak, I already knew her attitude, she was complaining about my decision to give up music when I graduated.

I spit out a long puff of cigarette, but I was carried by the wind and rushed straight towards Shen Lin, but she didn't avoid it, she still looked at me with the same look she had just now.

I just pinched the cigarette in my hand, didn't take another puff, smiled and asked: "Don't mention those past days, you should keep this paddle as a souvenir, after all, it was a souvenir from my last small concert before graduation, you and Qu Sen should have a good time, right?" ”

"He's coming over soon, you can leave these questions for him!"

I didn't realize the seriousness of the situation, and nodded very seriously, and Shen Lin seemed to see something from my expression again, pursed her lips and looked at me, and laughed together inexplicably, and her smile was so wanton in the summer when the sun was just right.

……

After sitting in the coffee shop for less than twenty minutes, before Song Niange and I finished chatting about a topic, Qu Sen hurried over, his face did not have the usual delicate look, but a little nervous, it seemed that he should have a conflict with Shen Lin.

After saying hello to me, Qu Sen sat down next to Shen Lin, but Shen Lin subconsciously moved to the side.

After a cup of coffee was served, Qu Sen nodded to the waiter to express his gratitude, and then discussed something with Shen Lin, while Shen Lin's attention was more focused on the stage, and at this moment Song Niange was singing with Lin Ke.

I tried my best to relax and listen to the song, and Qu Sen on the side was obviously talking to himself, but it was more like saying to me, and said: "I said that the relationship that had been good has frozen again, and it turned out that I had found an old friend with negative energy to chat." ”

I opened my eyes and looked at Qu Sen, but he showed a nonchalant look, after speaking, he took a sip of coffee from his cup, and added some sugar cubes to himself, looking quite depressed, and his extremely distressed performance made me even more curious.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Yu Hang, you don't know, Shen Lin is really stubborn."

This is the first time I've heard Qu Sen complain, and it's about a woman.

Shen Lin frowned, interrupted Qu Sen and said, "The matter between us, we said in private, you are clamoring to come to me, just to say this?" ”

Qu Sen immediately threw me a look of help.

It is not easy to find a stable life, since Shen Lin and Qu Sen have lived together, I persuaded with the mentality of a peacemaker: "Stubbornness has to be there, but it is definitely not on emotional issues, in fact, I envy you, and you can have an object to vent your emotions, life is already so difficult, why bother to add trouble to yourself, don't you say?" ”

"What I'm saying is, you can see that Yu Hang has seen it clearly, Shen Lin, don't be stubborn."

"You can't find the right person, and of course the wrong life has been difficult."

"You see what you said is planning to make Yu Hang unable to step down?"

Shen Lin looked at Qu Sen, without words, he gave me a face with silence.

In Shen Lin's silence, I saw a love that was not optimistic, and sure enough, after being silent for a while, Shen Lin said: "I hope you don't stop me from playing music, and I also want to tell you in advance that when I play music to make money, we will break up." ”

Qu Sen was happy, as if he was a little excited, took a sip of coffee and continued: "Shen Lin, do you know, after listening to what you said, it really warms my heart, I think there is no longer a promise that lasts longer than this." ”

Shen Lin didn't seem to want to compete anymore, his face finally eased a little, and he said to Qu Sen: "You don't need to verify the deadline of this sentence, as long as you promise not to interfere with my playing music anymore, and I don't want you to call my band friends "performers" in the future, can you do it?" ”

Qu Sen looked obedient and urgent, and asked, "Then are you willing to forgive me?" ”

After Qu Sen's words were finished, Shen Lin and I glanced at each other again, and in her eyes, it seemed to read helplessness.

"You have put the problem on Yu Hang's face, do I have any other choice?"

I smiled awkwardly and laughed at myself, "My face is not worth much." ”

At this time, Qu Sen inexplicably reached out and patted my shoulder, and said with a smile: "Thank you brother for your cooperation." ”

As soon as he said this, Shen Lin began to look at me inexplicably.

Qu Sen didn't care about my emotions, made the atmosphere a little sensational, raised his head, and when he looked at Shen Lin again, his eyes were already red, and he choked up and said: "I know that you Shen Lin has always looked down on me, but I just like you, even if you have a miscarriage because of the intense performance activities, I still love you...... I hope that one day, the voice of my love for you can be echoed, even if it is just your pity for a moment, it doesn't matter, in the future, you can play as you like, and the responsibility of supporting the family will be handed over to me! ”

Shen Lin's complexion finally changed, and she whispered softly for a long time: "I hope you won't let us live too tired with each other in the future." ”

Qu Sen wiped his hands heavily from his face, hugged Shen Lin as if he had regained, and then said to me: "Write down this matter today, brother, and when you drink my brother's wedding wine, I will definitely pour you a few more glasses to express my gratitude." ”

Shen Lin's expression was a little gloomy, he took Qu Sen's hand and smiled again, got up and walked out of the house alone.

When Qu Sen got up to chase after her, I said solemnly: "Cherish life and love her well is more important than inviting me to drink a few more glasses of wine." ”

The hot sun shining on my body, and the cold air blowing in the air conditioner, just formed two completely different feelings, I completely emptied myself, lying on the sofa on my back, listening to Song Niange and Lin Ke colliding in the music, singing one after another, wishing that time would stand still at this moment.

Just when I was about to close my eyes and fall asleep, the mobile phone suddenly rang, this is Li Shi called, I answered the phone in confusion, and before I could speak, she said in an eager tone: "After visiting for so many days, I know a girl surnamed Su here, she seems to know some clues, but she doesn't seem to want to tell me that she is going back to Qinghai Lake now, what should I do?" ”