On such a sensual night, I couldn't stay rational when listening to the same song as Jing Qi, and when her hair was blown up and ruffled on my face, I felt the incomparably familiar breath again, and I was in a trance for a moment, but my body instinctively repelled under a certain belief and kept a proper distance from her.

Jing Qi leaned against the window, at this moment, I could no longer see her tranquility and tranquility in the past, but a kind of self-expulsion loneliness.

I can't help but think of her who fantasized about living her life with Shen Hao, at that time, she was not at all like what she is now, and even had a little bit of a little woman's thinking, she just hoped to have a comfortable family, and then she would be a virtuous wife with a husband and children in this family.

She has told me more than once: she doesn't want to be up and down in the mixed modeling circle at all, so she desperately makes money to satisfy Shen Hao's greed, and even hopes to be able to use such a cheap posture and the money invested in exchange for Shen Hao's ability to support the family, but in exchange for Shen Hao's cynicism and endless demands.

I got up and walked to the junction of the carriages, where the wind was the loudest and the most sober, I habitually stood in the smoking place and smoked, while looking at the sky that was shining brightly, the sky was finally about to dawn......

In the smoke, I fell into the whirlpool of memories, and then I thought about what my future life would look like, and gradually fell into sleepiness, and when I returned to the aisle, I found that Jingqi had returned to the bed to rest.

This night, I had a lot of dreams about the future, in which I didn't have a vigorous career, but I lived an ordinary and trivial life.

In fact, this is what I want most, I have had a lot of ups and downs in the past few years, although I have become resolute and sensitive, but this is not what I want, I long for a sunny afternoon, the light will shine on the woods next to the house, and the healthy Meng Meng is playing in the woods, my parents stand under the eaves and shout to me to eat, and then Meng Meng takes Li Shi's hand and runs into the yard......

However, such a beautiful dream did not last long, I was woken up by the arrival of the train conductor shouting at the station, and the moment I woke up, I suddenly felt that this dream was a little out of my real situation, because Li Shi had really left my life, I didn't even know which city she was in the UK, and I didn't even know where she was in the sea of people, where she returned to herself, and life was left between us, only to go farther and farther away and gradually forget.

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In the afternoon of the next day, we finally arrived in Beijing, and rushed to the hospital non-stop.

I held Mengmeng's hand and looked at each other and smiled, she was full of instruments and wanted to open her hand to hug me, but unfortunately the conditions did not allow it, she bit her lower lip and made a grimace at me with a very bad face, and then called out in a hoarse voice, "Brother, Mengmeng misses you so much, Mengmeng hurts all over her body, and I can't see you!" ”

Mengmeng and I finally couldn't laugh, only then did I realize that she didn't see me clearly, but gave me the most heartwarming trust smile, I put my face close to the eyes, but the tears accompanied her can't stop falling down, at this moment, the parents on the side couldn't bear to turn their backs in distress, and Xiaobao, who was still giggling, also left tears, holding the apple that Dad had just peeled, and didn't eat a bite...... In order to encourage each other for the two sisters and brothers, the doctor deliberately settled Mengmeng and Xiaobao in a ward, and Xiaobao also gained weight for the needs of surgery, and the original sallow complexion finally had some redness......

The depressed emotions in the ward were stopped by the doctors who came to check the ward, they reminded me to give Meng Meng encouragement, to create a relaxed environment, because of the appearance of Xiaobao, Meng Meng's life will appear another miracle, the doctors who learned the story of Xiao Bao and Meng Meng have sighed, it is not easy to find the long-lost brother and sister, this is not only a miracle given by life, but also a victory under the persistence of human nature......

After listening to the doctor's praise, my father seemed to think of something, and his face was dark, and he motioned for me to go out to dinner with him.

Maybe it's because of the proximity to the meal, my dad and I looked for several restaurants, but the passenger flow was quite large, and my dad was reluctant to spend the money of the private room, and he didn't want to talk in public, and finally we could only change the meal one after another, and finally walked several kilometers, far away from the hospital, only to find a restaurant similar to a small private room.

After ordering the ingredients, I asked for a few more beers, planning to drink some wine with my father, I remember that father and son had not sat down to eat together for a long time, let alone drunk, and I also wanted to use the strength of the wine to talk to my father.

After drinking two beers with my father, the boiled steamed vegetables were finally served, and the heat generated by the freshly cooked vegetables also spread among us, I sandwiched a piece of white cut meat to my father, and asked him, "Dad, are you okay lately?" ”

"It's still like that, it's just that I don't feel comfortable in my chest after staying up late."

"After Mengmeng has the operation, you and my mother will have a good rest and go out for a walk."

"I don't have that much money to spare, and I don't have that energy, your dad is old."

After I was silent for a while, I said: "The money of 500,000 yuan in my hand should be almost enough for Mengmeng's surgery fee, I recently took over the hostel, and I didn't make any money, but it is not a problem to find someone to borrow 350,000 yuan, don't worry about the money." ”

Dad frowned, and said: "Always pay for this family, you should also take it to heart and think about it, some things are missed and I am afraid that I will never come back, it is this family that has dragged you down, you have worked so hard in the past few years, and thanks to Mr. Gou's support for you, you can't get much salary without your ability, let alone take over the hostel, and when I find a job in the future, I will definitely return the favor for you." ”

Thinking of Lao Gou's various things, and thinking about the original rejection of the hostel, I finally took over the hostel, and then thought of Li Shi's gloomy departure, I really couldn't associate the word "favor" with Lao Gou, and said to my father: "Dad, you look down on your son too much, this money is earned by my own performance, and it is not necessarily given by others." ”

"You kid still can't see through human feelings."

I drank a glass of wine, and then in this topic that I didn't want to communicate, I was habitually silent, but fortunately, my dad was not a nagging mother, just sighed and didn't say anything more, but he didn't interact with me anymore on the drink, and poured it himself.

I didn't want to see him disappointed, so I said, "Dad, Li Shi was given by you and your mother?" ”

Dad put down his glass, looked at me and said, "yes, what's wrong?" ”

Seeing that he cared so much about my question, I finally asked tentatively, "Did Li Shi have any special explanations when she left, or did she talk about the return date, or where did she live?" ”

Dad pondered for a moment and said: "I don't know what the relationship between you and Xiao Li is, but I feel pity with your mother......" Dad didn't continue, and after a period of silence, he said: "I still remember the day I sent her, she cried directly into a tearful person, but she didn't say a word, that kind of silent crying is even more distressing, your mother hugged her and comforted, I stood aside at a loss, asked her what she didn't want to say, this emotion is really worrying, you said she was fine in Xi'an, Why did you go abroad all of a sudden?,I thought such a good girl could become your other half.,I didn't expect it to become a fantasy.,I remember that your mother and I went up to the city tower late at night to open a video for Meng Meng.,I already recognized her.,It's okay to be a family.,It's good to be a girl! ”

Hearing my father's description, I remembered the first time in my life that I made Li Shi cry, that time she was also silent crying, as my father said, he and my mother have long ignored Li Shi's family background, because she is indeed a pragmatic good girl, but I am an unstable person, our short relationship ended in the interweaving of plainness and restlessness, although it failed to become the ending of an ordinary person with a princess in a fairy tale, but I think all this is taken for granted, after all, she has always been a belief that I can't bear to blasphemy!

I finally smiled and said to my dad, "Everyone has a reason to leave, and she will have her own new life......"

"It's easy to say, but life is difficult, if you can't wait for Xiao Li, how do you plan to arrange your life?"

"I also try my best to get married as soon as possible, so that you and my mother don't wait too long, after all, our family has not lived a life that ordinary people should have for a long time, as for those who are blown away by the wind, it can only be said that fate is not deep enough......"

Dad didn't agree with my plan, he first looked at me sternly, and then said to me in an almost pleading tone: "I can see that Xiao Li is so unwilling, she seems to have deliberately avoided all topics about you, although I don't have much contact with your mother and her, but some things are not difficult to see, don't you plan to think of a way to save something?" ”

I lowered my head and said to my father for a long time: "I can't get anything back, your son is too small to pursue or even dominate his own life." ”

Dad nodded and said, "Okay, but I still have to remind you, this is also what I thought after discussing with your mother, you must make a thorough plan for your future, if you admit that you are small and unable to dominate life, you are afraid that ordinary life will not be able to dominate!" ”

"In the future, I will do a better job and support my ordinary life, and once I have the opportunity, I will try."

"If you can really think like that, I will be relieved!"

I nodded, I was not in the mood to drink, just picked up the rice and ate a few bites, I received a call from Miss Xiaosu, she told me that she had just gotten off the plane, and her elderly grandmother thought about her grandson and granddaughter very much, and the operation was imminent, and she brought Xiaobao's grandmother to Beijing.

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The second more, in the next few days, I will make up all the chapters, I have not been untrustworthy, until the last resort, who is willing to ask for leave, lose their established reputation.