Dong Qiushui cried and said, this is a heart disease, and the doctor can't help it, Xiaofan, don't suppress yourself, I feel very uncomfortable when I see you like this.

I don't know why, I started to cry inexplicably, I couldn't control myself at all, tears ran down my cheeks, it was the feeling of heartache, bursts of convulsions, the pain that had been suppressed for a long time, it seemed to explode in an instant, and my head was not uncomfortable when my heart began to hurt.

Maybe the heart is linked to the brain, when the brain can't bear that kind of damage, it is conveyed to the heart, so the heart will hurt, crying may be the only catharsis, the tears keep flowing, I know why I cry, these tears are shed for myself, but also for Zhong Siyuan, I can't give up, I can't forget.

I don't know how long it took, maybe the tears dried up, I don't know if I was asleep or unconscious, when I opened my eyes again, I found that my head didn't hurt anymore, my heart was still a little sad, and my eyes were a little uncomfortable.

I couldn't see clearly, everything in front of me was in a blurry state, someone grabbed my hand and said, Xiaofan, are you okay, how are you feeling now?

I smiled and said, it's okay, my head doesn't hurt anymore, and my heart doesn't feel uncomfortable, but my eyes don't seem to see clearly.

Dong Qiushui gasped and said, your eyes are swollen, I just helped you apply the medicine, it is estimated that it will be fine after a while, don't open your eyes, I will let the doctor help you bandage it.

It didn't take long for me to feel some medicine applied to my eyelids, chilling, and when the gauze wrapped around my eyes, I suddenly understood something and made sense.

Sometimes it is my own eyes that deceive me, and I can understand my own heart alone, so although I can't see things now, I am calmer, smarter and wiser than usual.

I understand, what I thought was not what Siyuan thought, what I wanted was given to me without reservation, but I didn't understand, two people who love each other want to respect each other and get along with each other, but I just go my own way, I have never understood Siyuan, and I have never really understood Siyuan, so when I hurt her, I thought it was good for her, but in fact, it was not, her heart belonged to me, so even if she followed me to suffer and suffer, she was willing.

It was so difficult that we all went through, I really shouldn't let her come to it, if she was by my side, maybe it wouldn't help me too much in my career, but at least she could comfort my fragile heart, I needed her, so during that time in Canada, I actually always regarded Diana as Zhong Siyuan, and those loves were for Siyuan, so I didn't like Diana, I just regarded her as a substitute.

That's why, when I heard Xia Dongxue say those words, I felt so uncomfortable and even had thoughts of suicide, she was right, I did it wrong.

I thought I would never regret it, but I did, I want to find Siyuan, no matter what she looks like now, as long as she still loves me, I will keep her by my side and live a happy life with her.

I smiled and grabbed Dong Qiushui's hand and said, Qiushui, don't cry, I'm fine, I'm fine now, my body is very good, and the recovery will be fast, I'm not physically injured, I'm injured in my heart, but I already know how to treat it.

Dong Qiushui lay on my body, she hugged my arm and said, you scared me, Doudou is still so young, I don't want him to grow up and live in a single-parent family, you are all my bets, I put the rest of my life on you, I don't ask you to do anything for me, I just hope you can be healthy and happy, of course admit that Doudou is your son and I am your wife, it is enough for you to admit this fact, I don't care what people think of me, because those people have nothing to do with me, in this world, I don't care about those people, I care about you, and Doudou.

I touched Dong Qiushui's face with my hand, I could feel the traces of her tears, she was really a lovely woman, a woman who was liked.

For three days, my eyes are no longer so painful, Dong Qiushui has been by my side to take care of me, feed me on time every day, take me to the toilet, help me change clothes, she made me feel the taste of growing old together in advance, if you are really rich, you can best experience it when you are sick, some things are selfless.

I couldn't see anything, but my heart could feel it, and after another three days, I felt that there was nothing wrong with my eyes, and when Dong Qiushui asked the doctor to help me change the dressing, I opened my mouth and said, I want to try to open my eyes.

Dong Qiushui asked the doctor's opinion, and finally the doctor agreed, I slowly opened my eyes, and a blurred world was born, from blurry to clear in front of my eyes, and then to gradually see the truth.

I suddenly understood, the accessory of the heart with my eyes is the desire of the heart, I smiled and grabbed Dong Qiushui's water, she was a little haggard, she looked a lot more vicissitudes than before, she had not made up for a few days, she did not look as young and beautiful as before, but I liked her more, because she is a person with a heart.

Dong Qiushui smiled and said, Xiaofan, can you see me?

I laughed and said, well, silly, you look beautiful.

Dong Qiushui turned his head awkwardly and said, I haven't washed my face for a long time, don't look at it, I'll go out first. I grabbed Dong Qiushui's hand and said, don't be nervous, I've been watching it for so many years, I think it's good, sit down and let me take a good look at you.

Dong Qiushui sat next to me, the doctor on the side walked away very interestingly, I put my hand on Dong Qiushui's shoulder, directly held her in my arms, stared at her with straight eyes, she was a little shy by me. She said unconfidently, "Isn't my current appearance ugly and scary?"

I smiled and said, no, the eyes are just accessories, the feelings of the heart are the most real, Qiushui, you are a good woman, you can be your man, I am very happy, I have worked hard for you these days.

Dong Qiushui blushed and said, I'm embarrassed if you say this, it's good if you can be fine, huh......

I bowed my head and kissed her, no matter what she became, she was the autumn water I liked, sincerity for sincerity, I can't be blinded by my own eyes, I can't be confused by this dazzling world, power and money are just floating clouds, those things are just accessories of life after all, only the heart is the most true.

Dong Qiushui looked into my eyes again, she frowned and said, Your eyes don't seem to be the same as before.

I smiled and said, it's different, what's different?

Dong Qiushui pursed his lips and said, it seemed to be brighter than before.

I smiled and said, maybe I figured it out with my heart, so I practiced my eyes, hehe, okay, I'm basically okay now, I don't want to stay here in the hospital, we haven't had a good time yet, let's have a good experience in France tomorrow.

Dong Qiushui nodded and said, Well, I'll go wash my face first.

After Dong Qiushui went out, I put on my slippers, put on my coat and walked to the window, opened the curtains and looked at the snow outside, and suddenly felt that this season was more suitable for me.

It is a pity that snow and rain wash the world, so that the eyes can see everything around them more clearly, but the washing of the heart needs to be experienced and comprehended by oneself.

More than half an hour, Dong Qiushui walked in from outside, she had already changed her clothes, when I turned my head to see her again, she smiled confidently, I looked up and said, Qiushui helped me go to the website to post a message, just said that Mr. Yang wanted to talk to a girl surnamed Zhong, I can be sure that the person I saw that day was Zhong Siyuan, but maybe she has already lived her own life, maybe she has a lover, so it is not convenient to say the name directly.

Dong Qiushui nodded and said, this is not difficult, if you want to find someone, it is still very simple, but it depends on whether she has this heart, you can be sure that what you saw that day was Zhong Siyuan, I believe that after the news is sent, she should still be able to see it.

I walked up to Dong Qiushui and grabbed her hand and said, I'm sorry for you, no matter what her situation is now, I want to say sorry to her in person.