Just let her hold me for a while.

Let her hold me, the grievances in her heart, her disappointment in me, and her feelings for me cry out little by little, and let them disappear with tears.

Shen Nuoyan hurriedly rushed down, I waved at him, signaled to him that I was okay, asked him not to come down, and at the same time arrested all the people above. Although the law does not blame the public, my name is not the law, these people deliberately hurt Su Ruoshui, and some people even took out knives, I will definitely not let them go easily.

Shen Nuoyan saw that I was fine, his eyes turned cold, he turned around, took out his mobile phone and made a call, probably calling someone over, and then he reflexively returned to the top of the mountain, needless to say, he was ruthless to avenge me, he would not show mercy to his subordinates just because these people were ordinary people.

Su Ruoshui was still holding my neck and crying, I gently patted her on the back and asked in a low voice, "Sister Shui, why are you pretending to have amnesia?" ”

Su Ruoshui was silent for a moment, slowly got up, she sat down next to me, and asked, "Are you really okay?" ”

I sat up with my body propped up, turned my neck, and said, "Except for the pain of the bump, it's all right." ”

She looked relieved and said, "Do you think life? How can there be so much amnesia? I was just...... During the days when I was in a coma, I heard my parents cry every day and even quarrel because of you, so I decided to lose my memory and decided to forget you. ”

Hearing this, I was a little surprised, looked at her and said, "So, you swore in front of the Buddha? ”

Obviously, when Su Ruoshui knelt in the Buddha hall, she said that she didn't recognize me because she wanted to get to know me again.

Su Ruoshui smiled with tears, she wiped her face and looked at me: "How dare I lie to the Buddha?" On the fifth day after I decided to forget about you, I couldn't stand it, I especially wanted to recognize you, but, at that time, Song Jiayin often came to see me, I often heard my parents sigh and sigh, sorry for her, saying that she is such a good person, why did she fall in love with you, gradually, I also began to doubt, how can such an excellent woman like you? Compared to her, she is a butterfly, but I am a fly, and fools know who you should choose. So, I'm starting to dislike myself, and I think maybe it's good to pretend to have amnesia, and at least have a chance to get to know you again......"

Speaking of this, she smiled self-deprecatingly and said: "Of course I know that it is just self-deception, even if the two of us really get to know each other again, you will still not forget my previous me, forget that I approached you with a purpose, forget that I used to be unbearable, I will never be able to become Song Jiayin in your heart, I can't become your white jade flawless, it's just that I'm covering my ears and stealing the bell." ”

Su Ruoshui stopped talking after saying this, she sat there, lowered her head, like a child who made a mistake, helplessly opened her eyes wide, and let the tears fall down, I got up slowly, she quickly got up and helped me, I lowered my head to wipe her tears, she looked at me, and said aggrievedly: "Chen Ming, your heart is still mine, right?" Do I have to let go? No...... Can't be with you anymore? ”

I shook my head and said, "No." Sister Shui, I have you in my heart, but you have been placed in the ranks of relatives by me, we can still keep in touch, and we can care for and greet each other, but, about love, I'm sorry, we can only stop here. ”

Su Ruoshui didn't speak, she kept crying, I turned around to leave, she grabbed my wrist, hugged me from behind, and asked, "Is there something wrong with me, that's why you don't want me?" Am I not well-behaved and obedient enough? I can be very well-behaved, I can be the same as before, not fighting or grabbing, as long as you are willing to leave me a place and come and see me once in a while. ”

Hearing Su Ruoshui's words, my heart hurt like a knife, I slowly turned around and looked at her, although I was distressed, I still pretended to be disappointed and said: "Su Ruoshui, don't be stupid anymore, okay?" What woman doesn't want the person she loves to be single-minded about herself? Don't you want to? If you only know how to compromise, or even are willing to give up your dignity to love someone, no one will love you! ”

Listening to my words, Su Ruoshui's eyes widened, looking at me in disbelief, I clenched my fists tightly, and said: "I love Song Jiayin, I want to be with her, not because she is better than you, but because she knows exactly what she wants from the beginning, she dares to risk losing me to teach me how to be a real man who is responsible, she loves me, but she also sticks to her bottom line, this is the woman I love, so, I give up on you, not because of her, but because you have lost the ability to attract me." ”

After saying these words ruthlessly, I stopped looking at Su Ruoshui, who was stunned, took away her hand that was holding my arm, and said: "Think about it yourself, whether you are guarding a fruitless love, abandoning your dignity, wasting time on me, a scumbag, or living like the artist Su Ruoshui, who is known as the goddess of vitality, no matter what you decide in the end, I want to tell you that I am not responsible for your choice, but I will never change my position." ”

I'll be gone.

After I walked for a while, Su Ruoshui shouted hoarsely behind me: "Yes, I have no dignity, but who promised to be good to me for the rest of my life?" Who said they would never let go of my hand? Chen Ming, it's you, it's you who made me fall, and now it's you who makes me sober, but why? Why is it up to you to decide what? Why do you want to stop this relationship, and I have to stop? ”

"I, Su Ruoshui, have been deceived and used since I was a child, I have never enjoyed father's love, mother's love, living in lies, killing, and seeing so many men and women, but you are the only one who has moved my heart, and made me want to give up everything, just to live in peace with you, but you selfishly put all the fault on me. Chen Ming, your promise is because you are too young to count, so does my Su Ruoshui's feelings deserve to be violated? I love you, with my heart and lungs, without reservation, from the beginning, what did I do wrong? ”

I didn't answer her, as if I didn't feel anything about what she said, and walked up the stairs with heavy steps. I said in my heart: "Sister Shui, you are right, you are still the most likable Sister Water in my heart, it was me who was wrong, it was me who thought differently, it was me who did not keep the promise between us, I'm sorry, please forgive me, no, you can not forgive me, I just hope you can be kind to yourself, don't love me stupidly anymore, I don't deserve ......"

Seeing that I didn't speak, Su Ruoshui cried even more fiercely, and she said, "It's my mistake, don't you ignore me, okay?" You tell me, did I recognize you as soon as I woke up, and you wouldn't have left me so ruthlessly? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you, if I knew that during that time, you would get along with Duan Qinghu, and I would be honest with Song Jiayin to determine your determination to be a couple for the rest of your life, I would definitely not lie to you. Do you know what it feels like when I see that the three of you can get along in harmony and I'm like an outsider, just standing by and watching you? Do you know how it feels like for me to wait until I meet you again, but I can't get into your heart again? Do you know how upset I was when everything you had to do with me was when I started to have to knock on the side from my brother to find out about you? ”

"When I realized that I was completely out of touch with your life, I was in a hurry, and I began to deliberately make my work happen to appear in your city, and I began to seize every opportunity to meet you, but it was useless! Finally, Song Jiayin is sick, she can't meet you again, I know my chance has come, I mustered up the courage to take the initiative to find you, get close to you, and seduce you, but why didn't you even give me a chance? Obviously, I was the first to get along with you, and they took advantage of it, why did you treat me so badly? You loved me so much, didn't you? ”

I said, "Yes, I loved you, that was in the past tense, and now, everything about me is forward-looking." ”

When I finished saying this, I turned to look at her, condescending, looking maybe cruel and cold, I said: "You are just my past tense, I have never rejected you directly, just because I have good intentions, so, don't get me wrong, I still say the same thing, Su Ruoshui, let me go." ”

Su Ruoshui suddenly laughed, while laughing and desperately wiping her tears, but she couldn't finish wiping them, she simply stopped wiping her tears, but turned around and ran forward in embarrassment, I looked at her back, painful, and said, "Be sure to protect Miss Su's safety." ”

"Yes, brother."

My two bodyguards quickly ran towards Su Ruoshui, I sat down on the ground in a dejected manner, re-lit a cigarette with trembling hands, and took a hard puff, looking at the spring in the mountains, everything in front of me gradually faded and withered.

I don't know how long it took, Shen Nuoyan came, he picked up the cigarette butt that had burned to the end in my hand, and said: "I asked clearly, these people are employed by a woman, that woman claims to be the director, and hopes that they will cooperate with Su Ruoshui to act, because she and her people have very professional equipment, and the conditions given are very generous, so many people have been fooled, and this is what happened just now." ”

I frowned slightly, and said in a deep voice, "What about the person who stabbed Su Ruoshui with a dagger?" ”

Shen Nuoyan frowned slightly, his face was a little ugly, and said: "I ran away in a mess, I asked them, they were also taken aback by what this guy did, they said that they were basically residents of this neighborhood, but they didn't know that person, I think it should be the person arranged by the other party in this group of 'extras'." ”

I nodded, although Su Ruoshui was not, but when I thought of what happened just now, I couldn't help but shudder, and I asked Shen Nuoyan, "Do you believe their words?" ”

Shen Nuoyan nodded and said, "I believe it, because when they saw you rolling down the steps with Su Ruoshui in their arms, they were all scared, and some of their faces turned white, I guess they thought it was an accident during filming." ”

Since Shen Nuoyan believes that these people are really here to be extras, I no longer doubt it, because I trust his judgment, but who is this woman who arranges everything behind her back? What kind of holiday did she have with Su Ruoshui, and she had to deal with Su Ruoshui so much?

"Do you think they're trying to deal with you?" Wang Mengru, who had come over just now but had not spoken, suddenly asked.

I shook my head, and Shen Nuoyan said: "If this is the case, they would have done it a long time ago, after all, there were many people flustered at that time, and it was the best time to start, but the other party didn't do it, which means that she really just targeted Su Ruoshui." ”

Shen Nuoyan's words touched my heart, and I said, "I think so too. It's just that no matter what the person's purpose is, I won't let her go easily. ”

Although it is impossible for me and Su Ruoshui to continue their relationship, I still regard her as the person who wants to protect the family, and I don't allow anyone to bully her, not to mention that this incident happened under my nose, and I must give her and the Su family an explanation.