After thinking about it carefully, I seem to understand the meaning of Lin Ke's words, he feels that compared to Li Shi's indifference, Jiang Laiyue's indulgence and uninhibition are more suitable for my heart, and I am even more afraid that I will continue to be so dull and will go down the same old path as him, if Jiang Laiyue is really suitable for me, but why didn't I notice it?

Maybe it's because in the process of getting along for a long time, we are always in a state of quarrel and anger, and this kind of struggle has produced a kind of inertia in the mind, and the inertia is that she is just a bad friend of mine, and I really don't think about other aspects.

By the time I jumped out of my thoughts, Jiang Laiyue had already finished singing, and at this time she was still looking away as she had just done, and the gusts of wind that blew the direct light swayed, obscuring her face.

In fact, she is quite lonely when she is quiet, there are not many people who can stand out for you, you don't know how brave she is, I heard that Qu Sen did something sorry for your friend and the "Youtu" company, she drove and beat Qu Sen without saying a word. ”

"How much money does Jiang Laiyue give you, are you still talking about this topic?"

"I'm just reminding you that you don't have a few years of youth to afford, since Li Shi didn't come back with you, it means that the possibility between you is already very small, forget about her!"

"Okay, you don't have to test me, don't I know if others don't know your character? Li Shi saved your kid's life, how could you persuade me to find someone else, now you are testing me, see if I can afford to wait! ”

"I know that waiting for people to suffer, so I let you wait rationally, you must know that when you are waiting for others, there are also people waiting for you."

"Change the subject!"

Lin Ke seemed to be intent on changing the topic of my life, and didn't ask anything more, but said very cooperatively: "This beer is made of wheat, right?" ”

Me: "......"

While talking, I looked at Jiang Laiyue, the neon sign behind her was very dazzling, a little dizzy in the various lights, the world was in a trance again, Jiang Laiyue What happened to her, according to the trajectory of life, she should have a happy life without worrying about food and clothing, but life seems to have teased her too much, she has lost everything she deserves, and life will make her a little embarrassed by the always arrogant her......

After a while, Jiang Laiyue returned to the dining table, I poured a glass of wine first, raised it, and said to her apologetically: "I'm sorry! I was in a daze when you sang just now, and I basically didn't listen to the second half. ”

Jiang Laiyue picked up a wine glass and touched one with me, and said to me with a bitter face: "Brother, you are too unsocial, do you know that I tried my best to give me a sentence of this song?" ”

After speaking, Jiang Laiyue drank all the wine in the cup and poured herself another glass, looking quite depressed, and her extremely distressed performance made me even more curious about what she was thinking when she was singing just now.

"Beauty, I just heard you say that you don't eat supper and drink beer at night, in order to maintain your figure?"

At this mention, I found that this was really the case, and I couldn't help but look at Jiang Laiyue again, but she didn't care at all, she was still very focused on eating, but she suddenly stopped halfway through eating, and replied to Lin Ke with a smile: "If you don't eat, you don't have the strength." ”

I had another drink with Jiang Laiyue, and finally asked, "I heard Lin Ke say that you beat Qu Sen?" ”

Jiang Laiyue's face was full of palpitations, and after taking a sip of wine and suppressing the shock, he said to me: "Shen Lin is over there, don't mention this matter, if you have to know, I can only tell you that they are simply a shame, Qu Sen's kid is too unsocial." ”

"You really look like a female bandit."

"Bandits are not bandits, they will come out when it's time to make their legs."

"Did you ask him for a fight?"

"It was he who sent a message to me, and then I guessed that most of it was sent by his uncompetitive girlfriend, that night I was in the suburban villa to brush the circle of friends, swish, a white car outside the yard stopped at the door, and then I saw his new girlfriend walked out of the car, the momentum forced people to dare not look directly, said to be alone with me, what did I treat Qu Sen badly in the past, caused him to be moody, scolded me, made a fuss, and finally I hung the woman with a bra on the osmanthus tree at the door, Qu Sen arrived, and he didn't speak very politely, so I solved it together. ”

"Qu Sen has a new girlfriend?"

"What's your name, is that the point of the conversation?"

Seeing that Jiang Laiyue was very serious, it was not appropriate for me to continue to interrupt her, and said to her: "Then what? ”

"After Qu Sen hurriedly put down the woman, good guy, she didn't say a word of nonsense, and she was going to hit me when she drove."

"This woman is just dying."

Jiang Laiyue's face showed helplessness, picked up the barbecue and ate a bunch, and said, "I'm afraid of her?" I didn't even report to the police, I opened the door, and instantly drove my Porsche into it, without blinking, anyway, the insurance company! My action really scared her half to death, and she was stunned, only to see her turn around and leave, do you say it's very unsocial! ”

I listened in a cold sweat, lit a cigarette, and took two puffs in a row, but I didn't know what to say.

Lin Ke also wiped the sweat on his head with a napkin, and continued: "The life of rich people is different! Qu Sen's new girlfriend is really a representative of the savage girlfriend, but unexpectedly she met a female man who is more imposing than her. ”

I exhaled heavily, drank another glass of wine, sighed and said, "Jiang Laiyue, don't be so two hundred and five in the future, such an impulse will take your own life sooner or later!" ”

"I didn't plan to do anything, but Qu Sen was bold, he actually dared to scold you for hooking up with Shen Lin, otherwise why would he desperately jump into the water to save her...... Do you think I can tolerate him distorting the facts? The two of us had dinner at Shen Lin's house before, and that Qu Sen was really courteous, but now how did it become this virtue. ”

After listening to Jiang Laiyue explain the ins and outs of the incident, I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart, remembering that I saved Shen Lin in front of the hostel that night, she was heartbreaking enough, but why did Qu Sen do this? Could it be that he had evil thoughts and wanted to use Shen Lin to pay tribute to his unforgettable past?

If so, what's the point? I can't figure it out.

"Hey, Yu Hang, I wonder if Qu Sen mistakenly thinks that Shen Lin has anything to do with you? Just at his performance that day, from the perspective of a bystander, he really feels that he has no feelings for Shen Lin! ”

I thought a lot in my heart, and the more I thought about it, the more wrong it became, so I stretched out my hand and beckoned to Shen Lin in the distance, motioning for her to come over and have a meal with us.

Shen Lin put down the guitar, walked over slowly, and finally sat down next to me, I drank a glass of wine and lit a cigarette, and avoided the previous question with silence, while Lin Ke and Jiang Laiyue didn't ask any more questions, and talked about other topics after clinking glasses with me.

……

Thinking of Qu Sen's ambition to Shen Lin in the past, I looked at her, she was plain, she didn't have a piece of jewelry on her body, I didn't understand her more and more, what kind of life is she pursuing?

I took another puff of cigarette, snuffed out the cigarette butt in my hand, and asked her very seriously, "Tell me the truth, what are you going to do next, won't you just keep singing here?" ”

"I don't plan to go later, just go ahead!"

This answer made me a little disappointed, and I felt that my question offended her, and said to her for a while: "If everything is not good, you have to work harder, you said that you don't like the previous impulses, then find a stable job!" ”

Shen Lin turned to face me, and said to me with a serious expression but a very low tone: "Yu Hang, I'm not like you, and I don't believe that I have fallen to the end, and I can fight back!" For me, real life is like a deep well, when you fall down, you have already fallen into the mud, into the cold deep water, the well is extremely smooth around the well, and when you want to climb up, you may have to put in a hundred or even a thousand times the effort, and in the end you still fail. ”

Lin Ke also snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, looked a little dazed, and said after a long time: "Girl, don't be so negative, the excitement of life is far from being something that can be felt in marriage." ”

"I really don't understand, since you don't like him, why did you want to be with him in the first place?" Jiang Laiyue on the side asked very directly.

Unlike my silence, Shen Lin's memories seemed to be very gentle, and there was not even any change in expression, but she said very calmly: "I didn't think about the future at that time, because of emotional frustration, so many ridiculous things happened in the middle......"

"No matter how ridiculous you are, you can't compromise!"

"Maybe you don't feel it, after graduating from college, you are at a loss, once you don't find a suitable job in the past three or four years, according to the arrangement of the family, get married in a hurry, this life has basically been stereotyped, you will be in the firewood, rice, oil and salt, turnover, boring, boring, finally, panic and anxiety, for fear that life will give you a blow, and even the disease does not dare to give birth, when these hardships of life all come to you, you know how painful it is, at this time you have learned to be silent, You have learned to be submissive, those who were once disdainful and arrogant, and absolutely despised ways to make money, will become your lifesaver, you will continue to try, in fact, you are not breaking through yourself, but have been defeated by life! A lot of people are like that, they get married a year or two after graduation, and finally think about it, marriage seems to be just a ceremony, just a task at the end of your youth, you have a new family, and then you continue to run for life......"

Jiang Laiyue didn't respond to anyone, and said a meaningful word for a long time: "I don't despise the matter of getting married after graduation, but it means that you have grown old and done nothing!" ”

For a moment, I didn't know what to respond to, but Shen Lin's answer was within my expectations, just as an old classmate, I just hope that she can find her own happiness, and I also hope that love over time is not a fairy tale, but a real existence, and can finally play a role in all of us.