Chapter 199: Dedicate Yourself to You
"How...... I can't...... It really can't be done. He turned and let go of her arm. The whole body is uncomfortable. He shook his head, Xu Xianxian's proposal was not true at all, this was a very ridiculous thing for him. Reason and conscience allow him to control his impulses. He couldn't face a woman like a relative and do that beastly thing!
Xu Xianxian hugged him tightly from behind, her face resting on his warm back, she knew that he must be struggling or something. As long as his eyes are open and closed, I believe that he will definitely follow her half-push and half-push, men are animals who can't help but be tempted. Seeing a woman approaching so actively, she didn't refuse.
Yijie ...... Now that we're all going to break up. So, let's fulfill one of my wishes! Since you can't be with me, and I can't have you, at least, I can't have your heart, and I can have your people. In this way, I will be able to meet the ...... As long as that's it! I will disappear in front of your eyes, no matter whether you are with Sister Jingluo in the future or not, I hope your life will be very happy...... Yijie ...... Promise me, okay? Just this time! I just want my precious first time to you, I don't want to give other men...... Do you understand? She frowned tightly, her hands clasping his waist tighter. Her heart was beating fast, and every beat was expecting his nod and yes. She's really not the kind of woman who doesn't have to be ashamed.
That's just because, she loves him too much.
Wen Yijie, who has always been dealt with by others and has a very meticulous attitude towards things, how could such a decent and gentlemanly man do such an irresponsible thing to a girl he doesn't like! If...... He really wanted her first time, so in his concept, it was obvious that he would have to be responsible for that girl for the rest of his life. However, he knew that he couldn't give her a lifetime of responsibility, so he didn't dare to ask for it...... I can't ask for it!
Her hands began to caress his waist continuously, and those slender and soft hands gradually caressed his flat, muscular abdomen. Wen Yijie kept inhaling because of her small action, and the following reaction had obviously played a role, he was still holding on, and the impulse was about to swallow his reason. He had to stop her actions. I can't do anything to be sorry for her, and sorry for myself.
Xu Xianxian slowly reached for his shirt, her hands were tightly pressed against his skin, she caressed for a long time, her face kept sticking to his back, constantly rubbing, her eyes were tightly closed, and her breath was short. And the same is true for Wen Yijie.
He stood still and did not dare to move. At this time, men are very anxious. Especially, now, Xu Xianxian's hand was gradually moving down to his key part, and seeing her little hand touch his male symbol at that moment, he was so frightened that he woke up. Reason still relieved him, his strong arm broke free of her hands, he turned around, stared at her seriously, and shook her shoulder: "Slim...... Wake up...... Love doesn't sacrifice itself like that! Do you understand? Cherish your innocence. With me, you won't be happy. Because, I don't have you in my heart, you know?! Leave your most precious first time to the man who is willing to love you for the rest of your life! Or you'll regret it! ”
She took a breath and smiled with tears in her eyes, her heart really hurt when she heard these words, and the only thing she had to do now was to dedicate her first time to him. However, he told her a lot of truth. Whether she regrets it or not, for Wen Yijie, a man, she will never regret it for the rest of her life because she gave him the first time.
Yijie ...... Don't persuade me anymore, I've already decided. My first time was for you. Whether you want it or not, I want it! I won't regret it either. I did it voluntarily and I willingly gave myself. You...... You may not love me, but you cannot stop me from loving you. She caressed her chest, the pain stinging with each blow. She couldn't get used to it!
How should he decide such a choice?!
The girl in front of her really changed completely. It's no longer the innocent girl she used to be.
"Slim, you shouldn't be like this...... Listen up! I won't drive you away, I'll always be your Yijie. It's just that the relationship between us can't be a relationship between men and women, and the person I love is Jiang Jingluo, so please sober up! I don't want to watch you continue to suffer like this anymore, it's not good for you! Now she didn't seem to hear what he said, and her eyes were full of resentment at the contempt for him. Women do terrible things, it is scary.
Even though he pushed her away, she still kept trying to get closer to him, "Yijie, don't restrain yourself anymore. It's not good for your body. You reacted to me just now, didn't you? If your body is so honest, why should you wronged yourself! I'm not going to ask you to be responsible for me, I just want this memory. That way, when I leave you, I'll remember that you were my first man. I'll be satisfied. ”
Wen Yijie dodged her body, not wanting her to take another step closer to her. He admitted that he had just had a physiological reaction to her touching. However, that is a normal physiological reaction of men. And not out of the heart's desire for her. He was still able to restrain himself. I just don't want the demon to devour my reason and make that irreparable mistake to her. He doesn't worry about anything, however, the only thing he worries about is ...... She's going to do the horrible thing like last time again! Lately, he's stressed enough that he doesn't want anyone to upset him anymore. It's not that he doesn't care about Xu Xianxian, it's that life has put too much pressure on him. He felt sorry that he couldn't take care of her.
In order to prevent her from thinking about it for a while, he quickly hugged her body tightly in his arms, and said to her gently again: "Slender ...... You don't want to be like this, okay? Such a stranger is no longer the lively and cheerful girl I know. I still wish we both went back to the old days, and we were both so simple. And not as embarrassing as it is today! I'm sorry...... I can't give you my love......"
Suddenly, she reached out and pushed him away, Wen Yijie staggered back a few steps, and when he raised his eyes to look at her, she actually lifted her clothes with both hands, and the buttons on her chest flew wildly, revealing her pink corset, how deep * was attractive. She then faded her skirt to the soles of her feet. The whole delicate figure was presented in front of Wen Yijie's eyes, and he quickly turned his head, covering his vision and preventing himself from being impulsive again! Treat it rationally.
"Slim, what are you doing! Hurry up and put your clothes on, you don't want to be like this, it's not you...... It's not you ......" His words trembled a little, and he was afraid of this.
She slowly approached him, reached out to take his big hand, and put his hand on his bulging chest, he quickly pulled away, shook off her hand, "Slim...... You're going too far...... I beg you not to be so depraved! ”
Half an hour ago, Wen Yijie was still hugging her tightly, and half an hour later, she finished putting on makeup, walked out of the rental room with her bag, and came to the bank ATM, she transferred part of the money in the card to the card of her parents in the countryside, and then took out the rest of the money.
She knew things couldn't be changed. After all, she still couldn't fulfill her wishes, and she didn't complete what she wanted. In the past 20 years of life, she has guarded her innocence, just wanting to one day dedicate it to the man she loves. But he didn't want her. So what is the meaning of living in this world like yourself? Can't even seduce a man, she sneered, feeling that she was really ridiculous, she never felt that it was so difficult to seduce a man, chasing a man would be as far away as sitting on a mountain. However, she failed, never so frustrated.
fell out of love, and her will has been slumped ever since.
She took a taxi, and then came to the noisy bar that she never even thought about and dared not even set foot in in her life. This was the first time in her life that she drank so desperately, a glass of more than a hundred, she drank dozens of glasses at once, and several men saw her so desperately in the middle, and asked her to drink wine one after another, and the few thousand yuan she brought was also spent in this hour, in addition to the wine money, there were also tips.
Thankfully, several men paid for her.
She was already drunk. The whole person was so faint that she almost couldn't see the faces of the people in front of her, and the double shadows kept appearing in front of her, no matter how she shook her head, shook her head, or couldn't see the man grinning with her in front of her.
"Miss, I see you're drunk enough, it's really rare to see a girl like you tonight, I haven't seen you, are you just the first time to drink here today!" The man looked at her with a lewd smile, and halfway through, the man rubbed oil on her. Stroking her bare thighs.
Her expression changed suddenly, and she yelled at the man, her flushed face was extremely crimson, and her eyes were full of infinite hatred: "Go away...... You men are not a good thing! None of you men dare to do it...... Get lost...... Get lost...... You men don't deserve my love...... Why did you choose someone else instead of me? ”
"Miss, you are drunk, why do you talk like that! I'm a good man! I dare to do it! The man was clearly not intimidated by her. Because, her topic is not convincing at all. Feeling limp, the man helped her to the bar.