When Si Zenan heard Tian Guoguo's words, he said uneasily: "Which bathroom are you in, I'll go look for you, can you walk down by yourself?" ”

"No need, you can't find me, if you make a mistake when the time comes, you just go down and wait for me, I'll go down in a while, don't worry." As soon as Tian Guoguo heard that Si Zenan was coming to find her, he hurriedly stopped her.

"Alright then, if there's anything, call me." Si Zenan felt weird, but he couldn't say what was weird, and he told Tian Guoguo to be careful, so he went downstairs.

Tian Guoguo hung up the phone, and when he saw that Si Zenan no longer doubted, he breathed a sigh of relief. She didn't dare to tell Si Zenan what she was doing now. She wanted to check quietly by herself, if she had a child, it would be just a surprise for Si Zenan, and if not, it would not make him happy.

Just as he was thinking about it, the little nurse came out of it and shouted, "Is Tian Guoguo there?" ”

"Here!" Tian Guoguo stood up and followed the little nurse in.

After a simple examination, the doctor said to her with a solemn face, "Miss Mo, have you had a miscarriage?" ”

Tian Guoguo's heart became nervous, it was a past that she didn't want to mention, every time she thought of her unborn child, her heart would be stirred, reminding her that she was not a qualified mother. "Yes, it's been a while." She said in frustration.

"That's right," the doctor nodded, frowning, and whispered.

Tian Guoguo was uneasy and asked anxiously: "Doctor, do I have any problems?" ”

"Miss Mo, you should calm down first and be mentally prepared. Judging from the examination just now, you may not be able to have children for a while..."The doctor said as tactfully as possible.

Tian Guoguo listened to the doctor's words, as if someone had poured a basin of cold water from the head, only to feel that his hands and feet were numb and his whole body was cold. Her voice trembled: "Doctor, what does this mean?" ”

"Miss Mo, your body is already weak and cold, and when you were pregnant last time, you didn't pay attention to maintenance, and after the miscarriage, you were depressed and left the root of the disease. In addition, it is almost ovulation, and it is raining so coldly, and the endocrine disorder is very difficult, and it may be very difficult to have a child. The doctor explained regretfully.

"Doctor, help me, I want my own child......" Tian Guoguo's tears welled up, she still remembered the expectant look in Si Zenan's eyes towards the child when she discussed with Si Zenan that day.

"Miss Mo, don't worry, you are still young, although the odds are very small, there is still a chance." The doctor watched her cry so sadly and comforted her.

"Doctor, you said that as long as I can have another child, I can do anything......" Tian Guoguo heard the doctor's words and rekindled his hope.

"That's it, when you have time to come here to do a systematic inspection, we will see how to treat it at that time." The doctor looked at the timetable, thought for a moment, and said, "By the way, it's better to call your husband with you." ”

Tian Guoguo was stunned, she didn't know how to talk to Si Zenan. If Si Zenan knew that he might not be able to have children, would he still love himself as much as he does now?

Coming out of the obstetrics and gynecology department, Tian Guoguo walked forward in despair, her mood was very heavy, and what the doctor had just said echoed in her mind. Is this God's punishment for her? Isn't she a qualified mother, her first child left her because of her own carelessness and negligence, so she was deprived of her qualifications to be a mother?

Si Zenan was waiting for Tian Guoguo at the door of the hospital, and when he saw that she had been out for a long time, he was about to call her, and as soon as he took out his mobile phone, he saw Tian Guoguo coming from a distance. Seeing her limping against the wall, she hurriedly ran forward.

"How long does it take to go to the toilet? Are your knees okay? Si Zenan helped her distressedly and asked worriedly.

Tian Guoguo looked at Si Zenan, whose face was full of care and love in front of him, and threw himself into his arms, tears could no longer hold back, and burst out of his eyes. Her heart was like a knife, even worse than the first time she lost her child. She regretted why she walked into the hospital and why she walked into the obstetrics and gynecology department with joy, but got such bad news.

Si Zenan looked at Tian Guoguo who was crying in confusion, I don't know why she was crying so sadly, gently patted her back, comforted her, and said with distress: "Tian Guoguo, don't cry... Don't cry anymore... What's wrong? ”

Tian Guoguo heard Si Zenan's gentle words, but she cried even more, I don't know why, she felt very sorry for Si Zenan, he was so good to herself, but she couldn't even give him a child.

Si Zenan looked at Tian Guoguo's tears, only to feel that his heart was about to break, and his heart was flustered, "Tian Guoguo, what happened?" Are you talking? ”

Tian Guoguo raised his head, wiped his tears, avoided Si Zenan's gaze, and said weakly: "It's nothing, it's just... The leg hurts too much. ”

Si Zenan's brows were tightly knit, looking at Tian Guoguo's unnatural expression, he was puzzled. Tian Guoguo is a person who can't lie, and he can see her strangeness. Don't be in a hurry to ask her, he picked her up, the injury on her leg is not suitable for standing for a long time, take her home first, and then ask slowly.

Tian Guoguo had no strength to struggle, and lay in Si Zenan's arms, physically and mentally exhausted. For a moment, she didn't know how to speak. didn't want Si Zenan to know this bad news, she didn't dare to imagine what kind of emotions Si Zenan would be after she knew about it.

The doctor said that she is still young and will have a chance in the future, and she will take advantage of the opportunity to regulate her body. She and Si Zenan still have a long way to go, and as long as there is still a glimmer of hope, she will not give up.

Si Zenan drove back home, carried Tian Guoguo back into the house, and put him on the bed. stroked her hair, and said softly: "Rest at home these days, I have already asked you for leave from the crew, and I will go back when I recover from my injuries." ”

Seeing that Tian Guoguo nodded, he continued: "I'll go and pour you a glass of water, you have a good rest." So saying, he got up and walked out.

Tian Guoguo took his hand, hesitated again and again, and still whispered: "Zenan...... We're not in a hurry to have children, are we? ”

Si Zenan was stunned, not knowing why Tian Guoguo suddenly asked like this, and sat back on the edge of the bed, looking at the tears on her face, feeling very distressed. stroked her cheek and said dotingly: "Didn't you say it, we follow the child's affairs, I'm not in a hurry, and you don't have to worry." ”

Tian Guoguo listened to Si Zenan's words, her heart was moved, they were husband and wife, Si Zenan had the right to know about it, she couldn't bear to deceive him. Taking a deep breath, she looked at Si Zenan's eyes and said slowly, "Then what if, I can't have children in the future?" ”