Chapter 247: The Worst Feared Thing
Tian Guoguo's heart was like a knife, and when she said this to Si Zenan in person, she only felt as if all the strength in her body had been drained. She looked at Si Zenan in a daze, wanting to see through his expression and see through the truest thoughts in his heart.
"Tian Guoguo, why do you ask?" Si Zenan listened to Tian Guoguo's words, and was puzzled, what does it mean that he can't have children in the future? But looking at her serious expression, his heart gradually became angry and uneasy.
Tian Guoguo took a deep breath, as if she had made up her mind, staring into Si Zenan's eyes, her voice was sad, and in the end, there was a trace of crying. "Zenan... Today I went to the obstetrics and gynecology department for a check-up, and the doctor said that I would later... I probably won't be able to have any children of my own......"
Before the words fell, Si Zenan stretched out his hand and hugged her into his arms. He finally knew where Tian Guoguo had gone when he went to get the medicine, and why he cried so sadly when he saw him.
"Tian Guoguo, it's okay, I don't care, I just want you to be well." Si Zenan knew that Tian Guoguo must have been crying again, hugged her tightly, wanted to give her the most warmth, and comforted her softly. If he doesn't have children in his life, then he may feel a little disappointed, but if he doesn't have Tian Guoguo in his life, then he will definitely be worse than dead.
Tian Guoguo lay on Si Zenan's chest, crying silently, hearing Si Zenan's words, the guilt in her heart was even worse. It was because of her carelessness that they lost the opportunity to be parents.
"Zenan...," she looked up from Si Zenan's arms, "You don't have to comfort me, and if you can't accept it, I won't blame you." Tian Guoguo said slowly, a bleak smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, trying to make himself look less sad.
Si Zenan looked at her smile that was more ugly than crying, and his heart was about to break, he wiped the tears on her face for her, and said gently: "Tian Guoguo, I said it, children all depend on fate, it doesn't matter if they have it or not." I love you, and if you really don't have children, then I will spoil you as a princess and take care of you for the rest of your life. ”
Tian Guoguo listened to his words, looked at his affectionate eyes, and a warmth poured out of her heart, permeating her whole body, warming her numb and stiff body. She looked at Si Zenan and cried even more fiercely, but this time it was moving tears.
"Why are you still crying? Don't believe me? Do you really want me to take out my heart and show it to you? Si Zenan saw that she was still crying, thinking that she didn't believe her words, so as she spoke, she grabbed Tian Guoguo's hand and put it on her left chest.
Tian Guoguo felt Si Zenan's solid and powerful heartbeat, his heart was moved, he gradually put away his tears, broke into laughter, and said softly: "I believe in you." ”
Si Zenan saw that she was finally no longer full of gloom, and then let go of his hanging heart, picked up her face, and imprinted a kiss on the corner of her mouth, "Tian Guoguo, your tears are the most feared thing in this world, don't cry in the future, okay?" ”
Tian Guoguo looked at Si Zenan, who was close at hand, a slight flush appeared on his cheeks, and nodded. Coquettishly hid in his arms. Feeling his warm body temperature, his heart was at peace, and he slowly spoke: "The doctor said, we are still young, as long as we take care of it, there is still a chance." ”
Si Zenan didn't think it was anything, all he wanted was Tian Guoguo to be happy. "Tian Guoguo, as long as you want, I will find the best doctor to see, don't worry, you are so kind, God will not deprive you of your right to be a mother. You will be a good mother in the future. ”
Tian Guoguo nodded with relief, although it was said that it was not forced, but if it was true that there were no good children in this life, I still felt that there would be regrets.
"Well, then you're going to come with me, I'm going to do it myself... will be afraid. Tian Guoguo whispered.
"Of course, of course I will accompany you, I will accompany you in whatever you do, don't worry!" Si Zenan looked at her pitiful appearance, only felt that his heart was about to melt, reached out and rubbed her hair, and said dotingly.
Tian Guoguo nodded reassuringly, Si Zenan's words can always make her feel at ease, as long as she has him by her side, no matter how confused the future is, she is not afraid.
"Okay, don't think about it anymore, get a good night's sleep, rest well during this time, and heal the knee injury before you can do anything else." Si Zenan put Tian Guoguo on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and said softly.
"Then you're here with me, okay?" Tian Guoguo took Si Zenan's hand and was coquettish like a child. She feels vulnerable now, and only when Si Zenan is by her side, she has a sense of peace of mind.
"Okay, I'm not going anywhere, you can get some rest." Si Zenan had no choice but to sit down again and gently coax Tian Guoguo.
Tian Guoguo was finally relieved, held Si Zenan's hand, and slowly fell asleep......
Si Zenan looked at her slightly red cheeks from sleep, and tucked the quilt for her. Although he felt sorry for the injury on her knee, at least he could avoid Cheng Qingxue during this time, which could be regarded as a blessing in disguise, and when the filming of this drama was over, he would directly send Tian Guoguo to school, he didn't want to worry about his life anymore.
As for the children...... He doesn't force it, as long as he can be with Tian Guoguo forever.
When Tian Guoguo woke up, it was already evening. She slept groggily and woke up a little dazed. got up and looked around, and saw that there was no Si Zenan, she shouted uneasily: "Zenan..."
"Tian Guoguo, are you awake?" Si Zenan heard Tian Guoguo's voice, pushed open the bedroom door and came in, walked to the side of the bed and said, "Are you hungry?" I made you porridge, can you eat some? ”
Tian Guoguo was indeed a little hungry, nodded, and reached out to Si Zenan to hug her.
Si Zenan felt sorry for the injury on her knee that was not healed, looked at her childlike appearance, shook his head helplessly, and picked her up horizontally and put her at the dining table.
Tian Guoguo smelled the rich and smooth taste, sniffed hard, his stomach began to rumble, and he couldn't wait to pick up the spoon, and was just about to send it to his mouth, but the doorbell rang.
"Ding-dong... Ding Dong..."
Tian Guoguo looked at Si Zenan suspiciously, not knowing who would come to this point. Si Zenan also looked confused, and motioned for Tian Guoguo to continue eating, while he got up and went to open the door.
Tian Guoguo was not in the mood to eat, put down the spoon, and looked in the direction of the door, with a vague bad premonition in his heart.
Si Zenan opened the door, the expression on his face instantly turned cold, and his face was full of displeasure. The man who came was none other than his father.
"What? Are you going to lock your father out of the house? The father looked at his son with a straight face, without the slightest intention of letting himself in, snorted coldly, and said seriously.