Chapter 259: In the Name of Love 23

"The king can't face whether it's himself or the past" Looking at the slight pain on Nanwang's face, Aunt Wan tried to enlighten him to say what he felt in his heart, there were some things, she knew that it was not that he didn't care, but that he cared too much so he didn't mention it, so he pretended to be nothing.

Everything will be buried in his heart and will never really let go.

And Nangong Luo Jing actually had such a magic power to make him mention the past again, which she was both surprised and took for granted.

Because she is her, she is also the continuation of that person's life in his eyes, and with her, he has another sustenance.

The casual words she said could cause him to think deeply, and this was the invisible magic that the person gave her.

The answer to Aunt Wan's question is very simple, whether it is this or that, as long as you choose one side.

But for Nanwang, this is a difficult choice.

Because what he can't face is both himself and the past

Seeing that he was embarrassed, Aunt Wan groaned, she knew that this answer was not easy for him to answer, because he "did he have both answers?"

Looking at Nanwang, Wan Gu finally told her guess, because his difficult choice told her where his contradiction was.

Nodding solemnly, Nanwang looked at Aunt Wan's eyes with some surprise but also a little helpless, surprised because she saw her heart thoroughly, helpless because, as she said, his heart was contradicted here.

His nod obviously did not surprise her, nodded, and said, "Does the king know why he can't face himself?"

I don't know why she asked, Nan Wang asked himself in his heart, thinking left and right in his heart, in fact, he knew that the answer was already in his heart, but he didn't want to really face it.

"What does the king mean by shaking his head and nodding his head" Seeing his slight movements, Aunt Wan shook her head, with a smile on her face, she knew and understood, since it was a contradiction, how could she say it to others at will, not to mention that he had always been on a high throne.

"You have seen the contradictions of this king in your heart, haven't you?"

Why do you ask more, Wan Gu knew that this sentence was what he subconsciously wanted to say, but he didn't say it, and he couldn't help but laugh stupidly in his heart, he was like an angry child saying things against his own will in front of him, and he really never thought that they could reach such a point between them.

"Isn't the king's contradiction as much of a question as his concubines, in fact, the most clear thing is the king himself, isn't it, how can outsiders know it clearly?"

Hit the nail on the head, or what she said was just threading a needle for herself, in fact, she knew nothing more than him, didn't she.

Suddenly, Nan Wang found that the person in front of him seemed to know himself better than anyone else, the people he loved, the people who loved him may not be able to know him so well, but she knew herself so well, and she was so understanding that she made him feel a little warm.

"Back then, it was really this king who did something wrong, right" said this sentence tremblingly, Nanwang didn't know how much courage he mustered to say that it was his own fault, he really faced it, and it was his mistake to face it bravely.

He mentioned that year, which shows that he really knew that he was doing wrong back then, so he brought it up.

However, when he spoke, he brought her back to that year, and she never forgot the scenes of that year, as if everything was vivid, as if it had just happened last night.

And it doesn't matter who was right and who was wrong back then, what matters is what she did to get in the way, if it weren't for her, maybe no one between the three of them would end up depressed, no one would lose everything, and someone would be lonely for half a life.

Repentance has always been with her all her life, she didn't dare to say, and she couldn't escape her condemnation of her heart in the end.

It was a big mistake, and in the end, it all came to the conclusion that it all stemmed from the fact that she didn't know if she could finally get her hands on it.

At the beginning, when she went to see him, she only told half of the truth, and the other half, she always pressed on her heart, she didn't dare to say, she was afraid that if she said it, maybe her life could be saved, but in this life, she could not see her son again, and she could no longer get close to the only man she loved in this life, which was her lifelong regret and secret.

"Does the king hate himself back then" gritted her teeth, Aunt Wan always shifted her words to comfort, she couldn't confess everything to him back then.

"Hate" a clear and most determined tone of words that made Aunt Wan's body tremble slightly.

She knows that it is painful to hate someone, let alone to hate that person herself.

Over the years, she hated herself, extremely hateful.

Hates her selfishness and cruelty, and hates it until now, and she has never forgotten the hatred that has haunted her heart in those years until now.

What does it feel like to hate yourself, because of disgust, hatred arises, that kind of hatred can't be easily relieved, it is a kind of torture that lives in her heart, and she has endured such torture all these years.

"Does the king know the pain of hating himself" Under the fluttering of thoughts, she still opened her mouth, but her heart was full of worries.

Her questions are always unexpected, some people get to the bottom of it, and some people do their best to explain and comfort, such as, why should the king let go of everything, Li'er She must want the king to let go of everything and live well

She is unlike everyone else, and her questions are approaching.

After thinking deeply, he knew that if he wanted to find the roots of hatred, he had to face them.

"If the king is clear, then the concubine will not say much, just want to say, the king wants the princess to like the king, call the king a father, then the first thing to do is to put aside the past, the king's attitude towards himself is very important to the princess, does the king know?"

Words with a bit of persuasion fell on the ears of the king of the south he stared at the splendor in her eyes and was relieved that it was difficult to say what her unique comfort had made him find the direction that he had been confused and could not find for a long time just

"You can persuade this king like this, what about yourself" Thinking of Xiahou Yi, King Nan's heart felt for the first time how he had neglected him as his father over the years, he was his own son, not someone else's, and he was too indifferent and indifferent to him in everything.

Knowing that what Nanwang was talking about was the relationship between Xiahou Yi and himself, this was the affection he showed to care.