Chapter 258 In the Name of Love 22
"It's not her, it's the king's own inner struggle" Aunt Wangu's firmness made King Nan uncomfortable, he couldn't say that Aunt Wan didn't understand him, at least maybe she was the only one in the world who knew herself best, but he didn't like the feeling of being well understood, whether it was at the beginning or now
Seeing him deny his conjecture, Aunt Wan knew that she must have said something in his heart, but he didn't want to admit it.
secretly speculated in her heart, and the palace maid who walked in at the right time outside the door and was sent by her to serve tea immediately went to pick it up.
Her move made him a little surprised in the eyes of King Nan, now, her identity is not ordinary, even if he was only named her as a concubine, but he has never pampered her, and over the years, the suffering she has suffered can also be said to be due to him, she can do this, it is really beyond his expectations.
"Your Majesty, please use tea"
When Nanwang was surprised by Aunt Wan's behavior, she had already stood in front of Nanwang and placed the tea she had brought back beside him.
"Hmm" wandering thoughts didn't seem to wake her up, Nan Wang's eyes looked at the cup of tea beside him, and said slowly: "This is what the palace people do, why do you need to do it yourself"
"It's just a trivial matter of serving tea, and the concubines have long been used to it" A faint smile bloomed on the face of Aunt Wan's long-gone, a beautiful lotus flower, and in Nanwang's eyes, such a Qingyan had never been seen for many years, so he looked at the woman in front of him in amazement at this moment.
It was the first time in many years that he had looked at her so genuinely, as if it were the first time he had known her.
"Is there something on the concubine's face" Seeing Nanwang looking at herself so intently, a hint of light red slowly appeared on Aunt Wan's cheeks, she didn't know if it was as she said, but she knew that this was the first time that Nanwang looked at herself like this, and that kind of fascination was like looking at the most jealous woman in her life many years ago, which made her happy and a little apprehensive, because she didn't want to be rude to him in front of him, she didn't want to in the past, and she didn't want to do it now.
Reaching out to caress her face with a bit of vicissitudes, Aunt Wan's brows furrowed slightly, and her face showed a little doubt.
She didn't dare to look directly into Nanwang's eyes looking at her, she just wondered what happened to her to make him look at her like this.
"This king has never seen you like this, many years have passed" A faint sigh fell, and King Nan looked at the sky behind her through Aunt Wan's face.
The red clouds are fluttering, the light blue blue sky, the red clouds are particularly eye-catching, the sunset is finally setting, its appearance is to remind people that this day will pass again, just like people will eventually twilight, there will be a day when they will grow old, and there will be a moment when they close their eyes and leave this world.
The only difference is that the tide rises and falls, and the east rises and falls, but people are late at dusk until the end of the day.
And at that moment, it seemed that it was gradually not far from him
And his life, he still doesn't want it to end, because he still has concerns, countless worries, there are too many things he can't let go, once he had ** got everything he wanted, and in the end he got far more than he lost, the only regret is that he got her but never been able to accompany her, so that she left this world, with the self-evident regret in her heart, this is a big mistake he made in this life, but it is also the only one who makes him, a king with supreme power, powerless.
"The King"
I don't know how many times the person next to him called him, Nanwang only felt that when he slowly pulled himself out of his world, his eyes were already a little moist.
"What's the matter" lowered his eyes a little embarrassed, Nan Wang never showed a trace of weakness in front of others, and at this moment, he only felt that he was like a wronged child, and his tears seemed to be a little uncontrollable and wanted to fall.
"Seeing that the king is distracted, it seems that there is something unpleasant" Seeing Nan Wang lowering his eyes, Aunt Wan's heart tightened.
"Unpleasant things" These past are unpleasant, and when he thinks about these things in his heart, can he really only say that they are unhappy.
Thinking of the person he loved the most, he felt guilty in his heart, both love and guilt.
Thinking of Aunt Wan in front of him, his feelings were so complicated, he was sorry, but there was also something mixed with the guilt that made him not know how to look at his heart correctly.
No one can say that his heart is full of things, this is one of the pains in his heart, and now the only thing he can tell is the woman in front of him who makes him feel sorry for her.
"Hey"
A faint sigh fell softly in her ears, which made Aunt Wan's heart seem to add a little dark cloud, she looked at him full of melancholy but didn't say anything, and her heart was as panicked as he was.
"The king's worried appearance makes the concubine feel as if she has done something wrong, and she is very uncomfortable, the king has something to say, no matter what the concubine can't help the king, but, but, the concubine can at least listen to the king's heart, instead of watching the king sigh in front of him"
For some reason, because of what he said, it seemed as if even the air in the otherwise silent space suddenly stopped, and it was impossible to breathe.
Nanwang's long silence made Aunt Wan's heart a little anxious, and she secretly wondered if what she had just said was wrong and made him unhappy, whether her caution had not been better, or whether she had touched the one he had set up in him.
After a moment of reflection, Wan Gu still planned to open her mouth to break the current silent atmosphere, but before she could speak, Nan Wang had already opened her mouth, and there was a bitter smile on her face, and the smile naturally provided her with a lot of information, and provided her with a comparable answer to a question she had set in her heart when she first met him.
"There are some things that this king said in the past, and it seems that they have all run into the king's mind one by one with her words today, so that this king can't think normally and face it normally."
She didn't think that he would mention the past, she thought that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would tell her about government affairs, because for him, he didn't want to mention the past anymore, and he wouldn't tell others the past and the truest thoughts in his heart.