"What you say is true or false." I'm not sure if Zhang Xiaoai can tell me the truth, in my eyes, women are better at lies, and these lies are all easy, but today's Zhang Xiaoai is different, she used to be more arrogant, but now she is a little more tender.

Zhang Xiaoai pointed to the coffee table and said: "There are test sheets in the drawer, you can go and take a look, the child is gone, if you don't believe it's yours, I have no way to prove that it's your child, but I know in my heart that the child is yours, because you and I have done it." ”

I sat on the sofa, opened the drawer and saw the test sheet inside, took the test sheet in my hand and looked at it, it was indeed written clearly and clearly, and it was also a certificate issued by a regular hospital, when I saw the pathology report, I was completely shocked, Zhang Xiaoai had a strange disease, and the chance of surviving was very small, even if she survived, she would die of illness in a year or two at most.

"Can you believe it now?" Zhang Xiaoai sat next to me, she looked at Erlang's legs and smoked, looking at her free and easy appearance, I finally understood why she was so crazy, she was a person who was about to die, so she was fearless, there was nothing to make her afraid.

"I know you want to kill me, I originally wanted you to kill me and then let Meiling tell you the truth, but you are here today, I can't help but tell you all this, I may not be the best woman, and I may not be the woman who loves you the most, but I really love you, so I am willing to do all this for you, but unfortunately my path is still wrong, if I choose the same path as Meiling, maybe it will be good now, but I have never regretted it, loving someone does not have to be with him, let him remember it for a lifetime." Zhang Xiaoai smoked a cigarette, picked up the wine glass on the table in a dashing manner, and looked at her depraved appearance, beautiful like an angel.

It seems that what I was thinking about at the beginning was completely necessary, if I killed Zhang Xiaoai, I would feel guilty for the rest of my life, although I would be sad when she died, but at least I would not blame myself, now when I look at Zhang Xiaoai, I will have a very strange feeling in my heart, I don't hate her for hitting Zhao Yun, because I can understand why she did this, but men and women do things in completely different styles.

If his girlfriend cheats, the man will find a way to kill his girlfriend, but if it is a man's cheating, many times the woman will kill the boyfriend's cheating partner, so it seems that in fact, men don't love women as much as women love men.

"Should I thank Miss Ai for her grace not to kill?" I grabbed Zhang Xiaoai's hand, Zhang Xiaoai smiled and glanced at me, she was still happy with my actions.

I took the initiative to hug her little waist and hugged her in my arms, Zhang Xiaoai didn't cry, she still looked very strong, she smiled and smoked and drank, she looked very beautiful, I think Zhang Xiaoai's voice looked the same, never embarked on the right trajectory of life, but her heart is thinking about living a happy life.

It's a pity, many times appearance will affect a person's feelings a lot, if Zhang Xiaoai can maintain a good attitude towards life, I don't think she will have such a tragic ending, it's just that we don't understand love and hatred, so we will suffer because of this love.

Now I don't mean anything to say, what I undoubtedly need to do is to watch her spoil her, give her the last love, so that she can go on the road happily, after all, she is still very young, and it is a pity to leave this world at this age.

"You don't have to thank me for anything, I don't kill you, it's because I love you, I don't want you to thank me, it's because I know that you don't love me at all, we don't need to act like this, you go Yang Fan, go to find a woman who likes you to be happy together, I'm a woman who is about to die, if you think I shouldn't live too long, you can find someone to kill you, you have the ability and ability, I don't doubt when I think about it, or you tell me my life, I can also kill me for you."

Zhang Xiaoai's lips are full of red wine, she looks very bright, the corners of her mouth are very charming, thinking that she won't live long, my heart is a little uncomfortable, although she is not good, but the sin is not to death.

"If nothing had happened to us at the beginning, wouldn't this have happened, Xiao Ai, tell me honestly, is it all that kid who is to blame?" I always feel that Zhang Xiaoai's current illness has something to do with the original child.

"I don't know, the doctor also asked me to beat the child at that time, but I insisted on giving birth to the child, at that time my parents did not agree, they were questioning who my child was, I suffered a lot of mental blows, including my body, I can't feed the child, let alone have nightmares every day, I want to find someone to take revenge, and even I want to kill you and let you pay for the child's life." Zhang Xiaoai smiled and said: "But, I can't do it, I don't even know where you are going, I want to go abroad to find you, but I can't find your people, and then the Xu family troubles you again, I don't dare to say that the child is yours, and now the only thing I can do is to let go." ”

"Do you know, you shouldn't treat Zhao Yun like that, she's not wrong, she's a kind girl."

"I know, but I have to do that, if I don't hit her, I'm going to attack you, I can't do it, I can only transfer the hatred to her, people always find something or something to vent their emotions, I know it's not right, but I still did it, you can kill me if you are unhappy."

People are like this, living in contradictions, Zhang Xiaoai obviously knows that it is wrong, but she still does it, as if many people know that they can't be bad people, but in the end they still become a bad person, people have no choice, everything seems to be arranged by God, it is all doomed, so I believe in retribution more and more.

"Are you going to leave in the evening?" Zhang Xiaoai turned her head to look at me and said, "Are you willing to come down and accompany me?" My disease is not contagious, it will only be in my body alone, if you don't feel necessary, you can go, I won't force you to stay, I'm used to being alone. ”

"Do you want me to stay with you?" I put my hand on Zhang Xiaoai's face, and with the other hand I held her into my arms, she put down her wine glass, put the cigarette in the ashtray, smiled at me, and did not answer me, but opened her sexy and moist little mouth.

I know she wants to kiss, many times Zhang Xiaoai likes to do things directly, although I don't love her very much, but I don't hate her much now, I kissed her on the small mouth, and gently touched the water.

Zhang Xiaoai opened her eyes and said: "Don't force yourself, if you feel that accompanying me is a burden, you can leave, I hope you are acting, you have to be professional, don't be too amateurish, I Zhang Xiaoai has been like this in my life, I once tried Zhang Xuanxuan to change, but she didn't accept it, she finally told me that she is a woman, do you know how uncomfortable I feel in my heart?" I tried to change myself for you, but you told me that you don't love me, I don't think it's interesting for me to live, people are very tired in this life, it's better to die early, die early and get out early, and maybe your luck will be better in the next life. ”

"Your thoughts are too pessimistic, life is still beautiful, don't always think about those unhappy things." I hugged Zhang Xiaoai, I knew that I was indeed acting, and I could even say that I was paying off my debts, and I felt that I owed her love.

"But I can't see a good life, sometimes I'm thinking, why can't I lower my posture and find a man I don't love, but I love me very much, but I found that I can't do it, but you did it, Yang Fan, you let me understand, in fact, I can live in a dream, I know that all this is fake, you are sorry for me, so you will hold me, let me feel warm, if you can, I hope you can accompany me for a lifetime, my life is very short, very short, I want you to play with me, I can still spend time drinking with those women, and the affection of love lingers, and I will turn into a pile of white bones and become a wasteland. ”