Zhang Xiaoai pushed me away, she didn't seem to want me to touch her, which surprised me, she obviously liked me in her heart, why did she look like this now, seeing me cold in place, she put her eyes on me, the corners of her mouth raised and made a bitter smile, as if she was laughing at herself, slightly bitter.

The silent gaze, accompanied by the sharp eyes, I was a little uncomfortable to see, I am not a person who is good at expressing emotions, I have been like this since I was a child, I like Zhao Yun for so long, I also plucked up the courage to say so many times in front of me, but I failed, so I feel that sometimes actions are more effective and direct than words.

"Why do you want to forgive me?" I took out a wine glass from under the table, poured it full of red wine, and shook it gently, and while tasting the wine, I did not forget to light a cigarette, these things are all depraved spiritual food, indispensable.

"Even if you have the heart to change, but I have no intention of accepting it, what you owe me Zhao Yun has paid it back for you, so you don't owe me anything, Yang Fan, I advise you, do more good deeds, otherwise you will be retributed." Zhang Xiaoai stood up suddenly, swaggered into the bathroom, and closed the bathroom door.

The glass door looks very beautiful, because there are some patterns on it, so when you look at it, you can only see a beautiful silhouette dimly, maybe greed makes me unable to let go, in short, I am not a person with six pure roots.

The cigarette burned between my fingers, the light in the room was a little dim, the weather outside was really good, but the doors and windows here were closed, and the beautiful scenery at this moment could not be missed, I got up and walked to the window, opened all the windows, and opened all the curtains, and felt much more comfortable at this moment.

Zhang Xiaoai has been walking into the bathroom for more than half an hour, which makes me a little worried, she shouldn't be able to think about it, what stupid things to do in the bathroom, usually women are more likely to commit suicide than men when they are stimulated.

I walked to the bathroom door and didn't knock in a hurry, I could still hear the sound of water running inside, I could see the silhouette, in that case, nothing should have happened, I turned my head back to the couch and turned on the TV.

I hate to watch entertainment programs, I directly found a sports channel, life lies in sports, sports is the best thing, entertainment programs are all performances to entertain the public, watching those people's performances, I might as well perform for myself, there are so many hypocritical masters around me, much more interesting than these people.

It didn't take long for Zhang Xiaoai to finish washing her body, wrapping a bath towel and walking into the room, and soon came from the room, putting on a sexy lace pajamas, she just likes this kind of clothes, she said that she can set off herself more charming, can make men crazy, never understood her before, because I didn't love her, now I want to understand her, but I feel a little too late, after all, she is also a person who is about to die, but I can't see too much sadness and sadness from Zhang Xiaoai's face, she sits next to me, Stretched out her hand and picked up a cigarette from the table in a chic manner, and her smoking posture was very free.

"Do you remember what the students at school said about me?" Zhang Xiaoai smiled and spit out the smoke ring, she spit out a very round, the smoke ring kept churning outward, it looked very beautiful, she asked herself and said: "They all think I am a bad woman, I do everything for money, in fact, I am not short of money, I am a woman who will not do anything for money, but sadly, I am also a woman, I will do very stupid things because of love, when I used to watch TV, I felt that those women were so stupid, I would not become such a woman, But God just likes to joke and turn me into the kind of woman I hate so much. ”

"I used to hate hooligans, I think it's those people that have caused a lot of school students to become bad people, learn to bully people, I want a peaceful environment, but one day the teacher said that the animals living on both sides of a river, the side with carnivores survives very well, and the side without carnivores almost all die, at that time I understood a truth, the world is balanced, if you break it, it is not necessarily a good thing." I smiled and grabbed Zhang Xiaoai's hand and said, "Actually, you are very good, maybe it's because of your personality, maybe it's because I'm improving too fast, and our frequencies can't be fused together, if I'm still that little gangster, I think you must be my favorite now." ”

"Why?" Zhang Xiaoai looked at me suspiciously, dragged her cheek with one hand and whispered, "Am I not worthy of a man who is too good." ”

"Being rich is not necessarily excellent, but being rich will definitely make your desires stronger, I may be able to be called excellent in the past, but now I am definitely not worthy of those two words, I am at best a little conscience, what do you expect me to do, the relationship with people who are not related to you, that is impossible." I put the cigarette still in the ashtray, grabbed my hair and said: "If I had changed before, I would have felt that marrying you was a very good choice, because you have a very good family background, and your eldest lady's temper will make me continue to be cowardly, I will become an out-and-out coward, but I will enjoy the feeling of being bullied by you, because in fact, being bullied is also a kind of self-protection, but now it is different, do you think I will still be at your mercy?" Don't talk about you, it's impossible for anyone to control me at will, use me as a pawn, when a man has dignity and rights, he is destined to lose a lot of things, such as pity and cherishing jade, and being strict with his wife, this can't happen. ”

"I understand, maybe this is fate, but I still love you very much, because I have liked you as a man, you are the only man I have ever seen who can make my heart move, and the only man who has been on C with me, I can't find another man to have a relationship in such a short time." Zhang Xiaoai clenched her fists and shook her head and said: "It's not that you're bad, it's that I've never been compared with you at the beginning, if I have a career now, or make some achievements, I think you will also consider accepting me, isn't it like this." ”

I nodded helplessly, I can't lie to Zhang Xiaoai anymore, Zhang Xiaoai nodded with a smile and said: "I understand, we are no longer people of the same world, it seems that we have to find a man who has no gap with myself in order to be happy together, the premise is to keep this kind of no gap all the time, once it is broken, it will have adverse consequences, I understand, how can people who are not in the same world come together." ”

In the past, Zhang Xiaoai and I were not people of the same world, because I was poor at that time, nothing, nothing, she was a daughter, so it was not a world, now I have my own career and my own gold-money-empire-country, and she is not a daughter to me, any girl I contact is better than her family, so I and she are not people of the same world, the most important thing is that there is no emotional communication between me and her, which is why until now, I will still love Zhao Yun very much, because Zhao Yun is an indispensable woman in my spiritual world.

"You go, don't come here in the future, the Tao is different, I don't have any communication with you, you don't owe me much, a lot of it is my own fault, you just let me play casually, but take it seriously, I am also at fault for this, you don't need to explain, let's go." Zhang Xiaoai dragged me up from the sofa, and she was obviously very angry.

"There's no need to be so angry, we're still good friends, and we're old classmates." Don't wait for me to say more, Zhang Xiaoai has begun to push me out, her temper has not changed at all, it is the temper of the eldest lady, people must learn to change, otherwise no one will accommodate you every day, I have always hidden these words in my heart and dare not say them, because saying it will make Zhang Xiaoai even more angry, she has broken the jar and broken, and the door was locked after I was pushed out of the room, this is the last time I and Zhang Xiaoai will meet.