Chapter 737: Not Me
There were no gunshots, and the surroundings were so quiet.
Su Tong trembled and took out the key from her pocket, she didn't know why she had the key to Chairman Luo's house, but the matter was urgent, the key twisted, Su Tong was happy in her heart, great, the door opened.
The door was pushed open, and Chairman Luo was kneeling with his back to her, his pistol pointed at his head.
"No!" Su Tong shouted and pounced, only to hear a loud 'bang', she saw Chairman Luo's desperate eyes at the moment he turned around, and the hot blood on his face was splashed on her face, which seemed to be sulfuric acid, burning people's skin.
"No, no, no......" Su Tong cried and got up, reaching out to cover Chairman Luo's black wound, but she couldn't stop the blood from flowing out, and her hands were covered with blood.
The field crew finally arrived, and they looked at the two in amazement.
Su Tong's face was full of tears and told them: "Chairman Luo committed suicide." ”
The next moment, she saw that her colleague, who was usually laughing and cooperative, gradually raised his hand, and raised the weapon and pistol in his hand at her: "You killed him." ”
"No ......" Su Tong let go of Chairman Luo in horror, his head was slammed on the ground, and Su Tong repeated with difficulty: "I didn't ......"
At this time, the field team leader chased after him, and he looked at Su Tong coldly: "Take the suspect away!" ”
"It's not me!"
Su Tong opened her eyes suddenly, gasping for breath, suffocation and fear almost drowning her in illusion.
"What's wrong with you?"
As soon as she raised her eyes, she met the handsome face, and those dark eyes were looking at her distressedly.
Su Tong was dumbfounded, and wanted to say don't worry, but his eyes subconsciously looked at his hands first.
Her hands were white, slender as shallots, with no blood on them, and no keys in her hands.
Su Tong suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and reluctantly squeezed out a smile at Xu Sa: "I'm fine......"
This sentence fell stiffly, and the next moment, she was eager to slap herself in a big mouth.
She saw the sadness in Xu Sa's eyes, Su Tong was quiet, and her afterglow swept the stairs around the corner, the concrete floor and the white wall, there was no doubt that they were at the staircase of the safe passage.
She had just fallen into a terrible fantasy, and she didn't know if there was anything abnormal in her external performance, maybe there was, otherwise Xu Sa would not have carried her to the inaccessible stairs.
Su Tong pressed his temples tiredly and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry." ”
She just didn't want to have anyone else to worry about herself.
She's in bad enough state now, and saying it will only add to Xu Sa's troubles.
"You're not going to tell me?"
Xu Sa didn't say anything, only asked her such a sentence.
Su Tong got up, looked at him quietly, and said silently for a long time: "I don't want you to worry." ”
Xu Sa's voice was already a little colder: "You don't say it makes me even more worried." ”
I don't know her state, I don't know what she thinks, I don't know anything.
He wanted to help her, but like a blind man, he was overwhelmed at the intersection.
Su Tong was stunned, and a violent struggle was set off in her mind, she wanted to hide herself and not let anyone peek into her heart. But on the other hand, she longs to be saved, and she doesn't want to be alone in a space where she doesn't see the light of day, which makes her unable to see hope and the future.
"I ......"
Su Tong opened his mouth, very difficult to speak.
Xu Sa's eyes stared at her tightly, both encouragement and comfort.
The fingertips have sunk into the palm, Su Tong's teeth rub up and down, it seems that she can hear the harsh sound of 'Ke Ke', there is a tongue blocked in her throat, diaphragm against her fragile throat, she wants to speak, but she can't make a sound, she wants to swallow it, that thing has a ridged tongue, it will cut her throat.
"I ......"
Su Tong uttered another syllable, she stood firmly, tears were already flowing from her eyes, tears seemed to be like no money, she couldn't stop it, blurred her eyes, and couldn't see the handsome face clearly.
That's it, Su Tong thought.
If you can't see it clearly, you don't have to face it, she can bear it alone.
Suddenly, a pair of warm big hands came up, and the thumb with a thin callouse was almost gentle to the point of being careful, wiping away her tears, and she heard Xu Sa say firmly: "I will always be with you." ”
At that moment, she heard that the defenses in her heart had been broken.
Su Tong couldn't hold back any longer, hugged Xu Sa and cried loudly.
I don't know how long it took, Su Tong and Xu Sa sat on the stairs, and she rubbed her sore cheeks from crying expressionlessly.
"I can tell."
After crying, it was as if the anxiety and sorrow had disappeared, even temporarily.
Su Tong pursed his lips: "I went back to the day I arrested Chairman Luo......"
After listening to this story, Xu Sa grabbed her hand and said in a low voice: "Don't blame yourself. ”
Su Tong wanted to nod, but when he saw Xu Sa's concerned eyes, he didn't want to lie to him.
She lowered her eyes deeply and said with difficulty: "I can't do it." ”
She couldn't do it without blaming herself.
How is it possible? This incident started because of her, and Chairman Luo did die because of her single-mindedness.
If she hadn't joined Chen Hui to investigate the case at the beginning, what if she had ......
But where in the world are there so many ifs?
Xu Sa's brows frowned slightly, and his tone was gentle: "If everyone in the world makes a mistake and will only fall into endless self-blame, then ......"
"You don't understand."
Before he finished his words, Su Tong had already shook his head and stood up.
Against the light, Su Tong looked down at Xu Sa condescendingly, and she repeated in a low voice: "You don't understand me at all." ”
She wanted to tell Xu Sa unreservedly, not only because she didn't want him to worry, but also because she trusted him.
But empathy in the world is a false proposition, and no one can empathize.
Other people's so-called care and kindness are actually just illusions that the words do not reach the meaning.
That's good intentions, but that's not understanding.
Su Tong stared at Xu Sa's increasingly ugly face and sighed lowly.
It's like now, even if she describes all her experiences and feelings, for Xu Sa, it is his lover who is in trouble.
But he didn't understand the feeling of this inner collapse.
A whole world collapses in front of you, and the culprit of destruction is yourself.
Suffocated and guilty, they swarmed like the waves of the sea, setting off huge waves, clamoring to eliminate her villain in one fell swoop.
But she couldn't, she couldn't fall.
She has to find out the truth and rescue her father.