Chapter 51: Life Loses Its Pleasure
Hey, I'm so tired, I should have gone to bed, but I played all day today, and my legs hurt.
Yes, I don't want to think about anything anymore, just sleep. Sleep is the best...... Perhaps, I am a person who has been dreaming all along. From today, I woke up from my dream. Yes, I need to sleep, maybe I will have a new dream tonight and forget the old dream, maybe, tomorrow morning I wake up and don't care about anything, even if there is still nostalgia, there are countless tomorrow mornings, which will gradually be washed away by the flowing water of time, the stone of my memory.
But...... But can you forget the taste left by Xiaorou?
She gave me the taste underneath, the smell of cooking, the smell of boiling eight-treasure porridge, and the faint smell of the body, the smell of shampoo in my hair...... And also...... And the tooth smell on the apple core...... Can you forget it all?
Even if the taste can forget, her laughter, her savage willfulness, her vexatiousness...... Also, the way he lay on top of me and cried softly...... Can I forget all this?
Ah, how I wish there was such a thing as forgetfulness in this world. If so, don't forget to give it to me, so that I may be temporarily relieved from the endless darkness......
A cigarette disappeared like that, and somehow, a lit cigarette appeared on my right hand. And so, one cigarette in my hand, as if it had been enchanted by someone, I couldn't finish it.
At this moment, my phone rang inappropriately. I looked at it, and it was actually my goddess, Teacher Shen.
"Teacher Shen, why do you have time to call me today?"
"That...... Teacher Yin, tomorrow is Sunday, do you have time to come out? I'd like to invite you to go for coffee. ”
"Coffee, I have time." My God, this is Mr. Shen's initiative to invite me.
"Alright, I'll call you tomorrow morning." Teacher Shen said.
"Hmm...... Tomorrow I have time, but ...... But I'm going home. I'm sorry that something happened in my house. "This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, but I still don't want to go, after all, I still have Xiaorou in my heart.
"Ah...... Well, that's okay, then...... When you have time, let's go again. ”
"Alright, that's it, bye-bye." I hung up the phone weakly, and at this time, looking at Mr. Shen's name on the phone, I suddenly felt so confused.
On one side is his beloved goddess, and on the other side is a female ghost who already has a husband. This is simply a question to send points, how could I not choose it?
Obviously, it's impossible for me to live with a female ghost. We can't, because we're living in a different era. On the other hand, I'm a human being, so I should find a normal girl and be with me for the rest of my life.
Obviously, the best choice now is Mr. Shen, but ......
I looked out the window at the night and suddenly it felt so dark. The red, white, yellow, green, purple, blue, and colorful things seemed to have no color, and they all melted into the night. My body, including my heart, is unreservedly integrated into the night.
Dark night, if you really have the existence of immortals, can you tell me how I should choose?
The first rays of the morning sun shone on the head of my bed, and I rubbed my eyes and hurried to get up. Xiaorou is no longer by her side, and she is fiddling with breakfast and everything by herself. There is no way, without the snail girl, my life will be beaten back to the prototype.
I rummaged through the cabinets and found a packet of instant noodles in a dusty corner!
I looked at the dusty instant noodles on them, smiled wryly and said, "Okay, look at you, how proud you are now." Also, your natural enemies are no longer in this house, and you start to be arrogant. Hmph, don't be arrogant, see if I don't get rid of you today! ”
It's still the same familiar process, where instant noodles and seasonings are placed in a bowl. Pour on freshly boiled hot water, cover and wait three minutes.
When the time came, I lifted the lid and was greeted by a wave of heat and fragrance. I know it's time for me to get started.
It's so fragrant, I haven't tasted you for two months, cute little noodles, do you miss the taste of my tongue? Do you miss my mouth?
I made a big chopstick with joy, and as a result, the ideal was very plump, the reality was very skinny, but my tongue and mouth couldn't adapt to the taste of instant noodles. For the past two months, I have been spoiled by Xiao Rou's breakfast and can't eat these things at all. I shook my head helplessly, I really couldn't eat it, so I had to throw it all away.
In order to dispel the smell of breakfast left by Xiaorou in my heart, I can only open the window, look at the outside world, and breathe in the fresh air. But...... But I didn't expect that after a few smells, it was full of gasoline after combustion. Oh my God, why didn't I find out before? What kind of environment do we live in?
There is no blue sky, no white clouds, no green mountains, no green water.
Only black smoke, only exhaust gases, only steel, only dirty water!
Ah, I involuntarily closed the window, and on the desk, I picked up a stick of incense, which is ...... This is left by Xiaorou, and it has her taste on it!
Xiaorou, where are you now? How are you doing? Is that bastard still abusing you? Do you want to eat red Fuji now? Are you trying to bite me? Are you trying to turn your face with me......
Yes...... I just can't take it anymore. Whether standing, sitting, lying down, or closing your eyes. My mind felt like I was obsessed, all of them were smiling faces. I can't stand the pain of this longing, and I really want to go down there to accompany her when I die.
But, Xiaorou is not in the underworld at all, even if I go below, I don't know if I can find her. When the time comes, when Lord Yama sees that I look good, he will directly leave me and let me be his personal guard, at that time......
Hey, what should I do?
No, I really can't! I just can't stand this kind of pain anymore. I'm going to save her, for no reason, no excuse, I just want to save her.
Although I had this urgent idea in my heart, I encountered a problem when I came to real life!
What can I do to save Xiaorou?
I walked around the room, scratching my heart, and I couldn't do anything. After a few laps, I saw the yellow SpongeBob cushions on the couch. Yellow...... Yellow...... The yellow charm, the exorcism.
When I think of exorcisms, I naturally think of that neurotic idiot detective.
Now, this man is the only person I can trust. If he didn't have the ability, how could his exorcism charm stand on the old eunuch's body and emit a puff of green smoke? If he doesn't have the ability, how can he accurately guess the matter between me and Xiaorou?
It seems that this guy is really capable of being a little bit in addition to himself!
Thinking of this, I put on my coat directly and took a taxi outside to the city psychiatric hospital.