After all, I originally thought that Zhang Xuanxuan would be with me from now on, it seems that I am still too naïve, Zhang Haotian still found her, she has been missing for so long, although Zhang Haotian didn't say anything on the surface, but he must be busy looking for Zhang Xuanxuan in private, after all, it is his daughter, and the interests of Zhang Xuanxuan's relationship are too big, and it is not easy to put her on that throne, so Zhang Haotian will not give up so easily.

The originally lively room sank down, I sat on the edge of the bed and watched Zhang Xuanxuan's head go blank, the sudden blow made me a little unbearable, Zhang Xuanxuan didn't look at me, she leaned on the bed, holding a cigarette between her fingers, looking a little tired.

After a long time, I raised my head and said, "What are you going to do, go back with him?"

Zhang Xuanxuan didn't look at me and said with a wry smile, if he finds me, what I want to do, I can't help it, Yang Fan, you should know that my life does not belong to me, my life is planned by others, if I can choose from scratch, I definitely don't want to live like that, but I can't be satisfied. I nodded and said, I know, it's not your fault, maybe God just likes to play tricks on people, you go to bed early, I'll go out first.

Zhang Xuanxuan sat up and looked at me and said, Yang Fan, you come back with me, can you sit down and talk to me like a man and accompany me, I know that I have snubbed you during this time, but I don't want to be like that in my heart, I also want to stick with you, but I have to find a way to get through the dangerous period, I didn't want to tell you about it, I was afraid that you would be like this, you disappointed me very much, do you know.

I turned my head and said, what do you think I should do, my head is messed up right now, I want to be quiet.

Zhang Xuanxuan smiled bitterly and said, I am also very messy, I need someone to comfort, I need a man to take care of me and love me, I hope you are a person who can be trusted, not afraid of difficulties and only know to turn around and leave, and do nothing.

I shook my head and said, I don't know how to do it, what do you think I can do now?

Zhang Xuanxuan threw the cigarette butt on the ground, she stretched out her hands and said, you can hold me, the simplest thing, the thing you can, that's enough, I won't ask you to do those things that can't be done at all, I am very sensible and clear, you also need to calm down.

Watching Zhang Xuanxuan stretch out her hand on the bed, my heart gradually calmed down, I was indeed a little too cowardly, I wanted to cover my ears and steal the bell, pretending that I didn't know about this matter, this is very unfair to Zhang Xuanxuan, to be my man, the man who had a relationship with her, at this time I need to calm down, give her comfort and encouragement, although these things seem to have no effect, but the fragile heart can be cared for.

I walked up to Zhang Xuanxuan, hugged her and kissed her, but in the end it seemed to be nothing, maybe all this is a dream of Red Mansions, no one can really be with anyone forever, this thing forever is a lie at all.

So many partings have made my heart a little numb, from the beginning to the present, I have deeply experienced the helplessness of being a man, but the feelings I have paid cannot be recovered, and the same is true of Zhang Xuanxuan.

This night should be beautiful, but it seems a little bleak, the beauty of the twilight is still the same, the heart is still the same, but unfortunately I can't feel the warmth, some are just numb bodies, and two numb hearts.

On the bed is the mountain and the tsunami, the sound of the imminent voice, the tenderness is not an exaggeration, Zhang Xuanxuan's eyes are blurred, she hugged me tightly, shouting my name loudly, so that I feel very happy, and my colleagues are also very disappointed.

When everything was over, I cried in Zhang Xuanxuan's arms, my heart hurt, this is the biggest blow I have ever suffered, originally our difficulties have been passed, the next thing is to enjoy a good day, but a good day did not enjoy a day, and I met Zhang Haotian.

Zhang Xuanxuan put her hand on my neck and said with a smile, don't cry fool, I'm just going back, not to die, don't be so unconfident in me, although the comfortable days have passed for so long, but my mind is still very calm, I know what I should do, don't lose your direction because of this matter, live a life of your own according to what I said, don't be controlled by others, it's really uncomfortable.

I raised my head and looked at Zhang Xuanxuan and said, Xuanxuan, I love you.

The corners of Zhang Xuanxuan's mouth raised and said with a smile, Yang Fan, I love you too.

I lowered my head and kissed Zhang Xuanxuan's moist and sexy little mouth, she hugged my neck and hugged me tightly affectionately.

The next morning, I dragged my tired body out of bed, it was a depraved night, I was so crazy with a woman for the first time, Zhang Xuanxuan looked very satisfied, with a smile on her face, curled up on the bed, it was so beautiful.

Looking at her sleeping position, it can be judged that she is a very insecure person, and generally insecure people usually subconsciously curl up their bodies when they sleep.

After tidying up the clothes, I washed my face and brushed my teeth, and when I came to the living room, there was no one in the living room, and everyone drank too much last night, so I guess I haven't woken up yet.

I sat in the hall and leaned on the sofa, lost the mood to exercise for the first time, in this way I really became simple-minded and limbs developed, Zhang Haotian found Zhang Xuanxuan, this matter I should have expected in advance.

Or is it my own problem, if I do it in a different way, then Zhang Xuanxuan will not reveal her identity, and Dong Qiushui has not come, she does not call, there is no news in the country, and it is unknown who will die in the battle between the Zhou family and Yao Shun.

Although I didn't get follow-up funding in Canada, but in general, I can be regarded as running the company, and what I need more is to think calmly about the way to go in the future, and not to be hit by something sudden this time.

I took out my mobile phone from my pocket and dialed Dong Qiushui's number, this is international long-distance plus roaming, it should be possible to get through, but after the call was connected, no one answered the phone, which made me a little anxious.

Although there is a time difference between Canada and China, I am calling there in the morning, and according to the time calculation, it is at most 9 o'clock or 10 o'clock in the evening, so it is impossible to go to bed so early, and it is not winter.

Could it really be that Dong Qiushui had an accident, my biggest mistake at that time was that I didn't arrange an eyeliner in China, because I didn't know anything about the domestic situation, it was very troublesome to do anything, and it was impossible to understand the situation.

I was in a very annoying mood, I sat on the sofa scratching my ears and cheeks, and happened to be seen by Xiao Cang, who walked downstairs, she smiled and said, Brother Fan, why did you get up so early.

I came back to my senses and said, I have something to do so I can't sleep, Xiaocang, do you know anyone in China?

Xiaocang said with a smile, there must be one in China, but my friends don't contact me now, and I almost forgot their mobile phone numbers, so if I want to inquire about something, it's not easy to inquire, we were in a hurry when we came, in fact, we should leave a joint person in the country, Brother Dog He is actually also very concerned about domestic affairs.

I suddenly thought of a person, not only I am in Canada, in fact, among the people I know, there are several people in Canada, one of them is Zhao Ming, the other is Yan Xiaomeng, both of them are in college in Canada, they are very familiar with many things here, and they are also connected with China, I can learn about the situation in China through them.

It's just that we're not in the same city, I'm going to rush over, I'm afraid it will take a long time, but fortunately, I had a mobile phone number of Yan Xiaomeng before, I ran to the upstairs room, rummaged through the cabinets and began to look for it, I had to find the phone book, because there were many important people's mobile phone numbers in it, the phone book was not found, but I found the mobile phone I didn't use before, I charged the phone, and soon the phone turned on, and I found many people's mobile phone numbers in the phone book.