Diana smiled and said, It's not as complicated as you think, Mr. Gao helped you preside over it, and he has the final say, so you don't have to worry, I am not qualified to participate in those ceremonies, because I am not at the level enough, in fact, I also want to go and see it.

When I heard this, I felt a little lighter, but I still didn't feel at ease, after all, I had never performed such a ritual, and I didn't know anything about these anti-lock things, or the words of the oath, or the things to be done, and people have a fear of things and things.

However, Diana comforted me a few words, which still played a certain role for me, at least I don't have to worry about losing this opportunity after the ritual fails, it seems that deep down, I still crave this ceremony, which means that I want to join the Freemasonry.

During this time, I read some information about Freemasonry, and I knew how strong this huge dark hand is, able to dominate the world economy, which is equivalent to a super-scale money empire, I have at least a little bit of status in it, it is definitely at the level of calling for wind and rain, and after having the identity of Freemasonry, I don't have to worry about not being able to raise my head and speak when facing Yao Shun.

What I need most now is someone to support me, a person who lacks a family background, knows best how important background is to a person, Freemasonry can give me everything I need, and it can also allow me to face the Xu family, to be able to enter the country, to return to my hometown, to say that it is still a glorious ancestor, although almost all the relatives around me have left me.

But at least I can take what I have lost, those brothers who have followed me will not be too miserable, although Gao Ming didn't say anything, but after I heard the order of the Xu family, I can still think that my brothers will not have a good time.

After all, they all followed me, I have run away now, those people can't find me, they can only take their anger out on them, this is the law of nature, people need to find something to vent their anger, I want to become a member of Freemasonry right away, and I can have a better identity to return to China.

I need to face all this, before giving me a chance, let me stand in front of Zhou Qianqian, stand in front of Yao Shun, tear off the hypocritical mask of those people, and even stand on the stage one-on-one with them, give them a fair chance, and have a life-and-death struggle with them, I can't suppress the anger in my heart, I hate them so much.

Those people all played with me like a fool, raised me like a pig, fattened and then killed, and kept saying that for my own good, they regarded me as a friend, all of which were a bunch of deceitful nonsense, especially Yao Shun, who successfully made me cannon fodder, and I also became a victim of their power struggle.

But fortunately, I got Yao Shun's woman and brought him a big hat, he originally thought that everything was in his calculations, but he didn't know that many things were out of his control, Dong Qiushui really fell in love with me and was willing to pay for me, this is where he miscalculated.

Diana gently stroked my hair and cheeks, she knelt on one knee on the bed, kept her legs in front of the bed, and whispered, I don't know how to explain to my parents, they all hope that I can marry you and add some merit to the family, in fact, I want to do it too, but you don't have such thoughts, I know that forcing a person to do something he doesn't like is a disrespect for him, and you are about to become a noble person, even if my father sees you, he must maintain respect for you, So I have no right to ask you to marry me.

I came back to my senses and said, I said before, I hope you give me some time, I really need some time, I have a lot of things that I haven't done, these things I feel like a mission, I have to finish it before I have the heart to get married, when a person wants to get married, it must be tired, I want to have a safe haven, I am still very young, I don't want a safe haven, I want to continue to struggle, and I want the things that I have lost, although these things seem not worth mentioning, they don't seem to be important, but there are some things, Gotta get it back.

Diana didn't quite understand, maybe it was because of the cultural differences, or maybe it was because of the way I spoke, she was confused, but she seemed to understand something from my eyes, smiled and nodded, as if she understood why I was so resolute.

A man, in the process of growing up to get married, this is a terrible thing, marriage I think is a curse, reminding you that you will have a beloved in the future, other women have to forget, and even give up hatred, if a person lets go of these things, then life is too boring, people still have to live freely, dare to love and hate, this is a life without regrets.

I still feel warm in my heart to be able to get Diana's understanding, but because Diana's marriage urging was unsuccessful, she hopes that I can go home with her and explain it to her family, because the family gives her a big home.

As a member of my family, Diana doesn't actually have much rights, she can't help herself in many things, and there is no problem with being able to choose her life partner freely, but she definitely has to listen to the family when she marries.

This kind of thing is the same whether it is abroad or at home, no one can escape such a marriage, so the people of the big family may not be happy, but it is not as dark as I think, in the upper class abroad, in fact, such a thing as marriage, many times slowly exists in name only, there is a beloved woman outside the man, and there is a beloved man outside the woman, and there is a family for each other.

This kind of thing is too common, and slowly after these people grasp the rights of the family, they will break up peacefully and bless each other and be able to live a happy life.

So these people are very smart, mainly because the people here are relatively advanced, many things have a mature system, and they also know that when they don't grasp the initiative of the family, in order to climb up, it is inevitable to sacrifice marriage, and it is impossible to gain anything without paying.

Diana's family is mainly in production and manufacturing, because it has a history of hundreds of years, so the family has strict rules and regulations, and Diana's parents still have some status in the family, which means that I have to deal with a lot of people.

The next morning, Diana and I arrived at the door of the hotel early in the morning, she was wearing a gown, and I was wearing a suit.

I don't know this group of people, but I've seen a lot of this scene, and I know that all I have to do is to smile, shake hands one by one, and even hug and even kiss the woman, which is normal in foreign countries.

Diana introduced me one by one, first of all, the eldest of the family, an old man who looked a little old, he held a cane in his hand, wore a suit and a red tie, which was a sign of youth, he praised me for speaking English well when he shook hands, and asked me what school I graduated from.

This question was quite embarrassing for me, because I didn't go to college, and I didn't have any prominent status, because I didn't expect such a problem, I didn't prepare for it in advance, and my head started to sweat a little.

Diana on the side also looked a little nervous, but after all, I am from the past, and I have encountered this kind of thing a few times, so I smiled and said that I studied sociology.

In foreign countries, everyone has their own hobbies, so there are many scholars in society, so they can just give me an identity and be a scholar, which is definitely very popular, and it is also literary and artistic.

These people don't have the slightest doubt about my identity, because the people who can enter the Freemasonry are definitely the elite of society, otherwise it is impossible to let the other party join, this is not an ordinary force, Diana breathed a sigh of relief, smiled at me, and began to introduce the middle-aged man next to the old man, and the middle-aged man took the initiative to hold my hand without waiting for Diana's introduction.