Zhong Siyuan sat on the sofa with a smile on her face, she was very consistent with the atmosphere here, even if she didn't say it, I could guess that the reason why this place was so clean should be the result of her cleaning.

I raised my head and asked, Zhong Siyuan smiled and nodded, she really hoped that I would meet again when I had the opportunity to come, but the wait was very long, but she never met me again, she felt that life was not, nor was it a story, there were not so many coincidences.

If she keeps waiting like this, there will be a day when she will be discouraged from waiting, and in the end she loses all her patience, she is not sure if she can persevere, so she will choose to find a chance for herself, in fact, this matter, thanks to Ergou, it was he who told Zhong Siyuan where we were and drank a lot.

It is precisely with the help of Ergou that Zhong Siyuan and I have the opportunity to meet again, I think Ergou understands me, in his heart, Siyuan is the most suitable woman for me, although he has never said it, but I know what he thinks in his heart.

Dong Qiushui is also good to Ergou, but Ergou will not lose himself because of those things, he is a brother who understands me best, whether we are rich or poor, we have not changed because of these things.

When I snubbed Zhang Baoqiang as a brother, he didn't say anything, and when I was very good to Zhang Baoqiang and seemed a little unfair to him, he just lowered his head silently.

So many times, I feel that my life is meaningful, even if I lose the whole world and all the people, but I know that Ergou will always stand behind me because we are brothers. The original dream may not be reached, but we will still have such a simple friendship, not broken by reality, flying in the sky together, I think this winter maybe with the help of this brother, my heart will not be so cold.

Zhong Siyuan helped me make a pot of tea, she still looks dignified and elegant, usually when she is bored, I don't know what she is busy with, it should be busy studying, I took the tea, tasted it carefully, the brew is very good, and the room here is relatively warm.

I raised my head and looked at Zhong Siyuan, wanting to say something from my heart, but I felt that it was too much, I asked cheekily and tentatively, asking her if she was resting here, she nodded, I asked her if I could stay tonight.

I nodded and blushed and said yes, I'm very happy, because I also want to reminisce here about the past, that beautiful and joyful simple time, we had enough love, maybe nothing, but we had a time that all money couldn't buy, that time was so evocative, like a jar of fine wine, when you tasted it, it was very fragrant.

In the dead of night, it seems deserted, if it weren't for me here, she would be very lonely compared to her, there are some books on the bedside, some foreign classics, and some things like Feng Shui.

It seems that there is still a little relationship and relationship between Siyuan and Chen Blind, Chen Blind once gave her a book, although she has not shown this talent, but I feel that she is different from before, although she still looks like before, but the breath is a little different, so I will feel very different.

I asked Zhong Siyuan, these books, she explained that she often reads, but she doesn't understand very well, she seems to know my thoughts, explained to me the relationship between her and Chen Blind, she often goes back to see Chen Blind, the reason why she didn't let me know is because Chen Blind didn't let her say, and said that the time is not right, she respects Chen Blind more, but this time, she still couldn't help but take me away.

In other words, Chen Blind has been lying to me, he knows where Siyuan is, and he also knows the contact information, but he doesn't tell me, just to let me live in such a painful environment, and I can't see that this old man is ruthless enough.

Although I hold a grudge in my heart, I can't show it, I smiled and nodded to make it clear, understandable, and I won't blame Chen for being blind.

Zhong Siyuan frowned and said, she hopes that I can be kind, I don't know why, she said with certainty, Zhang Baoqiang was killed by me, she knew about it, she felt that I shouldn't be so cruel, and she felt that Zhang Baoqiang was my brother.

I smiled and explained that no, it wasn't my doing, although I was weak, although I hated myself, but I was still a selfish person after all, so I didn't want to condemn myself, let alone admit my mistakes, maybe I was such a person.

Zhong Siyuan shook her head, slightly disappointed, she didn't ask me, but felt that I couldn't go on like this, she told me that if I kept going like this, there would be problems, she hoped that I could be kind, be able to stop in time, think about what the original intention was, what was the original dream.

I smiled and nodded, thinking in my heart what my dream was, I had just hoped for a better place, to be able to have a happy home, to get together with Siyuan, to help her father pay off his gambling debts, to be able to have a healthy child, to be able to afford.

Later, it slowly changed, and I didn't know what I should do, so I could only be at the mercy of fate, doing a lot of things I didn't like to do, and in order to survive, my hands were also covered with blood, like beasts, roaring, struggling, and I saw a lot of gray and terrible things that others had never seen in their lives.

I have seen a lot of things in human nature, as if there are more cold-blooded things, as if I understand that tigers can eat meat, so others dare not provoke, so they are willing to be the one who eats meat, the king, and are not willing to be poor prey.

Zhong Siyuan gently grabbed my shoulders, lifted the hair in front of my forehead with her hand, looked into my eyes, she said a word of fear, and then said nervous, she felt that my eyes were not as clear and sunny as before, she was lying next to me, and I felt that I might eat her at any time.

I smiled and shook my head and explained no, I'm not that kind of person, I'm kind to the people around me, I just treat the enemy like that, Zhong Siyuan still took out Zhang Baoqiang's matter, which made me very angry, I felt that I couldn't bear it, because I felt that it was right to kill him.

If I don't kill him, he may kill me in turn, this is cruel, when I choose to survive, I choose me to survive, if I change to him, I think he will also kill me, I don't think there is anything wrong with this, the law of the jungle, the winner is king, the loser is the villain, it's such a simple truth, why do you want me to explain, I don't understand.

After seeing that I was a little impatient, Zhong Siyuan told me that in fact, Zhang Baoqiang had never betrayed me, and the person who betrayed me was not him, but he knew that I was suspicious of him, so he was nervous and afraid, and finally died.

I shook my head and said I didn't believe it, because Zhang Baoqiang himself admitted it, and he also begged me to let him go, if it wasn't for doing something wrong, how could it be like that, I would be very easy when he died, and I would be very tired when I lived.

Although the matter is not asked clearly, but I can probably feel it, all this is very correct, there is nothing wrong, Zhong Siyuan She keeps talking about me here, I don't agree with it at all, and I feel that she seems to have some purpose.

So the way I looked at her changed, she said that my eyes were so scary, she took out the mirror and asked me to look at it myself, I looked at myself in the mirror, my eyes were really terrible, like the eyes of a beast, yes, cold-blooded, although I was laughing, but the smile was very fake, and there was no way to hide the indifference in my eyes.

Looking at Zhong Siyuan's eyes in front of me, so clear and kind, for a moment I felt that I was really like a beast, losing my humanity, turning into a walking dead little by little, and a machine that could only think and judge. I grabbed Zhong Siyuan's hand and told her, don't think about those unhappy things, Zhang Baoqiang is dead, it's all in the past, I will figure things out in the future, and I am also very resolute that I don't have anything Zhang Baoqiang.

Zhong Siyuan frowned, looking very disappointed, she said that I was a wolf in sheep's clothing.