Chapter 145: Hatred is unquenchable
Ling Ruo knelt on the snow that had accumulated a few feet thick with the child in her arms, her blood-stained skirt was like a red plum blooming in the snow, but at this moment there was no beauty, only deep sorrow.
Looking up to the sky, tears fell like beads, and the voice of sadness and despair spread throughout the Yongjun Palace, "Gods and Buddhas, I beg you to open your eyes and save my child!" As long as she can live, even if she wants me to die! Please! Please! ”
Speaking of the worst, Ling Ruo couldn't cry anymore, but kept kowtowing to the sky, hoping that a miracle from the sky could save her daughter from life!
But the gods and Buddhas are always so high, how can they pay attention to her, a little woman, no matter how much she kowtows and how much blood she sheds, in the eyes of the gods and Buddhas, she is like dust and disdainful.
"Master!" Mo Yu hugged her tightly and cried loudly: "Don't torture yourself like this, Xiao Gege doesn't want to see you like this in the sky!" Do you have a good time getting up, kneeling here on such a snowy day, your body will not be able to stand it. Not only her, but Xiao Luzi and others also burst into tears, and they all knelt down and begged each other.
Ling Ruo lowered his head, looked at the child in his arms with his eyes always closed, his fingers caressed her small cheek, and tears fell before he could say a word, "I, Niu Hulu Ling Ruo, asked himself if he had never done anything hurtful to heaven and reason, why did God treat me like this?" Why?! ”
She shouted hoarsely, and in response to her was heavier snow......
The forty-five years of Kangxi's snow became her eternal death, and on this night, she lost her first child......
The snow fell all night, and Ling Ruo also knelt in the snow all night, when Yinzhen was alarmed and hurried to Jingsiju, what she saw was the scene of Ling Ruo kneeling in the snow, although Moyu held an umbrella for her, so that her body would not be covered with snow, but half of her legs were buried in the snow. Both Wen Ruyan and Guerjia accompanied her to stand in the snow all night.
When he saw Ling Ruo tightly hugged in his arms, the pitiful little child, Yinzhen's eyes were in unspeakable pain, he slowly squatted down, stared at Ling Ruo with a numb face, and said with a sad expression: "Ruo'er, I'm sorry!" ”
said that he would never see each other in his life, but when he learned that Ling Ruo had a premature birth of a dead baby, his brain went blank in an instant, and he didn't think about anything and didn't care about Tong Jia's who was still lying on the bed, so he ran directly here, and Ling Ruo, who was kneeling in the snow, made his heart ache.
"Don't be sad, don't be sad, let's help my sister up first, she is a person who has just given birth, how can she kneel all night in such a cold and snowy place." Nala and Nian both came, and she wept as she spoke, while Nian stood aside and did not speak.
Yin Zhen nodded, picked up Ling Ruo, who was stiff and cold, to the house, rubbed her stiff body vigorously, and ordered Xiaoluzi to build a carbon basin, and only let go a little after feeling her body warmer, and asked with concern, "Ruo'er, do you feel better?" ”
Ling Ruo rolled his eyes with difficulty, aimed his gaze at Yinzhen, opened his mouth, and said word by word with his frozen numb tongue: "Lord Wang, did the concubine make a mistake, so even the concubine's child is unforgivable?" ”
"Naturally not, no one wants such a thing." Yin Zhen shook his head, but in exchange for Ling Ruo's sarcastic smile, "You don't want to?" Scold. Bow your head and hold the child up in front of Yinzhen, "Lord Wang, look at her, do those eyebrows and eyes look like you?" Before Yinzhen could speak, her voice suddenly rose up, with monstrous hatred, "Just because you thought that I caused Tong Jia's to fall into the water, which made me feel angry, and then Li Wei went to look for you, but there was no way to see her, and she ended up like this!" Yinzhen, you killed her! You killed her! ”
Hearing this, Nala clan's eyebrows moved, wiped his tears and walked to Ling Ruo and said in a lamented voice: "Sister, the prince has already said that he doesn't want to, everything is just an accident!" Let alone...... If you hadn't been confused for a moment and made an unforgivable mistake, how could the prince bear to punish you, and how could you blame the prince for all your wrongdoings. ”
"I don't know that Li Wei has come to look for me, if you know that Lu Dao......" Yinzhen took pity on Ling Ruo for losing her beloved daughter, and did not blame her for this.
"What if you know the way? Will you come to see me? Will you set foot in this pure meditation dwelling again? She shook her head, her expression sad, "No, in your heart, I am not as important as a stand-in for Nalan Mei'er, Yinzhen!" You'd rather believe what a despicable and shameless official woman says than believe me! Where the hell are you putting me?! ”
"Enough!" Her angry and harsh language made Yinzhen unbearable and angry, and said with a cold face: "I pity you for losing your son, and I came to visit you on purpose, hoping to make you feel better, but you are not grateful, but you have repeatedly spoken out to blame, and now you are even insulting Liluo, you are challenging my tolerance." ”
Wen Ruyan saw that the situation was wrong, and hurriedly knelt down and said: "The prince is angry, my sister is just unable to accept the fact of losing her child for a while, so she will not choose to speak." ”
Nian said coldly on the side: "The loss of a child is certainly worthy of sympathy, but she is not the only one who has lost a child in the world. ”
Although Niu Hulu Lingruo's child died, she was still crazy with jealousy, at least Niu Hulu Lingruo had felt the feeling of the child growing up in her womb, and she drank countless bitter pills every day, but there was nothing.
Seeing that Ling Ruo didn't speak, Yin Zhen sighed, stroked the child's cold face with his hand, and said with a little pity: "You made a huge mistake, and you should have been punished heavily; For the sake of your loss of a child, I will spare you this time, and I will not blame you for the past! ”
"The past?!" Ling Ruo seemed to hear something funny, she couldn't stop laughing, the sharp laughter pierced everyone's eardrums, and for a long time, she waved her hand and said coldly: "Thank you for your magnanimity, it's just that the concubine can't afford it!" ”
"What do you want?" Yinzhen's patience was crushed to the limit by her repeated provocations, he was never a good-tempered person.
At this moment, she suddenly felt very tired, she had never carried Yinzhen, but Yinzhen carried her again and again, until she was completely injured. She slowly hugged the stiff little body in her arms, and said word by word: "I want to be with my child!" ”
This sentence immediately hooked the anger that Yin Zhen forcibly suppressed, and suddenly pinched Ling Ruo's chin and said coldly: "Is it in your eyes that nothing is as important as this child, including me?" ”
Ling Ruo didn't answer, but her indifferent gaze still deeply stabbed Yin Zhen, and her fingers suddenly tightened, making her jaw "gurgle".
At this time, Tong Jiashi walked in with the support of the maid, caught a glimpse of this scene in the house, and hurriedly persuaded Yinzhen to take a break from the anger of thunder. After Yinzhen let go of her hand, she suddenly knelt in front of Ling Ruo and wept: "Sister, it's all my sister who is not good, teaching Hanxiang, a bastard minion, and harming my sister and children, I really deserve death!" Although Hanxiang has been sent by me to do hard labor, my sister can't escape the blame, so I have come to ask my sister for her guilt and let my sister punish her!"