Seeing that her situation was not right, Guerjia hurriedly said to Doctor Shen: "Doctor, can you think of another way, the seven-month-old child can almost live." ”

"Seven months ......" Doctor Shen stroked his beard, which was as gray as his hair, and said: "If a few Fujin agree, the old man can try to induce labor for Ling Fujin, so that the child should have a glimmer of life, but the process will be very dangerous." ”

Hearing his answer, the Guerjia clan was overjoyed, and grabbed Ling Ruo's thin shoulder and said loudly, "Did you hear that?" The doctor says your child has a chance to survive!" At this time, only a child can evoke her birth.

The gaze that had already been scattered condensed again because of these words, Ling Ruo looked at the Guerjia clan in a daze, and for a long time, a numb voice escaped from his mouth, "Really? ”

"Naturally, it's true!" Guerjia knew that his words were useful, and said lightly: "Doctor Shen will definitely be able to keep your mother and son safe, so you must hold on and not fall asleep." ”

Ling Ruo nodded, trying to hold on in the bursts of fainting pain, the pain reached its peak after being poured with oxytocic medicine, every time the labor pain hit as if she wanted to tear her apart, and it was extremely dense, and there was no time to slow down, after staying at the end, she felt the child in her womb drilling out hard, and the voice of Guarjia sounded in her ears, making her hold her breath and exert herself under the lungs.

The knuckles of the brocade quilt turned white, she couldn't hear her breathing and heartbeat, but she used her only remaining strength in the endless pain, and her mind wanted to faint more than once, but she was pulled back alive, she couldn't sleep, for the sake of the child, she definitely couldn't sleep!

So, I don't know how long it took, I suddenly felt my body loosen, and the pain receded in an instant like a tide, she knew that the child must have been born, but why didn't she hear the child cry? Although it was so tired that it was difficult to even move his fingers, he still managed to open his heavy eyelids, "Child...... How's he doing......"

"I was born, and I was a daughter." Guerjia's smile was a little reluctant, because he couldn't invite Wen Po for a while, so it was Guerjia's who was delivering Ling Ruo's baby. According to the instructions of Dr. Shen outside the curtain, after cutting the umbilical cord with burnt silver scissors, he wrapped the child in old cotton clothes and covered the quilt for Ling Ruo, before picking the curtain and letting the anxious Wen Ruyan and Imperial Doctor Yu come in.

"Doctor Shen, look ......" Guerjia handed the child to Doctor Shen with a worried face, Ling Ruo couldn't see the child, but his heart sank a little while waiting.

After Dr. Shen took a closer look, he sighed and shook his head: "The seven-month-old child is still too young, and the internal organs have never fully developed, not to mention that he has been in the abdomen for too long before, and he is hopeless. ”

This sentence was like a boulder, smashing Ling Ruo dizzy, and she didn't know where the strength came from, she struggled to get up from the bed to pick up the child, but as soon as her foot stepped on the ground, she fell heavily to the ground because of lack of strength, and her lower body was covered with hideous and terrible blood, she didn't care about the pain in her body, she just stretched out her hand to Guerjia and said in a dumb voice: "Child, give me the child!"

Wen Ruyan hurriedly helped her up, Guerjia handed the child to her after a little hesitation, Ling Ruo hurriedly took it, only to see a good little child wrapped in a cotton coat, curled up there with his eyes closed, a few sparse fetal hairs stuck on his head, like a kitten, so cute, people couldn't help but want to kiss her, but for what her face was blue and purple, and she never cried, didn't it mean that the child would cry all his life? Why doesn't her child cry? For what?

She asked Dr. Shen in trepidation, ignoring Wen Ruyan's comfort, only staring at Dr. Shen and waiting for him to answer, Dr. Shen slowed down his tone as much as possible: "The child of Fujin is not very well developed in the womb, and the child in July seems to be the same as June, it should have been forcibly saved by drugs as if it had a slippery fetus." If this is kept until October, the child still has a good chance of surviving, but it is only seven months now, and the child is stunted, the internal organs are not perfect, and he will not breathe on his own, so he will die of suffocation as soon as he leaves the mother's body. After a pause, he comforted: "Fujin, don't be too sad, at your age, as long as you take care of yourself, you will naturally have children in the future......"

"You talk nonsense!" Ling Ruo sharply interrupted Dr. Shen's words, "My child is obviously in his arms, but he is just asleep, and he is not dead at all!"

Ling Ruo couldn't help but shake his head, hugged the little soft body tightly, like a hedgehog, no one was allowed to touch it, lowered his head, gently stroked the child's tender cheeks, there was almost crazy love in his eyes, and murmured: "Child, you sleep, E-Niang will sleep with you next to you, and when you wake up, E-Niang feeds you." Good girl, sleep well, when you grow up, E-Niang will take you to fly a kite to catch butterflies. ”

"Sister......" Wen Ruyan was just about to say something, when she saw Ling Ruo make a silent gesture at her, "Shh, sister, the child is asleep, don't make any noise about her!"

Wen Ruyan's tears fell suddenly, she knew that this child was Ling Ruo's lifeblood, if it wasn't for the child, I was afraid that she would have lost the ** to survive, and she had worked hard to get through this hurdle, but she was born a stillborn, and it was really too difficult for Ling Ruo to accept it all at once.

She squatted in front of Ling Ruo and persuaded softly: "Ruo'er, I know that you are sad in your heart, but people can't be resurrected after death, and no matter how sad you are, you will only hurt yourself......"

"I told you not to say it!" A sharp voice like a sharp blade suddenly burst out from Ling Ruo's throat, and when he looked up, his beautiful face was distorted like a ghost at this moment, and then he thought of something, and hurriedly lowered his head and patted the baby in his arms, and said in a kind voice: "The child is not afraid, E-Niang didn't mean it, don't be afraid!" ”

"Ruo'er, wake up, the child is dead, even if you lie to yourself again, the child will not come back to life!" Seeing her deceive herself like this, Wen Ruyan's heart ached, and tears kept falling, wetting Luo's shirt.

"She's not dead!" Ling Ruo shouted angrily, struggled to stand up, grabbed the child with one hand and pushed Wen Ruyan hard with the other, and kept shouting, "You go!" I don't want to see you! Let's go! ”

As soon as she finished speaking, she was slapped heavily on the face, and Guerjia glared at her with tears in her eyes: "She's dead!" Dead from birth! Niu Hulu Lingruo, how long are you going to lie to yourself?! ”

Ling Ruo looked at her in a daze, her eyes gradually condensed with overwhelming sadness, she squatted on the ground and hugged the lifeless child and cried, the child ...... Her children......

She was crying and trembling, and Guerjia just watched silently, even Wen Ruyan, who originally wanted to come to comfort, was also pulled by her, at this moment, what Ling Ruo needed most was to vent, only by venting all the hurts and pain in her heart, she could survive this level that was enough to drive her crazy!

In this way, I don't know how long I cried, until I cried hoarsely, Ling Ruo suddenly hugged the child and stumbled out, others couldn't pull it, Wen Ruyan and the others were afraid that she would do something stupid, so they hurriedly followed her.

The vast night snow drifts in this world, like a silent lament, mourning the little life that finally came to the world but was unable to open its eyes to see.

Life, before it began, had come to an end, leaving all the sorrow to the mother who conceived her and gave birth to her......

Child, how unfortunate you are that you are born and die; Child, how fortunate you are that you don't have to suffer from love, hatred, greed and hatred in this world;