Chapter 81: Self-Slaughter

"You're back?" Pushing open the palace, Song Heng was sitting on the couch playing chess with Shen Jin, and when he saw her coming back, Song Heng smiled lightly and beckoned her, signaling her to go to his side.

She looked at Song Heng's movements coldly, laughing at his incompetence at this time, I really don't know where he got the courage to mistakenly think that she would obediently listen to him, and let her make a quiet appearance with him in front of her brother.

He was really delusional that she wouldn't have a good face for him before, and even more so now.

She didn't care what Song Heng did with their Shen family, anyway, no matter what she did, wouldn't Song Heng have to deal with their Shen family.

She nodded, didn't look at Song Heng, walked up to Shen Jin and asked, "When did my brother come?" How is everything going in the house? Did Dad send a message back? Mother's body is so tough? "She did it on purpose, since Concubine Yu told her about the Shen family, she wanted to ask Song Heng like this to see how Song Heng got off the stage.

"Everything is fine in the house, you don't need to worry, your father and mother care about you very much, just take care of yourself." Shen Jin said as usual, his expression did not change in the slightest. Without even the slightest hesitation, he spoke without hesitation.

I haven't seen each other for a few months, and the brother and sister can only stand face to face now from talking about everything, but they can't talk about the old days.

These days, they can't exchange news, and the situation in the Shen Mansion is in danger, but Shen Jin knows that his sister's life in the palace must not be easy, obviously his sister and Mu Zhao have become husband and wife, and now they have to enter the palace for the Shen family regardless of their reputation.

The moment he saw Shen Nanyan, he was relieved to see her safe and sound, but Song Heng was still beside him, and he couldn't ask whatever he wanted. can only report the good news and not the bad as much as possible, so as not to let her notice that there is something bad about the Shen Mansion

Shen Nanyan pursed her lips, seeing that Shen Jin didn't speak, the Shen family has such a thing now, and the life and death of my father and mother are at stake, they even want to hide it from themselves and let him stay out of the matter.

"I miss you very much in the palace. How is Daddy? Is Ah Zi good? Are you okay when you return? Shen Nanyan said softly, no matter what Song Heng thought, he said the name that Song Heng was the most taboo to.

Song Heng stared at Shen Nanyan tightly and didn't say a word.

Shen Jin was stunned when he heard this, looked at Song Heng on the opposite side and said, "They are naturally excellent, you can rest assured." "She's a stupid sister, even if she wants to ask, she won't ask now.

Shen Nanyan pretended not to see Shen Jin winking at him, and continued: "I haven't seen you for a few months, how can you let me feel at ease." After speaking, he couldn't help but caress Shen Jin's thin cheeks, and couldn't help but say, "Brother, you have lost weight." ”

I didn't pay attention when I came in, but now I look carefully and find that her brother has lost a lot of weight, but I haven't seen it for a few months, why has the former glorious son lost so much, what has happened to the Shen Mansion these days? What happened to her brother?

Shen Jin smiled and took away Shen Nanyan's hand on his face, and smiled comfortingly: "You just lost weight?" If your brother is thin, how can you provoke a Kyoto woman to secretly agree for me? You don't want to talk nonsense. ”

"Ah Jin is handsome and unmatched, he is one of the most beautiful men in Kyoto, so why should he worry about these little things?" Song Heng, who had never spoken, smiled, but his eyes kept looking at Shen Nanyan, expecting to see something in her eyes.

Shen Jin was afraid that his stupid sister was saying something, so he hurriedly said, "That's natural." ”

"My brother's words are wrong, if you talk about the most beautiful man in Kyoto, who can compare to the time of return? Although he is no longer there, his face is still engraved in my mind, and I have never forgotten it. Shen Nanyan chuckled and said word by word, speaking very slowly, piercing Song Heng's heart like a sharp knife, piercing him with bloody pain.

As soon as these words came out, not only Song Heng's face darkened, but even Shen Jin gasped, stood up and secretly pulled Shen Nanyan, signaling her not to provoke Song Heng.

Song Heng's face became ugly, and he slowly met Shen Nanyan's eyes, and squeezed out a few words from between his teeth word by word: "Oh? Since Miss Shen remembers her face when she returned so clearly, why did she still commit herself to the palace in the past few months? ”

Shen Nanyan looked at Song Heng's eyes and said word by word: "The courtiers have already married Guishi, as the wife of the Mu family, how can the emperor call Miss Shen?" ”

These days, his sister has been staying in the palace and living in the Fangxie Palace, which is known to everyone in the world, and she is already the emperor's woman on the surface. Even if his sister leaves the palace and Mu Zhao is impossible, even if Mu Zhao is willing to accept his sister, Mu Fu will definitely not let her step into the door of Mu Mansion.

Although she can live in the Shen Mansion all the time, she doesn't have to pay attention to the eyes of the world, after all, his sister's reputation is ruined now, and I am afraid that it will be difficult to gain a foothold in Kyoto. If you want to stay with Mu Zhao for the rest of your life in the future, unless you live incognito and live in seclusion in the mountains and forests, there is no other way.

If she is willing to forget Mu Zhao and accept Song Heng again, this is a good way, she became Song Heng's concubine, and the world will not dare to say anything more about her.

"Your Majesty, the courtier's sister is just unintentional, and I hope that the emperor will not be angry with the courtier's sister in the face of Weichen." Shen Jin knelt on the ground and pleaded, after listening to her words, he understood that no matter what his sister liked, he would follow her choice, he just had to protect her safety and support her choice.

"Really?" Song Heng ignored Shen Jin and continued: "Miss Shen is really forgetful, in just a few months, she has completely forgotten your true purpose for coming to the palace? After speaking, he pinched her neck tightly, and wanted to strangle her to death directly.

Shen Nanyan stared at Song Heng coldly, and spit out the words with difficulty in his mouth: You...... True...... Cough... Pathetic ......"

Song Heng's eyes were red, the movements of his hands were non-stop, and he kept increasing his strength.

"Song Heng, let go of my sister." Shen Jin stood up, almost staggered over and pulled Song Heng away, and didn't care about any courtesy, and yelled at him angrily: "Are you crazy? Are you trying to get my sister dead? ”

"Ahem! Cough! Cough! Song Heng's strength was amazing, Shen Nanyan's face was pinched red, and she kept coughing because of lack of oxygen after letting go.

"Yanyan, what's wrong? You okay? Shen Jin immediately ran to Shen Nanyan's side and patted her on the back to ease her.

Song Heng looked at Shen Nanyan's red eyes, looked at his hands with a dull gaze, and broke out in a cold sweat.

He almost killed her. If it weren't for Shen Jin pulling him away in time, the consequences would be unimaginable.

Shen Nanyan replied weakly: "Brother, don't worry, I'm fine." After speaking, he stood up and walked to Song Heng to stand still, his eyes were full of indifference and pity: "Song Heng, you are so pathetic, everything in the past few days is just my hypocrisy, it's ridiculous, you still believe it." Do you know? It's ridiculous every time I see your ecstatic expression. ”

"Shut up, you shut up for me." After so many days of sincere dedication, but in the end she completely denied it, how could Song Heng bear it, he looked at Shen Nanyan deadly, and roared in a low voice.

Although he likes her, but his sincerity will never allow her to trample on her like this, Shen Nanyan's words seem to tear open the layer of cloth that covers the wound that he has always existed, revealing bloody rotten flesh, how can he bear it. At this time, he seemed to be like an object that could explode at any time, almost just a fuse.

"Shut up?" Shen Nanyan sneered, shook off Shen Jinlai's hand to persuade her, and sneered: "Is the emperor so angry at this time that he wants to kill me immediately?" Am I not the same? In the past few months, I have pretended to be sincere to you, and I have been low-minded and flattering to you everywhere, just begging you to let the Shen family go, what about you? What did you do to me? These days not only suppress the Shen family, my father is far away at the border, my mother is sick and depressed, but I am kept in the dark by you like a fool, do you think I am very funny and easy to deceive? ”

After speaking, Shen Nanyan raised her head and laughed, her shoulders were trembling, she was like a madman in such unbridled laughter, she laughed at herself for being stupid, laughing at herself for being sad and lamentable, she was so stupid that she cut off the opportunity to be with Mu Zhao with her own hands, just to believe in someone who was not worthy of believing at all, she was so sad that she could not do anything to see her relatives being hurt. It turns out that everything she has done has turned out to be extremely ridiculous and vulnerable.

"Yan Yan, calm down." Shen Jin held down Shen Nanyan to calm her down.

Shen Nanyan pushed Shen Jin away all of a sudden, his expression was no longer as calm as before, and he shouted: "Brother, how do you let me calm down now?" It is impossible for me and him to appear in front of people in the bright and bright in this life, it is me who destroys everything, it is me who destroys my happiness with my own hands. ”

After speaking, no matter what Song Heng's reaction was, he stumbled to the dresser and pulled out the dagger inside, straight to his neck, staring at Song Heng: "Don't you want to threaten me?" Song Heng, then I just want you to watch how I die in front of you, so that you will live in nightmares day and night for the rest of your life. ”

Song Heng's face changed: "Don't mess around, I can give you whatever you want." ”

"Give it to me?" Shen Nanyan seemed to hear some funny joke, and sneered: "I want Mu Zhao, I want the Shen family to be intact, you give it to me, you give it to me, you give it to me, ......"

Song Heng stared at Shen Nanyan's series of crazy movements, and said with a wry smile: "Do you really love him so much? ”

"What do you say?" The dagger blade in her hand was extremely sharp, sharpening iron like clay, she did not hesitate to wipe it on her neck, and the blood instantly sprinkled all over the ground, and the blood flowed out of her neck like flowing water, and her white clothes were dyed bright red, like bright red mandala flowers in the sunlight.

Song Heng hurriedly walked over and hugged Shen Nanyan, who was about to fall to the ground, in his arms, and covered the wound on her neck with his hand trembling slightly.

The blood quickly soaked his hand, and Song Heng looked at the blood-stained hand blankly, hugging Shen Nanyan tightly.

"I said, I'll give you whatever you want."