Chapter 82: Thoughts
This is the only thing you are delusional.
Song Heng thought silently in his heart, and then finished speaking.
Shen Nanyan, Shen Nanyan, in order to love you, I gouged out a sincere heart and offered it with both hands, if you don't want it, you just want to stab it with a knife.
Do you think that only your Mu Zhao will be in pain, except for him, everyone else will not hurt, will not hurt, and live like a puppet?
Shen Jin watched blankly as Shen Nanyan cut his artery with a dagger without hesitation, everything came so suddenly, he was caught off guard.
Soon he recovered from his sluggishness and yelled at Song Heng, who was hugging his sister tightly, "What are you doing here? Hurry up and announce the Imperial Doctor! ”
Crazy, all crazy.
All of them fell into this strange circle, struggling in it and couldn't get out no matter what, and his sister didn't care about her own life for Mu Zhao, so she killed herself. Song Heng used all his strength to imprison him for her.
All this is fate, destiny is hard to disobey, it should be like this.
When the imperial doctor came, Song Heng's black clothes had been dyed black and red by blood, but fortunately, Shen Jinsheng was in a hurry to stop the bleeding for Shen Nanyan temporarily, otherwise by the time the imperial doctor came, she was afraid that she would already be more than lucky.
"Your Majesty, Lord Shen, simply stop this bleeding in time, if it is a later time for tea, Miss Shen is afraid that her life is in danger." Whitebeard replied after the examination.
The wound was long and deep, as if it had been wounded by some sharp object, and if it had been held hostage, the wound would not have been so long or deep, it should have been short and shallow. Even if the gangsters held Miss Shen hostage with a knife and didn't cut her throat in a hurry, it would never be possible to cut such a long wound under the obstruction of external forces.
This injury seemed to be cut by Miss Shen herself, and the imperial doctor suppressed the suspicion in his heart, he didn't understand the cause of Miss Shen's injury, in short, it was not something he should worry about.
When he heard that Shen Nanyan's life was fine, Shen Jin breathed a sigh of relief, and only after the worry in his heart was put down did he have time to think about other things.
Just when he was about to sort this matter out, he realized that the Miss Shen that the imperial doctor had just called was not Mrs. Mu, and even the senior imperial doctor was so knowledgeable about current affairs, and acquiesced to his sister's identity, I wonder if everyone in the entire palace regards her as the mother in the harem.
"You are a smart person, what to say and what not to say, I believe that you should understand if I don't say it." Song Heng looked at the imperial doctor condescendingly, and the deep meaning was self-evident.
"Xia Guan understands that Xia Guan will definitely keep his mouth shut and will not leak this matter for half a point." The Imperial Physician hurriedly lowered his head and said.
After getting a satisfactory answer, Song Heng nodded: "Go down." ”
"The next official retired."
After the imperial doctor left, the palace people in the palace also retreated, leaving Shen Jin and Song Heng alone.
Shen Jin looked at Song Heng with blood stains on his clothes and didn't have time to change them, and a wry smile rose at the corner of his mouth: "She's like this now, do you still refuse to let her go, don't you let go of the time to return?" ”
Song Heng raised his head, and when he saw Shen Jin's wry smile on his face, he suddenly wanted to laugh: "Ah Jin, I have known and intersected with you for many years, and now you are very vicious to me?" ”
"I don't hate you, I just don't understand you, I don't understand why you have to focus on her alone, there are so many women in the world, who do you like badly, but like her?" Shen Jin asked physically and mentally exhausted, he didn't even have the strength to persuade Song Heng to let go.
Thinking of what Shen Nanyan said just now, Song Heng's heart tightened together: "Ah Jin, there are thousands of women in this world, but there is no second Shen Nanyan, how can you let me go?" It's not that he didn't want to let go, but his heart refused to let him go.
Not long after the imperial doctor left, Chengle boiled the medicine and fed Shen Nanyan and then came out to reply: "Your Majesty, Miss Shen has woken up." ”
Shen Jin's face was happy, and he strode into the hall.
Song Heng looked at the back of Shen Jin entering, and after being silent for a long time, he turned around and walked out of the hall.
Cheng Le ran into the hall and picked up the cloak and followed Song Heng without hesitation.
When she ran out of the hall out of breath to chase after Song Heng, she found that he did not leave, but just stood at the mouth of the palace and looked at the plaque.
"Your Majesty!"
"What?" Song Heng asked, without glancing at Chengle.
"The emperor put on this, your clothes are stained with blood, if you go out like this, I'm afraid it will cause controversy among the people in the harem." Cheng Le handed the cloak to Song Hengdao.
Song Heng's eyes moved from the plaque to Chengle, watching her movements for a long time, and did not take the cloak in her hand.
"You're smart."
Knowing that he had annoyed him, Chengle immediately knelt on the ground: "The slave knows that she is wrong." ”
Song Heng chuckled, with disdain in his eyes: "I just praised you for your cleverness, why are you wrong?" He bit the typo very hard, and the meaning in his eyes was very meaningful.
"Slaves and maids should not try to speculate on the Sacred Heart." Chengle lowered his head and sincerely admitted his mistake.
Song Heng leaned down and pinched her chin, as if he was about to crush her chin with a little force, and spit out words in his mouth: "There is nothing wrong with speculating about the Sacred Heart, you are wrong in not having a different mind, I arranged you by her side, but I didn't let you have thoughts that you shouldn't have." ”
He doesn't like this kind of person who climbs the dragon and the phoenix the most in his life, and the palace maid in front of him rushed to flatter him, flattering, so that he really didn't like it.
The bones wrapped in her face seemed to be about to break, and the pain hit her, as if to destroy her, and she was so painful that tears appeared in the corners of her eyes: "The slave doesn't dare anymore." ”
"Get out!" Song Heng spit out words.
saved her life, how dare she continue to stay here, stood up and quickly disappeared from Song Heng's sight.
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"How do you feel, where is there any discomfort on your body?" After Shen Jin strode forward, Red Sakura immediately brought a pestle and placed it next to the bed for Shen Jin to sit there.
Because of the excessive blood loss, her face was still very pale, and her lips were very pale white, and Sakura helped her to sit up and sit on the bed.
"Nothing." Shen Nanyan said with relief.
"And said it's okay, do you know that you almost died?" Shen Jin reproached, and the distress in his eyes couldn't be hidden.
Shen Nanyan lowered his eyes and did not speak. The touch of the dagger stabbing into her neck was still fresh in her memory, and she really felt it when the blood gushed out, so much had happened today, so much that she didn't have the energy to calm down and think about countermeasures. Fang Cai killed herself with the element of arrogance, and really thought about exchanging her death for the peace of the Shen family and the peace of Mu Zhao.
After Concubine Yu told her what happened to the Shen family, she already believed it in her heart, and the moment she saw Shen Jin, she still didn't understand anything, the reason in her heart was replaced by anger and despair, where did she care about the consequences of tearing her face with Song Heng, and the meaning of why she stayed in the palace for many days, she only knew that she could no longer be at the mercy and deception of Song Heng no matter what.
Seeing that Shen Nanyan was silent, Shen Jin reached out and gently flicked her forehead, and said helplessly: "You really like him so much?" Would you rather give up your life and leave us alone in the world? ”
"Brother, you don't understand. It was I who personally cut off my opportunity to be with him above board, it was I who was too stupid to try to calculate Song Heng, but I didn't expect that now I would reap the consequences. Shen Nanyan slowly closed her eyes, and when she thought of the consequences of this incident, her heart was pinched together.
What could he say now, scold her? Or do you want to comfort her? Now that she and Mu Zhao really can't be together openly, Shen Jin was helpless and walked over to pick her up.
"Crying for what? Isn't there still a brother? If there is anything, my brother will hold it up for you. ”
The embrace was as generous and warm as ever, Shen Jin hugged Shen Nanyan, and his mind shook inadvertently, as if he had returned to the old way when he hugged her and comforted her, when his sister was too outstanding, and the teenagers around him always liked to follow her for no reason, even if she was forbearant and calm, she was still defeated after a long time.
Every time she came to him, he always immediately put down everything in his hand and did nothing else after comforting his sister. Only then did he feel that it was his own sister who was snuggled in his arms, the little girl who was a mess with a soft heart, not the one who liked to wrap himself in a cold mask all year round.
Shen Nanyan nestled in his arms, feeling extremely warm and reassuring, as if as long as he was there, her grievances over the past few days were nothing.
After being silent for a long time, she said, "Brother, if I say that I actually planned this matter from the beginning, will you blame me?" Blame me for abandoning you. ”
Shen Jin let go of the hand holding Shen Nanyan and looked at her coldly: "What do you say?" Whether you were forced to do today's events, or planned in advance, I will not allow you to hurt yourself no matter what. Even if Mu Zhao leaves you one day, I won't allow you to hurt yourself, do you hear it? "Being too persistent was wrong from the start. Song Heng's persistence hurt the three of them, and his sister's persistence also hurt the three of them to each other.
It's good now, his stupid sister doesn't hesitate to hurt herself, but she also wants to be with Mu Zhao. didn't think about his father, his mother, or even how sad and desperate he and Ah Ci would be after losing her.
"Brother, I can't live without him, I just want him." Shen Nanyan looked at Shen Jin and said lightly, with a calm look in his eyes.
Shen Jin slowly raised his eyes.
"Do you think Song Heng will easily let go of the return time? Don't be stupid, he didn't go back from captivity just to threaten you with him and let you stay by his side forever. Now that you're here to die or live, do you think you'll be better off in prison when you return? ”
"Brother......
Shen Nanyan raised her head suddenly, was she wrong? Was she really wrong?
Fang Cai's words were just angry words, just to give her a wake-up call, so that she wouldn't give up her life easily because Mu Zhao didn't cherish herself.
Besides, no matter what happens, as an elder brother, he will support everything for her, how can he easily ignore her.