Chapter 392: Let go of prejudices
The more he thought about it, the more angry Feng Xiyan became, the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and his back molars clenched tightly.
"Okay, you Shangguan Candle, since you are unkind, then don't blame me for being unjust."
Thinking of the familiar smell that appeared by the bedside every night, although Feng Xiyan didn't want to admit it, she couldn't deny that the reason why she stayed up until almost dawn every day was to wait for that person.
But tonight, she didn't want to wait, she came to see what he wanted to do.
After making up his mind in his heart, the anger in Feng Xiyan's heart was slightly reduced.
It's just that the anger in her heart has just subsided a little, and some people can't see her being quiet and come to stimulate her.
Looking at the person in front of her, Feng Xiyan tried her best to ignore it, but the other party's eyes were too playful, and it was difficult to ignore it, and she couldn't bear it, so she completely let go of herself and was not pretending.
Turned around and walked to the side of the rockery, found a fairly smooth stone and sat down, then looked at the comer, stretched out his hand and pointed to the stone on the opposite side that was also quite flat.
"That piece is quite flat, not a bad ass, please, you're welcome."
"When did my cousin become so bold and uninhibited?"
Hu Mingzhi was slightly surprised, although he asked, but he honestly walked to the position designated by Feng Xiyan and sat down.
"What's so surprising, when I was exiled with Xianggong a few years ago, let alone sitting on a stone, I even sat on the ground, what's all the fuss about?"
Of course, this is a lie, she is the emperor, let alone sitting on the ground, not even a stone has ever been done, because this is what kind of decent thing, even sitting on a chair, the back must be straight, the waist must be erect, the legs must be perfectly separated, and not on all fours.
You can't chirp when you eat, you can't make a sound when you drink soup, you can only eat one bite of each dish, and you can't be picky eaters, even if you dislike the dishes, you have to swallow them with a smile on your face, saying that you are afraid that someone will guess your preferences and poison her.
It's just that people are so strange, the more things they can't do, or the things they can't do, the more they prefer to do them, and they do them recklessly.
For example, now, no one is chattering in her ear, she likes how to relax, how she likes, how to come, and no matter what others say.
Hu Mingzhi was stunned, the surprise on his face was even more obvious, seeing Feng Xiyan's casual face, it seemed that he had long been accustomed to it, the sourness in his heart could not be stopped, his throat was a little itchy, and an indescribable pain lingered in it, he was reluctant to leave for a long time, and many complex emotions flashed quickly in his eyes.
After a long time, he said with difficulty: "You follow him...... Is it hard? ”
Feng Xiyan lowered his eyes, smiled bitterly silently, and said sarcastically in his heart.
Hard work, how not hard work, every day is scared, life is pinned to the belt of trousers, I am afraid that when I wake up that day, it will not be on my neck.
"It was originally hard, not good to eat, not good to wear, not good to sleep, but with him, I don't feel hard at all, but another custom has been born, and I now miss that time a little."
Of course, what I miss is not the time with Shangguan Candle, but the time in Zhao Gezhuang.
Hu Mingzhi's fingers hanging by his side were slightly bent, a wry smile crossed the corners of his mouth, and his mouth was full of bitterness.
"Really?"
"Yes, it was a short time, but it was the happiest and happiest time for me, by the way, do you have anything to do with me?"
If she didn't go to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, she didn't believe that Hu Mingzhi was just coming to her to catch up with her.
Suppressing the bitter taste in his mouth, Hu Ming knew that he was correct, and said: "There is something, the young master is unconscious, I don't know when I will wake up, and Rong'an Hall can't be left without an owner for a day, although it is up to me to deal with it now, but these days, Rong Antang has been on the right track, and there are no major things to deal with." ”
"As long as the superior continues in an orderly manner according to the plan I left behind, there will be no big ...... go wrong."
The more Feng Xiyan heard this, the more he felt that something was wrong, and sure enough, in the next second, Hu Mingzhi said the purpose that must be done.
"I'm tired, I don't want to take care of these trivial things anymore, I want to leave, although it's a little willful, but this is the first time I've been willful, so I can't take care of it much."
"Hu knows you ......."
As soon as Feng Xiyan spoke, he was interrupted.
"Cousin, I know what you want to say, but I don't need it, I don't care anymore, all these years, I have worked hard to make the Hu family invincible and carry it forward, and now, I have done it, but I am not happy at all, and I look back and find that I have lost more."
Speaking of this, Hu Mingzhi glanced at her, but what this glance contained was affectionate that Feng Xiyan couldn't understand.
After retracting his gaze, Hu Mingzhi said affectionately again: "This includes you, I once thought that as long as I was strong enough, I could protect you under my wings, and I wouldn't let you be hurt, but when I really stood in this position, I realized that the goal I was pursuing had long been missed, and all this became meaningless." ”
"What hall master? What power? What family glory? For me, everything doesn't matter, everything my mother wants, I have given her, and everything I want has no one to give me ....... ”
"To be honest, it's not that I didn't have thoughts, at this time, Wanyuehe is unconscious, and you are safe by my side, as long as I have a little evil thought, you and Rong'an Tang are mine, of course, I did move, but after you looked at me with those eyes that day and said those words, I woke up to what I was doing."
Forehead!
Feng Xiyan was a little helpless, and couldn't help but complain in his heart, "Fortunately, you turned back in time and didn't make a big mistake, otherwise, what is sitting here and chatting with me now is a corpse, Shangguan Candle took Rong Antang down with all his efforts, will he let you take it for nothing?" It's a big joke. ”
Hu Mingzhi continued to talk about his dark side, "You are a person who loves and hates clearly, if I strengthen you, maybe, what I will be left with on the second day is a skeleton." ”
"No, it's not me who became a skeleton, it's you, maybe you died in my hands before you succeeded."
Feng Xi said concisely, she was serious, not joking, if Hu Ming knew that he dared to mess around, she would definitely kill him with her own hands.
Hearing this, Hu Mingzhi was stunned for a while, and then he came back to his senses with a smile, "Yes, my cousin will indeed be like this, originally, I thought that only I could give you happiness and let you live the life you wanted, it turned out that it was just my wishful thinking, and the happiness you wanted, someone has already robbed me of giving it to you first." ”