"Well, there is, it is the apricot who served you together in our house, when I was decocting the medicine for you, because I was curious, I asked the slave and maid a few more words, and the slave and maid were afraid that they would misunderstand, so I explained it to them."

"Young lady, what's wrong? Any questions? ”

"It's okay, just ask, well done."

Feng Xiyan tasted like chewing wax and drinking the porridge in the bowl, although she had a great appetite just now, but after drinking two sips, she lost her appetite again, but even so, she did not drink willfully, but continued to drink with the same expression.

She knew that Hu Mingzhi would definitely not believe the explanation that was sent to the door, and what he believed could only be heard by avoiding others by himself, so that for him, the authenticity was high.

So he deliberately arranged for the bell to perform such a play, just to lure him to investigate, so that he would believe the news he had discovered, so that he would not make a big deal to inquire about who Shangguan Candle was?

so as not to startle the snake to the Empress Dowager Li and expose their whereabouts.

The bell has always looked like he wants to speak and stop these days, and he wants to open his mouth many times, but when the words come to his mouth, he swallows them back, and so on and so on for several days.

Feng Xiyan couldn't think that he hadn't seen it, so he received a message from the Molan flying pigeon in the palace, read the content of the letter carefully, and after replying to the letter, he asked the bell slowly.

"What the hell have happened to you these days? Why do you look preoccupied? If you have something to ask me, then hurry up and wait while I still have a mind, otherwise, it will expire. ”

Feng Xiyan had spoken, and the bell didn't ask the truth, so he hurriedly put down the vase that he had wiped several times, hurriedly walked to the desk, and asked across the desk.

"Young lady, do you think something is wrong with you lately?"

Feng Xiyan lifted his eyelids and asked quietly, "What's wrong?" ”

"Before you fell unconscious, all you thought about in your heart was the young master, crying and shouting to see him, and even because I and Hall Master Hu were angry for blocking you and us, why are you moving freely now, and Hall Master Hu didn't stop you, but was in a hurry?"

Feng Xiyan lowered his eyes, and the corners of his mouth slowly raised a sneering smile, "Yes, how can you not be in a hurry?" ”

"Huh?"

Bell looked at her with a puzzled face, not understanding what she meant?

Feng Xiyan smiled and said, "Didn't Hu Mingzhi say it?" Xianggong has a doctor guarding him, I can't do anything without saying anything, and it may affect him, so why not stay quietly on my own turf and wait patiently for news, so that it will be much better to have hope than to be at a loss. ”

"The slave doesn't understand very well."

"It's okay if you don't understand, anyway, it's best to never understand."

Now, the bell is completely confused, does he understand or doesn't understand?

Feng Xiyan lowered his eyes, looked at the hand glued with ink, and felt that he was a ridiculous clown, thinking that someone had paid for his life, and he had paid for the feelings hidden in his heart, which was an agreement to go to each other.

The two sides are evenly matched, and there is no hypocrisy in it, but in the end, she found out that everything was self-righteous, and from beginning to end, she just thought.

Because, she is always a pawn, a pawn that is infinitely used.

The funny thing is that she still thinks that she is special and different.

It's like the moment your hands are stained with ink, it's different, it's dirty, and even if you wash it with water later, the feeling of irritability just now will always exist, and it won't disappear just because it's clean.

"Young lady...... Is something happening? ”

Feng Xiyan's state was very wrong, and the mistake was so bad that the bell could see it.

"It's okay, it's just that I suddenly figured out something, let's go, go out for a walk, look at the flowers and plants, breathe fresh air, so that the mood is better and the injury can recover faster."

After speaking, Feng Xiyan walked out of the door by herself, and she was afraid that she would fall into some kind of paranoia and couldn't extricate herself, because just now, she had reached a kind of depression in "feeling tears and hating other birds", and she was afraid that if she continued to be paranoid, she would become less like herself.

The days continued to pass in an orderly manner, and there was no sign of awakening from Shangguan Candle, Feng Xiyan didn't know what he was going to do? I don't understand why he continues to be in such a fake coma? What is the purpose?

However, although she was curious, she always restrained herself and did not take a step, because everything had nothing to do with her, and it was because curiosity was too heavy before, and the sentence that curiosity killed the cat could be said to be a perfect fulfillment in her.

And now, she doesn't want to, she can't repeat the mistakes of the past, she is afraid, afraid that what she has lost is not a heart, but everything she has worked so hard to manage, and even this life will be taken into it.

Therefore, every day she should eat and drink, in her spare time, she takes the bell to go shopping, buys her favorite rouge gouache jewelry, and does her own original physical gymnastics in the yard, not only with the bell to do, but the maids in the whole yard are driven by her.

Every morning, when the sun is about to set, a beautiful scenery will appear in her yard, and then attract people from other yards to look curiously.

On this day, in the evening, the afterglow of the sun dyed the whole sky red, and it was unspeakably beautiful.

Feng Xiyan took the people in the courtyard to move her muscles and bones after dinner, but her interest was not high at the moment, it can be said that she was a little negative, and let the bell lead everyone.

He stood in a remote corner, stretching his arms and thinking thoughtfully.

I don't know what the hell this Shangguan Candle is doing? How many days have it been, and I haven't woken up yet, and I don't know what tricks I'm playing? Let's play, I didn't participate in it, except for eating and drinking every day, I had a comfortable life, and I didn't have to break the balance.

It's just that they have been out for so long, and the letter from Mo Lan said that the people sent by the Empress Dowager Li could not find their traces, and they had already begun to deal with them, and if they didn't deal with the affairs of Rong'an Hall quickly, they would soon be discovered by the Empress Dowager Li.

After that, her daughter's body and the matter of pretending to be the emperor were exposed, not to mention one of her, even ten Shangguan candles could not save her, and when the time came, she would face thousands of scolding, and before Empress Dowager Li could do it, she would be drowned by the spittle of the people.

Anyway, it was she who was drowned at that time, not him, so of course he was not in a hurry.