I don't know what story Muyang is going to say, but in my eyes, Muyang seems to be a person who doesn't know how to talk about these things at all, and why do you want to tell me these things?

"I've had a hard time since I was a child, and you should know this, but I didn't tell you."

Mu Yang sighed and continued: "I'm not telling you this to make you feel pitiful about me, you are more worthy of sympathy than me. ”

"You go on." I said.

"Let me ask you first, in your eyes, what is the relationship between me and Xuan Lonely?"

I hesitated for a moment and said, "It's probably just a bland relationship." ”

Muyang bit his lip and said, "Actually, he never told you that he killed my father." ”

I was a little surprised, but if I thought about it carefully, Xuan Lone's duty was to catch those criminals, and if Muyang's father did something wrong, then there was nothing wrong with Xuan Lone.

"What's the matter?"

"Although Xuan Lin killed the wrong person, I can't blame him for it. At that time, my father had some improper collusion with others, and he made some money, but he was not clean. I was still young at the time, and I wasn't very old, but he single-handedly contributed to my father's death, as if he had unintentionally planted willows in the shade. ”

Muyang didn't say more, and I didn't plan to continue asking, although the surrounding scenery was beautiful, but when I heard these things, I didn't have the heart to appreciate these beautiful scenery anymore.

"So...... What does Xuan Lonely think? ”

"He knew that the person he killed at that time was my father, but now that he is long gone, there is no point in saying those things, it is better to do things well in his own position, and maybe he can still be appreciated by the court."

"What do you want? I don't think you want those honors and awards at all, but like an old man in your seventies and eighties, you want to live a leisurely life. ”

Mu Yang raised his deep eyes and said, "Have you forgotten what I'm good at?" ”

"Jean?"

"Yes. What I want is to open a piano shop, sell pianos, and teach pianos, and live like this for the rest of my life, which is not bad. ”

"Also, although your piano skills are good, the days in the deep palace are not suitable for you."

"What are your plans?"

"It turns out that I really want to serve Mrs. Chang by her side for the rest of my life, until I look at her...... But then I realized that this was not the day I wanted. Now, I don't know what I want. ”

"Sometimes I really feel that it is very difficult to maintain the status quo, especially to live a stable life, so that you don't have to worry about what to eat and drink, and you don't have to worry about life and death."

"You're not as worried about life and death as I am."

Mu Yang half-narrowed his eyes and said, "It's just that you haven't seen it, I was in the deep palace at that time, and it seemed that I was experiencing life and death every day." The emperor wanted to assign me to my favorite concubine at the time, but the queen was angry for a long time, and she couldn't be angry with the emperor, so she thought of the law to call someone to persecute the concubine, and what was even more terrible was that after the concubine knew these things, she would let me test the poison first, whether it was food and drink sent by the queen or not, she would let me eat first. I couldn't escape, so I could only privately ask the imperial doctor to give me some more antidotes, so I barely survived. Probably in the eyes of those people, only if I don't exist, this matter can really be solved. ”

I was speechless, just sighed softly. Compared to Muyang's matter, I am more willing to endure my own story, after all, it is much better to hide a knife in the dark than to persecute on the surface.

"This place, I discovered it very early. When I was upset and needed peace, I would come here, and I figured out a lot of things. ”

I looked into his dark eyes and waited for him to continue. He pursed his lips a few times, and only said, "If you like it, you can come here in the future." I can go in and see my house, even though it's nothing. I'm going to sleep here tonight. ”

"What if there are wild beasts?"

"If I can't beat it, won't I still have you?"

"You're going to let me sleep here, too?"

"If you don't want to share a bed with me, then I'll sleep in a tree."

I smiled at the corners of my mouth and said, "That's not necessary. It's not the first time I've slept with a man! ”