Although the wooden house is small, it is complete, and there is no shortage of pots and pans. It seems that Muyang can also cook here.

"It's not bad here, you don't come much on weekdays, but you have everything well prepared."

"Life has to be comfortable, I'm not lonely, I can stand sleeping in that kind of place."

I know that this is to say that Xuan is lonely in the yamen's room, and the quilts on the bed are not complete, not like Muyang seems to live more meticulously.

"He's just like that, and of course he uses the same things as people."

Mu Yang laughed and said, "I didn't know you would also talk about him." ”

"Something, even in front of him, I'll say the same."

"Let's go buy something."

It was probably time to buy ingredients, and when we arrived in a nearby town, Muyang bought some meat and vegetables, bought two steamed buns, and soon we were back in the cabin.

Washing vegetables, cutting vegetables and meat, Muyang handled it very skillfully, as if he was not a luthier in the palace before, but a cook.

I watched him cook and look at the scenery outside, and suddenly I wanted to make this time pass a little more slowly.

The dishes were served on the table, all the colors and flavors, and this lunch was very meaningful.

"I really want to live my life in such a hut in the future."

Mu Yang said suddenly. I looked at him, a little unsure of how to answer, so I could only say dryly, "You will get what you want." ”

"I still have to take care of my mother. I know that her last days are few days away, but I still want her to have a few more good days. ”

"What disease?"

"Lost honor."

I took a breath, there is really no way to cure this disease, even if the king of heaven comes, it is useless.

"But my mother is very happy to have a son like me. I just want to know what she wants and I can give it to her to the best of my ability. ”

"What she wants is for you to live well, and it's best to marry her wife before she leaves, so that she can fulfill her long-cherished wish."

"It's not easy to talk about, I just don't want to make do, find a girl I don't like, which delays others and myself."

"It's much easier for you to take medicine than Xuan Lin in this matter, after all, he still has the pressure from the government to give him, if he finds a girl who is not in the right household, I don't know how many people are more anxious than him."

"If you want me to say, you're good."

I frowned and said, "What nonsense, how can I compare to his family background?" ”

"Your original identity is completely comparable."

"I'm just the descendant of two corrupt officials, and it's not my hard-earned money, it's all a stain, what's the embarrassment to say?"

"No official has been corrupt and bribed from the beginning, but later it became bigger and bigger before there was a word of corruption, people's desires are unlimited, greed is one of them, no one does not want glory and wealth, your father and mother also want to make your future life comfortable, will want to collect more ill-gotten gains, of course, take the interests of the people, this is a big mistake."

I don't want to talk about my parents anymore, they are an eternal stain in my eyes, a mistake that caused my fate, but I have no hatred, maybe because I was still young at the time, maybe because I have long accepted the life I have now.

"Enron's thing...... How much do you remember? ”

I raised my head and looked at Muyang and said, "Why did you suddenly mention him?" I still don't remember a lot about him, but I've dreamed of him before, it's just that his face is blurry and I don't have much memory. ”

"He went to find Ye Shixiang again."

I thought about it for a moment and said, "What's wrong?" ”

Mu Yang looked at me, as if he wanted to find some clues from my face, but he wouldn't succeed, because I only vaguely remembered those things, Xuan Lin mentioned it a few times, but didn't elaborate, maybe because Xuan Lin didn't want me to be sad, maybe because this kind of thing no longer existed in my life.

"Nothing. Eat vegetables. ”

I lowered my head and ate silently, I didn't know what was hidden in the hearts of people like Xuan Lin and Mu Yang, and compared to Xuan Li, I couldn't see Mu Yang's mind clearly, as if he had already penetrated everything about me, and I just stood naked in front of him, letting him observe and let him judge. This kind of criticism didn't bring me any negative thoughts, which made me feel a lot better.