Chapter 423: White Lies
She has no way of knowing this, because the person is dead, and what kind of mood she is feeling, she can't know in this life, maybe she will know when she sees Jiang Lianrong below.
When his thoughts went off topic, Feng Xiyan interrupted in time and pulled back his thoughts that were about to go astray.
"I know what you want to ask, and even I am sure to tell you that it is the idea in your heart, Jiang Lianrong is your cousin, you should know her better than me, although her tragic past has your unintentional actions, but she has never blamed you."
"I haven't complained about you, when she was dying, Xianggong asked her if she had any unfulfilled wishes, and she said...... She doesn't hate you and Mrs. Hu, and she never blames you, she only hates Mrs. Tang and Wan Tianshu, who calculated her, and the others, she doesn't hate or complain, she just hopes that you can live well. ”
"What do you mean...... These...... Is it all true? ”
Hu Mingzhi asked half suspiciously and half dazedly, and the whole person unconsciously took a few steps closer to Feng Xiyan, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, so he stopped hurriedly and looked at Feng Xiyan with complicated eyes.
Hu Mingzhi's eyes contained too much indescribable affection, Feng Xiyan didn't dare to look at her with her eyes, and her slightly fluttering eyelashes revealed her heart at the moment.
"It's all true, these are all told to me by Xianggong himself, in order to disguise himself as Miss Jiang and come back to take revenge, Xianggong told me in detail what he knew about Miss Jiang's deeds, so I pretended to have amnesiac Miss Jiang came back."
"Cousin...... She...... She really ...... So to speak? Also...... It's true...... Didn't you blame me? ”
Hu Mingzhi actually believed most of her words, but he couldn't pass any hurdle in his heart, and some refused to believe it and refused to let go of himself.
Seeing that Hu Mingzhi was not as dead as he was just now, his face gradually became a little angry, and the trace of guilt in Feng Xiyan's heart was completely abandoned by her, and she quickly affirmed her white lie while the iron was hot.
"Miss Jiang told Xianggong personally, she said that she never blamed you, I hope you can live well, you don't believe me, you should also believe Xianggong, with your understanding of him, you know that he won't lie."
"Moreover, if Xianggong lies, then, the Jiang girl I pretend to be can't be so similar, you all grew up together and must be very familiar with each other, so Xianggong can't lie, and I, just an outsider, has no need to lie."
told the lie so categorically, there should be no second person in this world except her.
Feng Xiyan couldn't stop being embarrassed in his heart, and his perfect acting skills were getting better and better.
Ay! In fact, she can't be blamed for this, she can only say that the experience gained in dealing with the old fox of Empress Dowager Li, in that position, if she didn't have two brushes, maybe she would have been crushed a long time ago.
However, there is no gain at all, at least it is very useful at the moment, at least it can help Hu Mingzhi untie the knot, and let him let go of his obsession with Jiang Lianrong and live a good life.
"Woooooooooo......oo Woowoo...... Rong'er, Rong'er...... It's me who is sorry for you...... It's me who is bad...... It's me who didn't protect you...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry....... ”
Thinking that the emotions had reached a point where they burst out, Hu Mingzhi was like a helpless child, squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, crying sadly, while talking to himself about feeling guilty about Jiang Lianrong.
Seeing this, Feng Xiyan sighed heavily.
Hu knew that he was collapsing the past too tightly, immersed in the past and unable to let go, and couldn't let go of himself, so he was so sad that he couldn't even release it loudly, and could only vent by smashing the surrounding objects.
It's just that it can only treat the symptoms but not the root cause, and there is no other way to treat the wound on the heart except to get the antidote and heal slowly.
Looking at Hu Mingzhi, who was squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, Feng Xiyan's nose was sore, and his tears couldn't stop flowing, and he couldn't stop scolding in his heart.
Damn it! This damn Mrs. Tang, how can there be such a femme fatale woman in the world, not to mention that she has done evil to herself, but also harmed others and her own children.
A flower-like ginger lotus paste, at the age when she is waiting to bloom, her life has just begun, and she died early, and she was still framed by the mother of the person she liked.
And because of Jiang Lianrong's chain reaction, the biggest reaction was that her cousin Hu Mingzhi knew that because he was a tool to frame her cousin, not only did he not help her, but also caused her to die tragically.
Who is this kind of blow, and can it really be easily put down?
Feng Xiyan also knew in her heart that it was impossible for Hu Mingzhi to really let go, so she could only weave a beautiful lie, a non-existent lie to help him, at least in this way, Hu Mingzhi could feel better in his heart, and he would not have no sense of survival.
"It's good to cry...... It's good to cry out, although Miss Jiang has gone, she will always live in our hearts and has not really left, so we must live well with her last wish and remember her for the rest of our lives, so that she can be blind. ”
Feng Xiyan took out a brand-new handkerchief from his arms, walked quickly to Hu Mingzhi's side, squatted down and stuffed the handkerchief into his scarred hand.
Her comfort was like opening Hu Mingzhi's tear ducts, squatting on the ground like a wounded little beast, tightly clutching the handkerchief handed to him by Feng Xiyan, burying his head in his knees and whimpering uncontrollably.
"I hurt my cousin...... It's me...... Why is she so kind? Why didn't you even give me a chance to atone for my sins? I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I'm really sorry ......."
"I love her...... I really love her...... I've liked her since a long, long time ago...... Since I knew what liking was, I had already liked her, and I made up my mind to save her for the rest of my life...... I don't want ...... anyone. ”
"God is not fair to me at all...... Little by little, it robs me of what matters most...... first snatched his father...... After that, Rong'er...... What the hell am I doing wrong that is going to punish me like this? Why ...... exactly? ”
Hu knew that the mournful voice came from his knees, there was no grief and indignation, no unwillingness, no excitement, and all that was revealed in the words was that he couldn't figure it out, and he couldn't figure out why these things happened to him?
Hearing this, Feng Xiyan's tears fell in strings again, and every time the tears fell, he scolded Mrs. Tang angrily in his heart.
"But why don't you let me ...... Follow you...... Why should I be saddled with all this alive? Why don't you let me ...... Coming to see you? ”