162, childhood sweetheart
At that time, I only thought I was the happiest girl in the world.
I will protect my sister for the rest of my life.
You said it.
At that time, how could the rain fall on the body so sweetly.
I thought that if God let me suffer more, the sweeter the days to come, then I would rather suffer for a few more years, and then hold you in the palm of my hand, grow up with you, become your wife, and have children for you, how happy it is.
Since then, I have no longer hated the people I used to be, because without them, I would not have met you now.
In late spring and early summer, in front of the twilight window, a few sparse pear blossoms, in the late spring withered, a little girl about ten years old, a little girl in a splendid cotton skirt giggled and jumped on the soft grass, her eyes were pure and cheerful, a little bit of starlight was shining and flowing, and everywhere she passed by were surging with bright and bright brilliance like flowers.
This is me at the age of ten, Fengwu, which is completely different from when I was six years old, and everyone who has seen me will be surprised by my change, and sincerely praise me, and I will gladly accept it, and say thank you with a smile.
Today you held my hand and mysteriously told me to take me to a fun place, and your big black eyes were full of joy in sharing toys.
Followed by a few subordinates, you took my hand and ran violently, letting the subordinates carefully shout your name behind while hurriedly chasing after them.
They are afraid that you will fall and knock, after all, you are the emperor's favorite Nine Emperor Princes, extremely noble, and the slightest mistake will kill them.
The emperor loves you, and the people he sent to contact you are all people who grew up with you since childhood, and they are all the most loyal people in your life.
Me too.
And it's the most special one.
Because you don't hold someone's hand, you only hold mine, and that means a lot to me.
After the closure of the country at the age of seven, he paid attention to the great defense of men and women, and paid special attention to the matter of male and female defense, and even spent a lot of space in the national book.
"Death by starvation is very small, and the loss of moderation is very great", "Preservation of heavenly principles, destruction of human desires" and other expressions are often used as evidence to explain the oppression of women.
The "Book of Rites: Internal Rules" stipulates that "etiquette begins with the husband and wife. For the palace room, distinguish the inside and outside. Men are outside, women are inside. …… Men don't enter, women don't go. "Men don't say anything, women don't say anything. No sacrifice, no mourning, no mutual instruction. …… There is no common well inside and outside, no bath, no bedding, no begging...... The road is on the left for men and right for women. To put it bluntly, there should be a strict distinction between the lives of men and women.
Men and women do not eat together. When boys and girls reach the age of seven, they should not sleep at the same table or eat at the same table, in order to forcibly help children establish gender roles.
In this era, although the status of boys and girls is much better than in previous years, the idea of preference for sons is deeply rooted, and boys are still more important than girls. Whether it is in terms of education, food, clothing, housing and transportation, their gender determines their identity and status from the day they are born.
The royal family of the feudal country only passes on men and not women, and you, who were born in the royal family, have been exposed to the big difference in the status of men and women since you were a child, and you are also familiar with the national letter:
Men and women do not kiss each other. Men and women cannot give (deliver things) or receive (receive things) by hand. It should be to prevent undesirable feelings between men and women due to intimate contact. When they heard that there was a widow named Ma who had sores and died, they advised her to see a doctor. She said, I am the daughter-in-law of the Yang family, and I would rather die than let a man see a doctor. It turned out to be really incurable. Of course, after her death, she was revered as a "festival woman", and was passed down by a tree monument, and it was "fragrant" for thousands of years.
Men and women do not sit together. Even when a married girl returns to her mother's house, her own brothers are not allowed to sit at the same table with her, or even eat and drink with common utensils. This provision is supposed to reinforce the status of women who are already "wives". A little attendant of the Han family of Shangshu is just a rough little servant in the backyard of the Han family, once he bought a piece of cake from the street outside and gave it to Miss Han Shuangchuan, Miss Han accepted it, and Han Shangshu knew about it, and was punished to kneel outside the ancestral hall door for a day and a night, and the little attendant also lost his life.
Men and women don't ask each other. Words are not spoken inside, and words are not spoken outside. The "Book of Rites" says that "the outer language does not enter the Kan, and the inner speech does not come out of the Kan", which refers to the so-called men in the hall and women in the room, each with its own scope of activities and life content. Men are outside, women are inside. Men should not tell their relatives about the chaos in society, and women should not spread the news of their parents to the outside. Men and women are required to uphold this basic norm of speech and behavior, which is more intended to cut off women's ties with society and prevent them from thinking differently.
Uncle and sister-in-law didn't ask. The non-husband and wife relationship in a door, especially between the brother-in-law and the sister-in-law, "do not enter the door unless it is for a big reason", and they should not greet and communicate with each other normally. There is a folk saying that "I would rather sit on the lap of the eldest uncle than live in front of the younger uncle", and modern psychology also believes that the sister-in-law is usually the first sexual fantasy object of the younger uncle, so this regulation is also to reduce family entanglements.
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You're smart, and these books come out of your mouth, but you don't care much about them.
Men and women have their advantages, and men and women can reduce the invasion from the opposite sex, and teach boys and girls to behave politely and self-love.
In terms of implementation, the development of male and female defense has reached a later stage, and its core has also undergone some changes, in addition to indoctrination and etiquette, it has gradually been used as one of the means of domination of the upper class.
In feudal society, there was a serious imbalance in the distribution of sexual resources, and there was serious inequality between men and women, which was prone to the emergence of "vast fields and many barrens, and red apricots out of the wall", in order to protect the sexual vested interests of the elite class, in order to prevent the sexual confinement of the powerful from being exploited by the weak male class and the controlled women. For thousands of years, the powerful class and the royal literati have spared no effort to advocate the "great defense of men and women" and "three obedience and four virtues", so as to let the weak keep to themselves, prevent the loss of sexual resources, and plug the loopholes of sexual confinement.
Let the weak keep to themselves?
What bullshit is this.
Women are inherently weak, so don't they deserve to stand with men?
The men who are above the top are just taking advantage of the feudal dogma and looking down on the rules set by women.
I'm in the dock until now, and some men are not as good as me, who is the weaker in the end.
Luckily, you didn't care about those feudal dogmas and didn't look down on me because I was a woman.
That's why it's so precious.
After running for a while, you stopped in front of the cold palace, the last concubine who entered the cold palace passed away a few days ago, and now no one lives here, it is desolate and desolate, and there is no popularity, it is even colder than the cold palace.
I shuddered.
I've heard heart-rending screams and staccato hoarse singing that keep people awake for days and nights.
You sense my fear, shake my hand, and push open the door to enter.
The cold palace doesn't seem to be so terrible.
"Sister, look."
Delicate and handsome, you pulled me with one hand, and pointed to the slightly drooping eaves with the other.
The subordinates in the back also mustered up the courage to walk in and stand around the two of us.
I don't know when a bird's nest that is not too small was built under the eaves, and there are chicks sticking out their heads, opening small black bean-like eyes, blinking at the strangers below.
At the age of eight, you already have the appearance of being handsome, with pale complexion and soft black hair, especially delicate facial features, large and clear eyes, long eyelashes, pure black pupils, and eyes that are hooked inside and out, cold and gorgeous.
The complexion is fair, the facial features are delicate with a touch of handsomeness, handsome with a touch of gentleness and chic, the jade tree is in the wind, the demeanor is graceful, and the pear blossom presses the begonia. There were a thousand kinds of glass in his eyes.
The fair skin sets off the pale pink lips, the handsome and prominent facial features, the perfect face shape, the sun is handsome and slightly uninhibited.
His ears are white and red, his ears are distinct, and the outer and inner rings are very symmetrical, like a carved work of art.
The appearance is picturesque, so beautiful that it does not look like a real person at all, this kind of demeanor has surpassed all human beauty at all.
He wore a purple and gold crown with a bundle of hair on his head, and his eyebrows were tied with Erlong's pearl gold forehead, and a white silk thread tied more than half of his dark blue hair high behind his head, and his black eyes under his willow eyebrows were like ink that could not be dissolved. Wearing a two-color gold butterfly wearing a big red arrow sleeve, a moon white neck silver fine pattern bottom brocade dress, a large lotus pattern on the white clothes like a shadow. Tied with colorful silk and long spike palace silk, covered with stone blue flowers and eight groups of forging row tassel gowns, wearing blue satin foundation small court boots.
The face is like the moon of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the color is like the flower of spring dawn, the sideburns are like a knife, the eyebrows are like ink paintings, the face is like peach petals, and the eyes are like autumn waves. Although he is angry and sometimes laughs, he sees it with affection.
Today you are a little different from usual, an excited smiling face, even the two beautiful eyebrows are flooded with soft ripples, as if you have always been smiling, curved, like a bright first quarter moon in the night sky.
Just casually wear a white robe, thinking that even if you are a fairy, you will definitely not be more beautiful than you.
This transcendent man and woman, transcending the beauty of the world, can no longer be described in words.
"Sister! It's falling! ”
In the midst of the exclamation, the little chick fluttered a few times, and one accidentally rolled down on the grass, flapping its wings in panic.
You hurriedly ran over, carefully picked up the bird, rubbed it on your cheek, ran to me, raised the bird in your hand in front of me, smiled and flattered, and said, "Sister, shall we put the bird back?" How anxious it would be if its mother came back to see that it was gone. It's good for us to keep it, you see how pitiful it is. I have a mother, it's so small, I don't have a mother. ”
You should be careful, and often bring some dying small animals back to the palace, so that you can put them down, and swear that you will raise them well.
Forget about kittens and dogs, once they brought in a gecko with a broken tail, which scared the concubine.
But you are busy with schoolwork, and you are an active person, and in the end, I didn't raise you.
But looking at your pleading eyes, I still smiled and nodded. Your request, how could I refuse.
Immediately, someone lifted a ladder and put it on the wall, and the voices of the people in the courtyard were boiling, and many palace maids and eunuchs crowded up to hold the ladder for you.
You prefer to go up to your own family and say that you have a sense of accomplishment, you are the prince, how can the next person let you go up, you are a little angry.
I said a few words on the side, telling them that the prince needs to exercise, and if something happens, it's mine. The next man will allow you to go up.
You turned around and giggled at me, and your tender little hand held the chick into my hand, and carefully climbed the high ladder to move the nest down little by little.
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