Chapter 43 (13)
She was almost three months pregnant when she was diagnosed. Her letter date was inaccurate, and if she hadn't fainted suddenly, she would have only been discovered when she was pregnant. In addition to herself, only Fu Yiyi and Doctor Shui Jingxuan, who diagnosed her pulse, knew about this matter.
And when I learned that I was pregnant, Yuexi Bridge's heart first crossed a trace of surprise. Soon the joy was overshadowed by panic and confusion, she sweated, tears gathered in the corners of her eyes, and looked helplessly at Fu Yiyi: "I drink medicine every time." ”
"......" Fu Yiyi frowned, "There is no way for Huanhuacao to guarantee absolute safety. ”
I could see that her subconscious reaction was to be happy, but somehow she was scared again. However, it is not difficult to guess that the dog man on the left and right only thinks that she is a chess piece, a tool that can be used at any time, and naturally does not want to keep their children. And Xiqiao is obviously aware of this, so he will be afraid.
…… I know the affection of the people of the Demon Sect, but I still like it, what kind of truth is this?
He sighed, thinking that the sooner the matter was resolved, the better. It's been three months, and the man has come once during this period, and her body is not good, if she hadn't practiced martial arts since childhood, I'm afraid she wouldn't have been able to let the child in her womb live until now.
The doctor said that with good conditioning and maintenance, the child can still survive safely. Ruoxiqiao wants to stay, but he is not afraid of trouble, and can give her the best conditions to help her raise a baby. It's just that the dog man may come over at any time, and it is estimated that the next time he comes, he will find her belly that is about to bulge, what will he do?
Fu Yiyi asked her for advice first: "If you want to stay, you can make it clear to him." ”
Yuexiqiao shook his head first, then remembered something, and suddenly raised his head and looked at him in shock.
Fu Yiyi shrugged: "I already know who 'them' are, and I also know where you come from, so you don't need to hide it from me." ”
She was even more frightened, and unconsciously shrank back, farther away from him. Fu Yiyi was a little injured, and her eyebrows were about to fall: "Xiqiao, I just want to protect you and respect your intentions." This child belongs to the two of you, and you need to tell him. If he doesn't want to stay, don't touch this mold, don't make him angry and do even more crazy things, just tell me, and I'll help you arrange labor induction. ”
“…… Will he be angry? She asked in a whisper, not seeing him nodding, she should be asking herself, "yes, he would be angry, why would he want to stay...... I'm the child of a prostitute. ”
Fu Yiyi was very puzzled, in the past year, Xiqiao has become more and more fond of "prostitutes" and "prostitutes" to talk about herself, obviously no one has been so sarcastic or degraded in front of her, everyone admires her, why does she look down on herself more and more?
It could only be the dog man, but it was only because he humiliated Xiqiao again and again that the girl who was originally lively and laughing gradually became like this.
The child must not be kept, not to mention whether Fu Xijing wants to want it or not, just to say that she herself, there are so many demonic qi in her body, even if she can give birth to the child safely, can she give birth to a healthy child who will not be disturbed by the demonic energy of the mother?
Yue Xiqiao bit his lip, his hand unconsciously touched his stomach, and the tip of his nose was slightly sore: "Fall down." "You don't have to tell him.
"......" Fu Yiyi looked at her for a long time, until she finally couldn't help but start crying with her stomach in her arms, then stood up and said, "It's okay." ”
Three days later, she drank the first bowl of the decoction that had induced labor. It would take days to completely clean the remnants of her abdomen, during which time she had to drink pills, stay awake at all times, and almost hopelessly feel their first child disappear from her body little by little.
It has been half a month since the induction of labor, and she still lies in bed all day long, not wanting to move. It's not that I don't have the strength, I just feel that I'm not in the mood to do anything, and I can't sleep, and I don't sleep well. As soon as she closes her eyes, she thinks of the child who was killed by her mother half a month ago, and she seems to be able to depict the appearance of a fetus that has been formed, and then she watches him being broken piece by piece, all because of her.
The other prostitutes in the brothel thought she was tired during this time and would come to see her whenever they had time. Many of them were pick-ups, and she asked them if they had ever thought about having children. They were all stunned, some nodded and some shook their heads, but whether they wanted it or not, they would never have it again in this life.
Although prostitutes can drink Huanhuacao after each pick-up to prevent pregnancy, most of them are afraid that her drug will not work, so they will choose to be permanently sterilized. At present, there is only one way to sterilize, which is to take poison and destroy the body. The prostitutes who pick up customers in the Shuijing brothel will take a small amount of mercury regularly, and after a long time, their bodies will deteriorate, and even menopausal, so they will naturally not be able to get pregnant.
Vouilli will not force any woman to pick up customers, let alone force the woman to take poison and become pregnant. Many people choose to be sterilized because they don't want to cause trouble to Fu Yiyi, the Xuan master is so good to them, and he really treats them as human beings, they will also be grateful, and will make the most beneficial choice for their work.
Yuexiqiao also knew that Fu Yiyi was really good to her, and she didn't even know when he learned about Fu Xijing's existence. He knew that she had lived in the Seven Star Sect and was now working for the people of the Seven Star Sect, but he did not hand her over to the Gu Lou Master to let everyone know that she was an undercover agent of the Demon Sect.
He seems to ...... Have you reached some kind of consensus with Fu Xijing? Otherwise, why would the person in charge of a decent branch cover for the people of the Demon Sect? Their tacit understanding must be about her, but Fu Yiyi promised Fu Xijing for her? Will he be infamous as a "lackey of the Demon Cult" because of her?
Fu Yiyi is a smart person, and she only said that she would have everything at ease, she didn't ask much, and if she asked, it wouldn't help much, unless she died. She is dead, Fu Xijing can no longer use her, Fu Yiyi will not do anything against her will because of her, decency is still decency, and the Demon Sect is still the Demon Sect, the two should draw a clear line, there should be no overlap.
It's just that she...... doesn't want to die, and she doesn't have the courage to die, even if she knows that Fu Xijing is good to her just to use her, she still likes him with all her heart, and hopes that he can have a little bit of sincerity for her, a little bit of good.
But why she liked him so much, she didn't understand. vaguely remembered that he saved her life, kept her innocence, and took her and Feng Tong in, and has been taking them with him ever since.
She stayed with him for a year, and maybe it was during that year that she fell in love with him. As for the reason, Xu is simply in love for a long time. He was a gentle man, and she was young at the time, so she was naturally attracted to his false gentleness.
However, she had no impression of what had happened that year, and what had to do with him. Lowering his eyes slightly, his hand caressing the bracelet on his wrist that he hadn't taken off since some, but this bracelet was given to her by him? Why she doesn't have any memory.
Everything seems to be very inexplicable, but the feelings of liking him are absolutely real, and I want to be touched and hugged by him from the bottom of my heart, and I want to see him and kiss him from time to time.
…… In this way, it seems to be inexplicably "real".
Only ten days later, Yuexi Bridge proposed to Fu Yiyi about finding a fate, and Fu Yiyi was so shocked that she almost threw away her fan: "Good girl, you haven't passed this little moon yet, can you treat your body well?" ”
Yuexiqiao closed his eyes and shook his head slightly: "We made an appointment to see each other tomorrow last time, and it is time to go to bed together." If he doesn't, he'll be suspicious. ”
Fu Yiyi pursed her lips and stared at her with a frown for a long time: "Even if he knows, so what?" ”
Her shoulders trembled, and she didn't dare to open her eyes.
"You've already flowed, even if you let him know, what can you do?" He was really puzzled, and the fan shook for a while, "Maybe he will praise you, you are both sensible and conscious, and you are promising." ”
Yue Xiqiao didn't think he was sarcastic, but after thinking about it, he didn't know why, he just didn't dare to tell him, for fear that he would find out-
What will happen? Would she be blamed for aborting their children without permission?
She was taken aback by her thoughts, and shook her head fiercely: "I have made up my mind, please be thoughtful." ”
Thoughtful and thoughtful, Fu Yiyi, who could only listen to her words and obediently prepare, suddenly felt that she shouldn't have been pampering her, what she said was what she said, she looked respectful of her, but in fact, what was the difference between hurting her?
I don't know what kind of evil it is all - she and the man, she and him.
The next day, Fu Xijing came as promised, without using anyone's identity, just making a mask and changing his body slightly. She greeted him with a smile, prepared the water for him to unload his face, and left the inner room for him to change his clothes.
She is really not very good at pretending, because there is something important to hide from him, so she is weak-hearted, and she barely meets his gaze between words, and can only feel that his gaze has been on her face.
It took more than half an hour to put on makeup tonight, and since she came to the Shuijing brothel, she has learned a lot of makeup skills from the prostitutes here, and with a little care, she can make her makeup very natural and disguise her normal complexion.
And men generally don't know how to make powder, he shouldn't be able to see anything, and then he will not be able to see the candle flame when he goes out.
He nodded, and went into the inner room, which should be easier to take off today's outfit, and called her in a short time.
Yue Xiqiao pinched his skirt hard, exhaled, and forced his composure to walk towards him. He was hanging his head and holding a clean-looking handkerchief by the basin, but he had put on his mask and changed his clothes, and he didn't know what he was doing.
With a bad premonition, she stopped not far from him. Seeing that she was no longer walking, he straightened up, wrung the towel clean, and placed it on the edge of the basin for the time being, motioning for her to sit down on the bed.
Yuexi Bridge walked over in small steps, sat on the bed, took off his shoes, and took off his clothes resignedly.
Fu Xijing kept standing by the window and watching her, and when she took off her only middle coat, she said "It's okay", and then picked up the handkerchief and walked to her.
Her heart kept beating, the fear in her eyes grew deeper and deeper, and she didn't dare to raise her eyes at him. He sat on the edge of the bed, lifted her chin with one hand, and placed a handkerchief over her face with the other.
Feeling that he was gently wiping his face, Yuexi Bridge said "It's over". He doesn't wear makeup, but his skills have reached the point where he can see through a person's appearance at a glance, and how can he not see that her face is coated with a thick layer of fat powder.
Yuexiqiao shuddered as he wiped his face clean, and hung his head deeply as he let go of her chin and got up to change her handkerchief.
Fu Xijing took another dry hand towel to help her wipe her face, and after wiping it, he put the hand towel on her lap and untied her hair bun in the posture of her bowing head. When everything was done, her hair was draped over her shoulders, and he took the handkerchief and the hairpin he had taken off and put it on the dressing table.
Returning to her, he took off his boots, sat cross-legged on the bed, took one of her hands, pushed his sleeve up, closed his eyes and began to check the pulse.
Although he knew that the pulse could not be induced, Yue Xiqiao still stared at the finger he put on his wrist in horror.
After a while, he frowned slightly, changed his other hand, and finally stopped at the ulnar pulse: "What's wrong with Qiao'er recently, the kidney qi has been lost so much." ”
She trembled for a moment, immediately withdrew her hand, lowered her head and said, "I don't know, it's indeed ...... Suddenly, I felt a little uncomfortable, and my face was not good, so I was afraid that you would worry, so I put on more powder. ”
"Tell Fu Yiyi to let people prescribe medicine." Fu Xijing opened his eyes, his eyes were bright, how could a good person come here to this point, he was not in good health, and he had frequent accidents.
Yuexiqiao nodded hurriedly: "It's opened, and I've eaten it for a few days, but it hasn't worked yet." Then he went and took his hand: "Don't be angry. ”
Fu Yiyi knew how good she was, and he didn't want to be embarrassed about anything, so he touched her head: "Qiao'er doesn't take good care of herself, how can I not be angry." ”
"I was wrong." Her nose was sore, and tears fell again, "I will be fine in the future, and I won't let you worry anymore." ”
I always feel that she has suffered a great grievance here, and every time I see him, she will become pitiful, but it shouldn't be like this, Fu Yiyi and the others in Shui Jingxuan treat her very well, and she is becoming more and more dependent on the people here.
He took her in his arms again and stroked her, feeling her hand slowly swim up to untie his belt, so he sighed and simply clicked on a large hole on her body.
Her body softened instantly, and her strength was drained in an instant, and it was extremely difficult to move her fingers.
Fu Xijing held her to move her position, set up the pillow, let her lie flat on the inside of the bed, and covered her with bedclothes.
He leaned beside her, making it easy for her to see, patiently wiping away her tears that were growing fiercer for some reason.
She must have something in her heart, but she didn't want to tell him yet, so he couldn't force her, so she could only wait for the day when she took the initiative to speak.
"If you don't feel well in the future, you have to tell me early, and you can't hide it." He put his hand to her face, thinking about what kind of threat would work against her, and finally said, "Next time, I really won't come to see you." ”
Yuexi Bridge had no strength and couldn't nod, so he blinked. In the blink of an eye, the tears would flow out of a line, and in the blink of an eye, it would be another line, and he was so panicked that he still couldn't bear it.
"I, I want to ......" finally she stopped crying, looked at him innocently and said, "I want to pilllow on your lap, the pillow is uncomfortable." ”
He laughed and said, "Isn't that bridge uncomfortable at night." ”
"Only tonight." She laughed too, and her tone became softer and softer, "Only tonight is uncomfortable." ”
He had to hold her body, remove the pillow, and move himself down, leaving her to lie contentedly on his lap. Seeing that her mood had finally improved a lot, he was very relieved.
"Will you always be with me?" Rubbing the back of his head against his thigh, Yue Xiqiao suddenly blinked and asked.
Fu Xijing lowered her body slightly and stroked her eyebrows, asked her to close her eyes, and replied in a low voice: "Wait for Qiao'er to wake up tomorrow morning before leaving." After sleeping on the bridge, I will always be here to guard. ”