The one hundred and eighty-ninth birth, her life hangs by a thread

"You went to Puguang Temple with us at that time, and you were only four or five years old at that time."

"But why don't I have any memory at all? Even I didn't know about the place of Puguang Temple, even if I was only four or five years old and just a child, but I didn't forget about it completely, and I didn't have any impression at all. Feng Luo leaned over as he spoke, the clouds between his eyebrows accumulating thicker and thicker.

Hearing Feng Luotian's words, the woman tightened her eyebrows.

"Niangniang, tell me quickly, what happened in Puguang Temple back then, what did I forget?"

Puguang Temple? It was unforgettable.

Back then, although we went to Puguang Temple as we wished, the Queen Mother also sent a lot of people to follow us and monitor the situation of my Tongsu Fang at all times.

Su Zhi's fetus was said to be two months smaller, and in order not to let those people suspect, Su Zhi has been secretly taking drugs that make the fetus grow slowly.

That night, Su Zhi secretly told me that she didn't want to return to the palace, she wanted to escape and take the opportunity to leave Puguang Temple, which was one of the reasons why she came to Puguang Temple, and asked me to accompany her.

I remember it was a very cold day, and the snow was so heavy that it blocked the way up the mountain.

As soon as I got up in the morning, I felt a cramping pain in my abdomen, and it was getting more and more painful, I realized that I might be giving birth, so I endured the severe pain and opened the door, and wanted to call someone to help me, I screamed for a long time, my voice was hoarse, and finally someone heard, she helped me to the bed, comforted me and said, I am sure that I will give birth these days, and Wen Po will wait in the temple in the morning.

My sweat has already soaked my whole body, and the sharp pain in my stomach seems to tear my whole body apart, I sometimes clench my teeth, sometimes exhale heavily, and pick the two corners of the square pillow to the death, praying that Wen Po will come soon.

But when I was already numb from the pain, Wen Po still didn't come, and the sharp pain in my lower abdomen was already making me almost faint.

"Where's Wen Po? Where is Wen Po? Why hasn't Wen Po come yet? I can't stand it anymore! I'm going to give birth! Yes!! ”

Do you know how painful it is to have a baby? The pain of life is worse than death, I just want me to die quickly, but I have been holding back that breath, Wen Po is on the way here, I hold on a little longer, hold on a little longer, Wen Po will arrive.

But I was in severe pain, vaguely waiting for someone to come, her voice was buzzing in my ears, my thoughts were already confused, but her words, I heard very clearly, she said that Mrs. Su Fang suddenly gave birth prematurely this morning, Wen Po went to see her, they have already sent someone to invite other Wen Po.

Wen Po didn't come, so what about me? What do I do, what do I do with my child? Her child is the heir of the emperor, isn't my child important? This bad news seemed to be the last straw that crushed me, and I suddenly hated it, and the hatred in my heart had never been so strong.

The palace maid who took care of me said that she went out to help me see if Wen Po came, and never came back, in the empty room, I was the only one lying helplessly on the bed, screaming heartbreakingly, I was unwilling, I prayed that someone could come to see me and save my child, I could even feel the child's head stuck under me, and his life was slowly passing.

Eventually, I was in so much pain that I had no strength left, and I was like a ruined butterfly, staring blankly at the bed tent above.

I seemed to have smelled the breath of death, it slowly approached me, suddenly, a soft and glutinous little hand gently reached into my hand, my thoughts slowly returned, I turned my head weakly and bonelessly, and saw you standing by my bedside.

Your immature eyes looked at me with a little doubt, and you asked me, "Aunt Yun, are you going to have a baby too?" ”

I looked at you, as if I saw Su Zhi, clenched my teeth, and the strength of not admitting defeat rose again, I hate it so much, I can't die like this, the more others trample on me like this, the more I want to restore my dignity, I must give birth to this child.

I didn't have the strength anymore, so I stretched out my two hands, grabbed the tent, and asked you to feed me some pastries to pad my stomach, and then go and bring the basin of hot water.

You are very smart and obedient, you have done whatever I told you to do, and until later, I am very grateful to you, if it were not for you, maybe my children and I would not have escaped that catastrophe.

But you are you, Su Zhi is Su Zhi, I will not implicate my hatred for Su Zhi on you, and I will never forgive those who have hurt me and my children.

In the end, when no one delivered the baby, finally after I was exhausted and collapsed, I gave birth to a pair of children, I actually gave birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses, what an honor, seeing the children come to this world safely, I suddenly couldn't help but shed tears, I felt that all the suffering I had suffered before was not important.

"It turns out that you gave birth to more than one child?" Feng Luotian said.

"You took off your clothes and put them on the children, have you forgotten?" The woman asked her.

"But why do I have the impression that you only have one child, Yueyan, and I really can't remember that I have ever seen those two children."

In her memory, she remembered that the child had died and had not grown up.

"Is it because ......" The woman stopped saying something halfway through her words, her eyes full of complicated expressions.

"Could it be what?" Feng Luo saw that there was something in the woman's words, and asked anxiously.

"It's nothing..."The woman turned her head away from Feng Luotian.

My child was born smoothly, but Su Zhi was not so smooth, she had a difficult birth, and she did not give birth until dusk, and the child has been stuck there and can't get out.

Later, His Majesty heard that she had a difficult birth, her life was hanging by a thread, and she left everyone behind, so she rode alone, and hurried to come, the road up the mountain was closed, and he didn't come immediately, so he climbed along the cliff and climbed to the top of the snow-capped mountain, and when he arrived at Puguang Temple, the cliff was frozen, and he would fall down if he was not careful.

Everyone thinks that Su Zhi can't give birth because of premature birth, but only I know that Su Zhi will have dystocia because of those medicines, and those drugs have great side effects, and they have a great impact on the fetus.

Seeing that His Majesty was here, as a friend of Su Zhi, I got up to help Su Zhi regardless of the fatigue after giving birth.

Because the road up the mountain was blocked, people could not come up, resulting in insufficient delivery of people, I just approached Su Zhi's house, I heard Su Zhi's miserable howl, the cry was even more miserable than her giving birth to a hundred times, I know, Su Zhi must be very painful at this time, my heart was tight, I hurriedly entered the house.

It is said that the delivery room sees blood, men are not allowed to enter, I just stepped into the room with my front feet, and I saw the man guarding the head of Su Zhi's bed, he looked solemn, bowed his head, and held Su Zhi's hand tightly with his big palm and kissed it on his mouth, as if he was praying to God sincerely, I looked at this picture, and I felt very dazzling.

It's just that in an instant, I took in the complicated expressions in my eyes, frowned, I stepped forward quickly, looking at Su Zhi who was already dying on the bed, my slightly tense face was a little relieved, I told Su Zhi not to give up, the child was about to be born.

It seems that my words have an effect, Su Zhi actually raised her eyelids, her sloppy eyes saw my face, she wanted to reach out, but she had long lost the strength, I understood what she meant, so I jumped over the man, raised my hand and held her other hand tightly, and passed the faith to her.

Her mouth was wide open, and the whimper from her mouth was blown away by the breeze in my ears before it reached my ears.

I leaned down and leaned over her lips, but in the hidden corner, my face was stunned and cold.

I finally heard her small voice, and she was asking me, "Child, how is the child?" ”

The look in my eyes stopped, I looked at her, hooked my lips with relief, tears suddenly overflowed in my eyes, and I said, "It's very healthy, and you have to give birth to the child safely, so that they can be companions again." ”

She laughed when she heard me, and then she turned her head to look at the sky, took a deep breath, and grabbed the man's palm with her hand, her nails sinking deep into the flesh, bringing out a blur of blood.

But His Majesty was not in his hand at all, he frowned, but because of the woman's rekindled fighting spirit, the corners of his mouth hooked up a smile of relief, and he kept saying words of encouragement by her bedside.

He stared at Su Zhi intently, but I stared at her silently, and he didn't turn his head to look at me.

His eyes, from beginning to end, have never left Su Zhi.

Some angry don't look away, maybe Su Tong's words touched my heart that had long been blinded by hatred, and I saw that the stable woman who was alone was already sweating profusely.

I walked over, to help Wen Po deliver the child, I just gave birth to a child, I still have some experience, about half an hour of hard work, I looked at the child's head finally exposed, heavy relief, as if to see the dawn, one hand holding the child's head, I raised my hand and kept calling Su Zhi hard, at that moment, I seemed to return to the first time I entered the Yutan small building, the first time I saw Su Zhi, no suspicion, no ulterior motives, the only purpose, is to hope that Su Zhi is happy, and the only thing I want to do at this time is the element of peace.

My back was already wet, sweat slipped from my forehead like beans, and finally in the last tearing cry of Su Zhi, the baby's cry cut through the cold and silent sky, I picked up the bloody child, the clouds between my eyebrows finally dispersed, I said, "Your Majesty, you ......" I didn't say anything, but he interrupted me coldly, he said, "Take it away." These two words are really cold to the heart.

I pursed my lips, silently withdrew the hand handed to him, frowned and looked at Su Zhi who had already fainted on the bed, suddenly, my eyes were red, and Su Zhi began to continue to bleed under his body.

The house, which had been slowly calming down, was once again flustered because of Wen Po's words, especially the first emperor, when he heard Wen Po's words, his dark eyes suddenly turned crimson.

"What did you say?" The man stared at the woman as if he was about to kill, and opened his mouth coldly.

"Your Majesty, Madame is bleeding more than once, if it goes on like this, Madame, she ......" Seeing the man's gloomy expression, Wen Po was suddenly too frightened to speak.

"Stop the bleeding!!" His voice was strong, and his eyes were bloodshot.

I peeked at his face, far more irritable than he had been when he had been drunk that night.

"Your Majesty, the women of the people... The women of the people did not dare... Madame's current situation, need to ...... You need a doctor. Wen Po's words were like shaking a sieve, and she trembled.

"What about the Imperial Doctor?! Why hasn't the doctor come yet!! He yelled at the crowd behind him.

The people behind him were terrified, and when they saw the man like this, they all fell to their knees in a panic.

In the room, except for the loud cries of children, no one dared to make a sound.

Seeing the woman's blood flowing out continuously, His Majesty's eyebrows were full of panic, he knelt on the side of her bed, grabbed her hand tightly, buried his face in frustration on the back of her hand, and kept muttering, "Citrus fang, don't leave me, don't leave me." ”