I gritted my teeth, watching His Majesty humble himself in front of everyone, he kept begging her, not caring what they would think, his preference for Su Zhi has always been blatant, and I gave birth to a child alone.

Just when everyone was helpless, someone outside the room shouted, "The Imperial Doctor is here!" The Imperial Doctor is here! ”

said that it was too late, and then it was too fast, but I saw an old man walking in with a head full of snow.

"See ......" The old man was about to salute, but His Majesty had already approached him, and quickly pulled him to the woman's bed.

"Quick! Look at her. ”

The old man was frightened, and when he saw his wife lying in a pool of blood, he hurriedly leaned over and opened the medicine box.

I knelt in the crowd with the child in my arms, and when I saw the man's nervous look, I coaxed the child in my arms, got up, and left alone.

"Where are you going to take the baby?" Feng Luo asked.

Where else can I go, that child has been in my arms since birth, everyone is busy, even His Majesty doesn't care about her, who cares about this child except me?

Su Zhi gave birth to a girl, I wiped the blood stains on her body, put it with my children, and looked at the appearance of the three children, I actually made them laugh with extra leisure.

My two children kept stretching their little arms and feet, not to mention how lively they were, only Su Zhi's child, she looked at me motionless with pure black eyes, just like Pixel, a calm and graceful girl.

But I know that she will not grow up as lucky as Su Fang, and the current quiet is a precursor. Her heart beats very slowly, and sometimes she can't even catch it, this child's body is very weak, it should be caused by the side effects of drugs and the dystocia of Su Citrus.

At this time, you also ran to the bedside, and looked at the three little people on the bed with round eyes, and you asked me, which is your mother's child? I just looked at you with a smile and touched your head for you to guess.

You look at the three children, think for a moment, and then raise your hand and point at my son, and smile at me.

I chuckled and didn't tell you the answer.

Turning my head lightly, a bold idea came to me spontaneously.

The past reappeared in my mind, how I was bullied, how I was looked down upon, how I was called by others, they were like maltose on the soles of my feet, I couldn't shake them off.

Su Zhi, the man I once thought would take me out of the quagmire, ended up falling into the abyss with me.

What she easily obtained, what she easily discarded, I could not get with all my might.

She said that she regarded me as a friend, but she refused to tell me anything, and that I would never be able to compare to that man in her mind, or even the boy who looked a little like a man.

There is no one who can help you at all, and the only person who can help you is yourself. Su Tong can't help me, and the queen mother can't help me, even if I turn over and become a nobleman and become a master, I still have to be bullied, only by becoming the strongest and trampling everyone under my feet, no one can bully me.

"Don't you ......" Feng Luotian suddenly understood from the woman's words.

"That's right. I finally hugged my son to Su Zhi. ”

"Stealing dragons and turning phoenixes, you don't understand, do you?"

"You're crazy, it's a crime of deception." Feng Luo frowned and scolded sharply.

"The sin of deceit? Scold. The woman snorted softly as if she had heard some funny joke.

She looked at Feng Luotian with a smile between her eyebrows, and muttered, "Just like I said just now, how could such a shrewd person as the Queen Mother and the Emperor let a child of unknown origin become the emperor?" ”

Feng Luo pondered deeply, and then with a shocked face, he said, "You mean, Father knows that you have changed your two children. ”

"At that time, Su Citrus gave birth, and I was present, Wen Po, and His Majesty were the closest, although he didn't care about the child at that time, but what about Wen Po? Wouldn't she know that Su Zhi gave birth to a daughter? The woman asked rhetorically.

Even if Wen Po didn't notice the child, it all went so smoothly that it made me feel that all this was too unreal.

"What about the kid?"

"Kid?" Woman recalls......

Later, Su Zhi was finally pulled back from the Ghost Gate, and I can't help but say that her life was really hard, and she still didn't die after so much blood. The first thing she did when she woke up was to look for the child, I asked you to take my son to Su Zhi, Su Zhi excitedly held the child in her arms, like a baby, she didn't find out that the child was not hers.

She took my hand and smiled like a child, she said that she finally gave birth to him, they can be companions like us, I smiled at her, the nostalgia for the child in my eyes could not be hidden, Su Fang because of poor health, can not breastfeed, I invited myself to take over this job, although he can not be kept around, at least, he can eat his mother's **.

The woman spoke, a mist appeared in her eyes, her gaze became ethereal, and she looked at the darkness around her......

As for the child, she was really as I expected, only a few days after she was born, she began to have a fever, and her whole body was red and convulsed, but she did not cry, she was really sensible, and just looked at me with her eyes open quietly. Every time she looked at me like this, the guilt in my heart became deeper and deeper, the doctors said that the child's illness could not be cured, it could only be delayed for a while, I don't know how I listened to the doctor's words, I stood there dumbly, looking at the little person on the same bed, she actually winked at me, my heart was tightly clenched, tears came out of my eyes at the same time I turned around angrily, I really tried my best to save her life, but everything was so powerless...

I can treat a newborn baby so cruelly, knowing that her life is so short, but I still ruthlessly deprive her of the right to reunite with her mother, but there are some things, once done, there is no chance to turn back, not every time you make a mistake, you can turn back.

"But do you know that you did this and completely changed the fate of these two children." Feng Luo pursed his lips slightly and said.

Of course I know that the child follows me, a lowly mother, what will be the future, but if he becomes Su Zhi's child, it will be different, Su Zhi is His Majesty's favorite person, love the house and Wu, even if His Majesty knows that this child is not Su Zhi's, he will look at Su Zhi's face and care more for him, it turns out that I am right, you look at Jing Xuan, he has not become the emperor of Beiyuan now, has he? He will never be bullied casually like his mother again.

"What do you mean, Jing Xuan is your child?" Feng Luo was stunned, her eyebrows were in a trance, and she felt that her throat was a little congested and she couldn't speak.

In this way, Jing Xuan is not an illegitimate child, he is really the child of his father, so what have they been fighting all these years? Because of this ridiculous secret, their siblings turned against each other, killed each other, and even the tragic ending of the previous life, all because of this secret.

Oh my God, Feng Luotian doesn't know, why did God make such a big joke on her?

That's right, Jing Xuan is my son, but I can't recognize him, I reincarnate every day and night, in the empty Luoxia Palace, I hold Yueyan, and he will always sound suddenly, mother and son are connected, how can I give up him, I want to bring him back several times. So Su Zhi is very good to him, I can go to see him every day, many times, in order to prevent arousing suspicion, I go in the name of visiting Su Zhi, he is really cute, he will smile at me, will grab my clothes, will babble at me.

As for Su Fang's child, her body is getting weaker and weaker, and she can't stand the bumps, because the child can't live for three months, I ask Your Majesty to leave the child in Puguang Temple, hoping that under the blessing of the Buddha's light, the child can be born luckier in the next life, after all, God still has not pity this girl, she returned to the palace not long after, she received the news of the child's death.

"What?!"

"You say, sister... It's dead..."Feng Luo leaned half loudly to find her voice, and she lost her mind for a long time in the woman's words.

Li Yun looked at Feng Luo's eyes with a deep sadness, she narrowed her dry lips slightly, and deep apologies and pain floated between her eyebrows.

The days when the child just left, I was also very sad, I locked myself in the dormitory, and I dreamed of the child at night, just like she used to look at me with her eyes open without crying or making trouble, but this made me very scared, a chill always surrounded me, my spirit has been in a trance, I finally knew, this person, must not do bad things, this does something hurtful, will always be punished, I didn't dare to see the child's cold corpse, the child's funeral was ordered by the first emperor to do, during that time, I felt like I was a walking corpse possessed, and I didn't see Su Citrus, and living like a year was not a torture for me.

Seeing Su Zhi again, it has been more than a month since the death of the child, that is, I almost didn't recognize Su Zhilai, she was lying on the bed with yellow muscles and thin muscles, her eyes were blank, and she looked haggard, I asked Yu Qin Xiaozhu to take care of Su Zhi's palace maids, they told me that as early as a month ago, it was a few days after the girl's death, Su Zhi, who was originally good, suddenly had a colicing pain in her heart, and then the whole person fainted, Su Zhi's whole body has been in a cold sweat during the coma, and there are words in his mouth, I don't know what he is saying, The face is full of painful expressions, and there will be inexplicable tears in the corners of the eyes, even the imperial doctors can't see what disease Su Zhi has, until recently, he woke up, but although the person is awake, but this spirit does not seem to have recovered, the whole person is chattering, just don't say a word, look out the window all day, and don't know what to see.

I listened to the descriptions of the palace maids, and I was so scared that my hands and feet were numb, could it be that Su Zhi sensed the death of his own daughter, so he gave birth to this serious illness and became like this?

I didn't know, I slowly walked to the head of Su Zhi's bed, squatted on the side of her bed as meekly as before, reached out and grabbed her hand tightly, and whispered her name.

Su Zhi heard me calling her, she moved her eyes slightly, but the moment she saw me, her eyes shook violently, she suddenly grabbed my hand hard, the sharp nails sank deep into my flesh, I was terrified, watching her empty eyes covered with a trace of scarlet, tears slipped out of her huge eyes.

When I saw Su Zhi like this, I was scared, I broke free of Su Tong's hand, got up and stumbled back, but Su Zhi still refused to let me go, suddenly raised his hand and pointed at me, looking at me with such indifference and anger.

Everyone only thought that Su Zhi was suffering from madness, and hurriedly stepped forward to hold Su Zhi down to prevent her from doing anything dangerous, Su Zhi stared at my weak face, screamed, rolled his eyelids, and fainted.