Chapter 4 Nightmares
Yan'er opened her eyes and her eyes were dark, she first thought she was blind, and when her pupils adjusted, she realized that she was in a hazy and dark world, what kind of place is this? She panicked and began to rampage to find the exit, suddenly banged, Yan'er first felt that she had hit a wall, and then the whole person fell backwards and fell heavily, Yan'er held her hips and secretly ate pain, raised her eyes and bent her knees, and instantly frightened her hairs stood on end.
"Ahh
It's that fat pig! That insidious, cunning, disgusting, fat man.
This person was salivating, rubbing his hands, and licking the tip of his tongue around his mouth, continuing to approach.
The goose screamed, stumbled and ran away like crazy, and kept running and calling for help, "Help, help"
Like a headless fly, I don't know how long I ran, and my foot was suddenly tripped by something, "Ahhhh This time, Yan'er didn't care about the pain, trembled and gritted her teeth and got up directly. Turn your head to see what it is that stumbles upon you, and when your gaze falls to the ground beneath your feet,
"Ahh
The screams resounded in the night sky again, it was the despicable Scar Bandit! Yan'er covered her mouth in fright, took a few steps back, turned around and was about to escape, when she landed, a lewd and greasy face suddenly appeared in front of her, and her eyes were facing each other, not a fat man or anyone! It was so close that even the hair in the fat man's nostrils was clearly visible, and at this time he was pouting his disgusting stinky mouth and making a gesture to kiss him. Yan'er screamed and couldn't hold back her nausea, retreated again and again, turned around and fled in the opposite direction, who knew that as soon as she turned her head here, the scar thief's lewd face was also pasted over at once, and she also made a gesture to kiss, and the two villains attacked her one after the other, and the goose like a trapped beast was in despair, and her heart finally collapsed, covering her ears with both hands, trembling violently, like a madwoman's hoarse roar:
"...... Open...... Ah............h
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At midnight, the candle flickered.
Long Aoki was suddenly awakened by this frightened cry, his eyes opened, he jumped up from the ground and jumped to the side of Yan'er's bed, and hooked the bed curtain that was opened to the curtain hook, only to see her half-sitting curled up at the head of the bed, trembling violently, covering her ears tightly with her hands, her forehead was covered with beads of sweat the size of beans, her face was terrified, her eyes were staring straight ahead, but for some reason her sight seemed to fall into the ethereal distance through the curtain, and her wide eyes were wrapped in tears and swirling. That pitiful appearance resembles a soft kitten that is too frightened, which makes people feel distressed when they see it. Knowing that she was frightened in a dream, but finally woke up, Long Aoki swept away the panic of the past few days, his face was surprised and happy, and after calming his mood, he tiptoed and sat down lightly against the edge of the bed, for fear that he would frighten her again if he was not careful, and his eyes wandered away from the person's face with anxiety, and slowly approached and called softly
"Yan'er...... You're awake."
Stretching out his hand to grab her to comfort,
Yan'er still covered her ears, only followed the call to the faint and slowly sideways, half-squinted as if she wanted to see the illusion in front of her, the blurred picture slowly cleared, and when she was about to see the clouds, she suddenly felt a hand touch her arm, which made the frightened Yan'er full of panic and fear suddenly ignited again. There was only fear in his mind, so scared that his eyes seemed to be blind, and he only turned the hand covering his ear into a thousand defenses and frantically swung at Long Aoki.
"Don't touch me! Help me! No! ”
The wild goose was swinging with all her strength in an orderly manner, and her mouth kept crying.
Seeing this, Long Aoki didn't care about the difference between men and women, and greeted her small fists that danced like raindrops, and hugged her into his arms after approaching, and her pair of angry waves also surging straight to Long Aoki's hard chest, Long Aoki frowned violently, and only used a bear hug to firmly imprison her, letting her howl and beat like crazy, only calling in her ears over and over again:
"Yan'er, I'm Brother Aoki, Yan'er, I'm Brother Aoki, Yan'er, I'm ...... Aoki"
For a long time, under the call and comfort of the chivalrous and tender voice in his ears, the wild goose, who was crying hoarsely and screaming to get away, help, and let go, finally slowly calmed down, only lying on his stomach in his hot arms, muttering "Brother Aoki, Brother Aoki, it's really you,"
Long Aoki trembled slightly with excitement when he heard this, and said in his heart that this person was really sober this time, he really had eyes in the sky, and he was overjoyed and only hugged her tighter.
Because Yan'er woke up suddenly, Long Aoki was too worried about her, so he didn't even bother to put on his coat and pants, so he jumped to comfort her. At this moment, he was only wearing his middle shirt and pants, and when he tossed and turned, his clothes were loose and slanted, and Yan'er beat him for a while just now, and now his clothes were half open, Yan'er's face was tightly attached to Long Aoki's strong and hot chest at this time, and the temperature of the skin was close to Yan'er's internal organs through the pores and spread to Yan'er's internal organs with the blood flow, driving away the cold for her and warming her whole body. Long Aoki is also hot and dry.
Yan'er's little white jade-like hand grabbed Long Qingmu's corner hard, slowly raised his head, and the tip of his nose touched Long Qingmu's resolute chin, Long Qingmu's chin itched, and he also gently bowed his head to her beautiful eyes with tears hanging on them, only to see that in the crystal clear eyes like Yao Chi, Rong Rong was full of all kinds of soft feelings gurgling and flowing under his eyes. Long Aoki looked at it, shook his head, and only said softly
"Don't be afraid, Yan'er,"
The gentle and extremely concerned voice crushed her layers of defenses and smashed the softest cotton floor in her heart. Yan'er's nose was sore, and then she lowered her head and leaned into his arms, whimpering and crying while hugging the handsome man in front of her for fear that he would suddenly disappear, crying so that her back trembled, Long Aoki hurriedly stroked it, like stroking a weak and helpless cat.
The two hugged each other tightly, one delicate, the other resolute and tender, and it was like this for a long time.
The peach-colored silk curtain pouring on the side of the bed is shrouded in swaying warm candlelight, and the whole bed is full of crimson, faint and translucent warmth, which is even more ambiguous and charming.
When Yan'er's three souls, seven spirits and six senses returned to their places, she realized in the faint candlelight that it was night, and she was shocked to realize that at this moment they were lonely men and widows clinging to the bed in disheveled clothes... Hug... Embrace... Hold, it's very unorthodox. Yan'er exclaimed, and pushed Long Aoki away, Long Aoki, who was originally in a relaxed state and full of affection, was suddenly pushed by her, but he also suddenly came back to his senses, and realized that he was abrupt Yan'er, so he quickly changed from sitting on the edge of the bed to standing on the edge of the bed, and wanted to apologize and explain something in a panic.
When the words came to his mouth, he didn't know how to speak, he wanted to appease her with palpitations, in fact, he didn't need to be so abrupt to her, he asked himself if he wanted to take advantage of the danger of others to do offensive things in the name of appeasement, but he couldn't think of a reason. I thought to myself, maybe I really just wanted to hold her tightly! Just like that day, from the hinterland of Lao Worm Mountain to the inn, he hugged her tightly all the way.
When his inner thoughts died down, Long Aoki paused for a moment, and said earnestly with an apologetic face
"Yan'er, just now I just wanted you to calm down quickly, I can't bear you to be so frightened, it's really in a hurry to be abruptly offended...... I"
Before he could finish speaking, Yan'er lowered her head and tugged at the quilt to interrupt him softly
"Don't say it, I'...... I don't blame you."
Long Aoki was stunned, his face slowed down, and he suddenly caught a glimpse of his open placket, frowned, immediately turned around and closed it, and quickly leaned over to pick up the robe on the futon on the ground and put it on his shoulders, stretched out his hands into the sleeve holes, and wrapped himself tightly.
Yan'er didn't look at him, lowered her eyes and looked at her chest, only to see that her chest was wrapped in a wide pure white wide coat, and a warm current surged into her heart, it was Aoki's brother's clothes. Oh, it's because she was torn by the scar man that day, Yan'er's head banged, and the lead of the memory was instantly detonated again, and the terrifying scene when the scar man pressed her to the ground that day and tore her clothes roughly and brutally...... Yan'er violently ripped off the pure white outer cloak shrouded in her body, and sure enough, the neckline of her original clothes was torn apart, revealing the pink belly pocket inside, and the cruel sadistic pictures that could not be looked back on burst out of the shackles of memory, and they were replaying it ruthlessly, only to feel that the ears were all the dirty and obscene buzzing of the scar man echoing, and her mind was full of disgusting pictures of the scar man pressing on his body and burying his head on his neck collarbone and chest through his belly pocket, kissing and humiliating back and forth, and the disgusting picture choked her throat and made her unable to breathe, It was like falling into the dirtiest pool in the world, even if she finally survived, but the foul smell of dirt always reminded her that she had this unbearable experience. Yan'er frowned, her eyes were fixed on her chest, her whole body trembled, her face twisted into a ball of pain, and she frantically grabbed the torn clothes on her chest, as if it was stained with the most corrupt, filthy and disgusting dirty bacteria and viruses in the world. She hated every inch of her skin that had been humiliated, and she longed to use a knife to exploit that skin with her own hands.
Long Aoki tied his belt, turned his head and saw Yan'er grabbing himself frantically out of control, as if he would not give up if he didn't scratch the skin of his upper body, his outer coat seemed to be torn off, tightly wrapped in the [huge] peach blossom pink silk belly pocket that seemed to be bursting in the next second, Long Aoki didn't think about it, only swallowed a mouthful of saliva, his heart was full of only Yan'er's pitiful appearance of being out of control and pain at the moment, his heart was fierce, and he immediately leaned over and half-squatted in front of the bed, Rouyi, who had snatched her, held it tightly in the palm of her hand, took it away from her chest and gently put it on the futon, her neck and collarbone were full of red marks that she had just scratched hard, and her heart suddenly hurt again.
"Yan'er, what's wrong with you, stop thinking about those bad things, those people were all killed by me, everything has passed"
Yan'er's whole body was still tense and trembling, her eyes slowly turned to him, and pearl-like tears burst out of her eyes again, rolling down to her pale cheeks and then dripping onto the back of Long Aoki's hand.
People are dripping tears, and Long Aoki's heart is also hurting.
The geese shivered and wailed.
"I'm going to bathe, I'm going to bathe,"
She couldn't wait, she wanted to take a shower right away, she wanted to wash off the saliva left by the scar man on her neck and collarbone, she wanted to wash away the humiliating, filthy and disgusting miasma on her body, she wanted to wash away the unbearable images. The memory made her so disgusted that she wanted to vomit violently.
Yan'er's hand broke free of Long Aoki's broad palm, threw herself into his arms, hugged him with all her might, and whimpered and begged
"I'm going to take a bath, I'm going to take a shower now"
Long Aoki stopped in the air with both hands, not knowing whether to hold back or what to do, only whispered softly
"Okay, I'll go and tell the guy to boil water immediately, and you will rest first if you are weak."
The words fell, but no one had the slightest intention of letting go, and said again
"Yan'er, I'll tell the guy to boil water, can you rest first?" Gently pat her on the back.
"Nope! I'm scared...... Will you ...... Suddenly gone," pitifully with a trill. It's unbearable.
"Don't you want to bathe, you have to boil water before bathing, don't you? I won't leave you, I'll be back in a moment," the voice was soft, as if coaxing a child.
"Don't, don't leave me,...... You carry me, I'm really scared" Yan'er was frightened, and only hugged Long Aoki tighter.
Long Qingmu paused for a moment, only to say that the rest of Yan'er's life after the catastrophe was undecided, and it was reasonable to be afraid. It's just that she is disheveled at the moment and it is the middle of the night, and a man with strong blood and strength is holding a delicate woman in the middle of the night to call the man to boil water, this picture seems to be ...... It seems quite embarrassing and weird.
When Yan'er saw that he was not moving, she writhed uneasily in his arms, and whimpered and sobbed:
"Brother Aoki, I want to take a bath, I want to take a bath"
Long Aoki sighed softly, lifted Yan'er from his arms with both hands, picked up the outer cloak and wrapped her tightly quickly, holding his breath, but he didn't dare to look at the pair of troublesome things on her chest again. The expression on her face did not reveal half of Ding's boiling thoughts, but only gently hugged her by the waist and slowly went downstairs.
At this time, it was already four watches. The night is deeper and deeper. The stars are also thinned.
The little two who kept vigil were awakened by their dreams, and they were naturally displeased. However, a few days ago, after dinner around the table, he had heard what happened to the shopkeeper, and he said that the man was superior in force, and he could not be offended by half of it, and he escaped from the tiger's mouth at that time, and said that he and her wife had a deep love for a few days and did not go downstairs, and so on.
I have the bottom in my heart, and I have a lesson in front of me, so I naturally dare not slack off.
He couldn't help but be stunned when he saw Long Aoki's dignified demeanor and such a gentle demeanor in his arms, and when he knocked on the door in the middle of the night to ask him to boil water.
Looking at the plush shredded hair on the beauty's forehead and still sticking to her face, she suddenly became like a mirror.
At this moment, he gazed at her with a gentle look like a piece of jade.
Xiao Er was dumbfounded. I didn't dare to think about that picture, so I just obediently boiled water. I just said that these two people really love to be clean, and they have to bathe afterwards.
After giving proper instructions, Long Aoki slowly walked up the stairs with Yan'er in his arms. Yan'er looked at his resolute and soft handsome face, thinking about his serious and cold attitude when he spoke to others just now, and then thinking about his gentle and caring attitude when talking to himself, which were two completely different treatments. He...... What do you think about yourself?
When she returned to the room, Yan'er still refused to let go of Long Aoki, she pretended to sleep, and whispered like a dream:
"Brother Aoki,...... Do you please me? …… You...... Is it okay to marry me? ”
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Long Aoki was shocked when he heard this.
He resists this love word in his heart, but his heart can always be touched by this girl. Love is sometimes like a shackle, but it can ...... Sometimes it's like rain.
He can't, he knows that he can't, the man should be ambitious in all directions, in the rivers and lakes, outside the degree of life and death, when there is no party to let himself gallop in the world, love is nothing more than the restraint. Trapped by love, it is really foolish. Since ancient times, it is easy to be merciful, but it is difficult to keep feelings, it is easy to be tempted, but it is difficult to be infatuated. He wasn't sure if his feelings for Yan'er would be infatuated and infatuated. There is no end to love, it is best not to love each other, so that you can not give up on each other.
Long Qingmu was pondering, Yan'er was full of expectations that he would respond, but she waited and waited, just waiting for his Mu Ran, sad and bitter, all disappointed.
Xiao Er struggled to carry two wooden barrels and shook in, steaming, and shouted
"The guest officer water is coming",
Yan'er pretended to wake up, rubbed her eyes, shrunk into Long Aoki's arms, wrapped her arms around him and blocked her in front of her, only poking her head out and looking around. Long Aoki touched her head and looked at her with gentle eyes.
Within a moment, Xiao Er brought two buckets of cold water, a large bath bucket, and an empty bucket one after another, and put them away. Lifting the hot water bucket and about to pour it into the bathtub, Long Aoki frowned
"You go out"
Xiao Er can't ask for it, the handsome man and the beautiful woman are lingering on the bed, but they also have to keep an eye on themselves at the time, and occasionally raise their eyes and accidentally meet their gaze, which is swishing weird and cold.
Xiao Er went out, Long Qingmu gently placed Yan'er on the bed, and personally washed the inside and outside of the bathtub carefully. Yan'er opened her mouth and stared intently, she really didn't expect that the iron-boned and personable swordsman would be intimate enough to give a woman a bath bucket, for a while, Yan'er felt that her whole heart was slowly melting like cold ice seeing the morning sun, dripping into the pink pool, and Ding Dong Ding Dong stirred up countless ripples. Yan'er felt as if the sky had fallen, and only the serious and gentle figure of this man was left in her eyes.
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After the bath bucket was cleaned, Long Aoki put the water again, probed the water temperature with his fingertips, it was not cold or hot, and said softly to the geese.
"The night is cool, take a quick bath"
As soon as the words fell, the gentleman stepped out of the room and gently closed the door.