I don't know if Su Zhi found out that I had swapped the two children, and I was scared to see her crazy appearance.

Later, His Majesty also came, Yu Qin Xiaozhu was overcrowded again, and the doctors examined Su Zhi, saying that Su Zhi was already weak, and when he gave birth to a child, he was even more injured, and he was afraid that he would leave a lifetime of disease and need to be well recuperated, and said that after giving birth, the mother would have emotional instability, irritability and irritability.

Later, after a long time, I didn't dare to go to see Su Zhi, Su Zhi was also in a coma from time to time, and after Su Zhi woke up again, it was already the beginning of spring in the coming year, I watched the peach blossoms in the yard open again as promised, it turned out that since I entered the palace, it was already the fifth year.

I often wander around the palace, the palace maids and eunuchs on the road see me, they will respectfully call me a Li Ji Niangniang, from me and Su Tong gave birth to the imperial heir at the same time, we were also sealed at the same time, Su Zhi was promoted to Ning Concubine Niangniang, and I was also promoted to Li Ji Niangniang, five years, I spent five years, finally from a small palace maid, became the master, but I was not happy at all, and even felt a little empty in my heart, it turned out that when I got what I dreamed of, I've also lost what was most precious to me.

I will unconsciously come to Yuqin Xiaozhu, a place where I have stayed for so many years, but now I dare not step into it again, which hides my youth, my happiness, my original intention, and my treasure.

I finally understood the feeling of the first emperor standing here, but he didn't dare to take a step in. Looking up from here, I can see that the pear blossom in the attic is blooming brightly, that is what I once planted with Su Zhi, I always feel that Su Zhi has been playing the piano in the attic for a long time is too lonely, so I planted a seed of pear blossom next to it, hoping that it can always accompany Su Zhi, just like me, but the tree is still there, and the person who once planted the tree has broken his promise.

Su Zhi woke up, but the body has not been good, the problem of drowsiness is getting worse and worse, sometimes even a day of sleep, she has no strength to get out of bed, but she will still send someone to my palace every day to ask me to go to Yu Tan Xiaozhu, I always find all kinds of reasons to prevaricate, has not been to Yu Tan Xiaozhu, maybe Su Tong does not remember the things of that day, maybe she did not find out that the child is not hers, but how many midnight dreams, I will never forget the look of Su Tong looking at me that day.

The wrong things I have done in the past cannot be remedied, so what face do I have? I slowly distanced myself from her, and I did not dare to see her until she died.

On that day, it was the spring of March, the spring breeze sent warm weather, but overnight, the snow fell, the fluttering white snow covered the entire imperial city, the distant mountains were heavy, the mist of remembrance was chaotic, the palace wall color scroll, engraved with the tooth marks of the years, the moat was frozen for thousands of miles, and the pavilion of the thousand cities was covered in silver.

Su Zhi is also in the heavy snow flying in the sky, like the flying snow and frost flowers, ruthlessly falling. Su Tong's death for me, like a bolt from the blue, I just got up, heard the news, too late to change clothes and shoes, my heart beat at that moment suddenly palpitated, without the slightest hesitation, there is only one thought in my heart, is to see Su Tong, no matter how anxious the people behind me called, I pushed the door out.

Ten miles of ice-covered palace road, let the frost mercilessly touch my cheeks, I wore a thin white dress, the flying snowflakes fell on the green silk I poured down, barefoot in the cold snow, my feet were frozen red to the point of losing consciousness, I ran hard, as if running to the years that I had passed.

I ran to Yutan Xiaozhu in one breath, but suddenly stopped, I didn't believe that Su Zhi was really dead, but when I saw that Yutan Xiaozhu had already hung white silk, falling leaves and frost, the once familiar red bricks and green tiles had been covered with desperate and lonely snow, it was in the depths of a heavy snowfall, it seemed so dark.

Is Su Fang really dead? Tears poured out, at that moment, Su Zhi's face lingered in my mind, the flesh of my heart was fiercely ripped off, I slowly picked up steps, like a walking corpse into the courtyard gate, thoughts drifting in the wind, like the white silk hanging high.

The sound of whimpering cries reached my ears, and all the palace people of Yutan Xiaozhu knelt in the courtyard, their heads bowed, and their sleeves wiped with tears.

I finally believe that Su Zhi is really dead, but how can she die? How could she leave me? How could she abandon me? I used so many scheming to kill Su Zhi, but when she really left me so quietly one day, why did I have a feeling of being abandoned by my relatives, and why did my heart hurt so much.

I was like a stake being nailed to the spot, tears blurred my vision, and I forgot how I finally left Yutan Xiaozhu, the place where I had lived for five years, with my joys and sorrows, and finally turned into an untouchable wind.

Su Zong's funeral was held very simply, the first emperor knew, Su Zhi did not like publicity, in the cold spring of heavy snow, everyone was in Su Tong's mourning hall, I knelt alone at the palace gate of Yu Qin Xiaozhu, the thick snow wet my knees, the cold was biting, I looked at the coffin of the woman in the hall, kowtowed to Su Zong's coffin three times, the first kneeling, I thanked Su Zhi in the corner of the miscellaneous room, saved my life; On the second kneeling, I apologized to me for taking revenge on Su Zhien for myself, and for wanting to hurt her; On the third kneel, I exchanged the two children because of the hatred in my heart and my own selfishness, and confessed to Su Zhi's mother and daughter by separating their flesh and blood.

But I know that no matter how much I apologize to her, I can't save the harm I once did to Su Zhi, I still take revenge on my benefactor after all, perhaps, for Su Zhi, the only thing she did wrong and regretted the most in her life was to save me in the corner of the miscellaneous room.

"No, I don't think even if the concubine knew what you did later, she wouldn't regret saving you in the first place." Feng Luo leaned into the mist in the woman's eyes, pursed his lips slightly, and said.

"Really? Does Su Citrus really not regret it? The woman seemed to hear Feng Luotian's words, but she lost her mind in the words.

"In my impression, the mother concubine is a person who is not good at words, she always sits silently in the attic alone in a daze, at least I see her, there is no light in her eyes, she has always been a salty and not light appearance, if the mother concubine can open up with you, then she really regards you as a friend." Feng Luo said, and the appearance of the mother concubine in her memory appeared in her mind.

Listening to Feng Luotian's words, the woman's thoughts gradually drifted away, she was in a trance and returned to the situation when she first met Su Zhi in the light rain that year, she was wearing a blue water sleeve cigarette shirt, like a fairy born in the world, she picked up a quiet step, Shanshan walked behind me, like her piano sound as a delicate voice slipped into my ears, she asked me what my name was, that was the first time I saw Su Zhi, but like a deer crashing like a pounding heart, only when I was with Su Zhi, I felt, My life as a dead walking companion came back to life.

The woman thought about it, she turned her head and looked at Feng Luotian with waves, she got up, walked in front of Feng Luotian with steps, and looked at her with a complex love thread hidden in her eyes.

Feng Luotian also stood quietly in place, watching the woman slowly approach, silent for a while, the woman spoke, "No matter what happened in those years, in fact, Su Zhi is the most innocent person, I once thought that the person I love the most in my heart is Su Zhi, but I want to harm her again and again, and later, I thought that the person I loved was Your Majesty, but I personally pushed him to Su Zhi, in fact, in the end, the person I love the most has always been myself." ”

"That's why I can't die well, and at the same time that Su Zhi can finally embrace freedom, so far, I have lost my freedom."

"Huh." The woman sneered.

"The day before Su Zhi died, she had asked someone to give me a piano, which was her favorite piano before, at that time, I still didn't understand, why Su Tong would give me her favorite piano, until the next day, I learned the news of Su Tong's death, I didn't understand, I think Su Tong should know that he has reached the point of running out of oil, so he gave me his favorite guqin as a thought."

"But I have done so many things to be sorry for her, and what qualifications do I have to accept what she gave me, on the day I left the guqin in Luoxia Palace, and there was a purse, which I didn't open, and there was a letter written to me by Su Zhi."

There was a long silence...

"Luo Tian, you say, Su Zhi really didn't complain about me?"

Feng Luo's eyes flashed with tears, but the corners of her mouth turned into a smile, she said, "Didn't the concubine give you everything?" How can she blame you? Feng Luo thought about the life of the imperial brother with her before the death of the concubine, and perhaps in the end, the concubine was still willing to believe that her good friend would not betray her.

Hearing Feng Luotian's answer, the woman lowered her head, all her thoughts were buried in the darkness, and after half a ring, she raised her head slowly, and her dry and wrinkled hand like dead bark gently held Feng Luotian's hand, she begged, "Luotian, I want to ask you to help me do something?" The woman looked at Feng Luotian.

"Mother, you say." Feng Luo's eyes wrinkled slightly.

The woman pursed her lips and stared at Feng Luo, "I know, I don't have much time left, I have escaped for so long, and I have always had a knot in my heart that has made me haunt me for many years." ”

"Niangniang..." Feng Luo listened to the woman suddenly say such a life and death sorrow, Feng Luo frowned without browning.

The woman held Feng Luotian's hand tightly, "Luotian, I want to beg you, if you enter the palace one day, I hope you can go to Luoxia Palace to have a look, if the purse and guqin are still there, can you bring the guqin and put it in front of my grave, and tell me the faith in the purse, I want to know what Su Tong told me in the end?" That's my only wish. ”

"Mother, don't say that." Feng Luo leaned his backhand to hold the woman's hand, and a tear fell from his eyes.

"Can you promise me?" The woman looked at her eyes eagerly, and almost knelt down with Feng Luo.

"Okay, I promise you." Pursing her lips, she couldn't bear the disappointment in the woman's eyes, and she agreed.

"Do you know who that man is all these years?" Feng Luo raised his eyebrows and asked.

"Who's that man?" The woman silently recalled the appearance of the man in front of her over the years.

"I don't know what he looks like, he's always wearing a mask, only a pair of purple eyes are exposed, and his voice is cold, frighteningly cold." The woman recalled.