"What did you say?" The pen slipped out of my hand and fell on the resignation I had just written.

"Childe, Wang Jie, he ......" Sun Hu knelt in front of me, looking sad and forbearing, "It's dead, it's my own hand......"

At this point, he suddenly fell to the ground and began to cry bitterly.

Brother for more than ten years, he couldn't do it, but in the end he fulfilled him.

For the glory of the family, in order to wash away the shame, and for the ancestors of the Sun family to be able to redress their grievances, he has really paid too much, but for the sake of these, can he not even want the last humanity?

He didn't know.

But the situation has already made a choice for him.

"You...... Again, what's wrong with him? What did you do to him...... "My face turned pale for a moment, and even my voice trembled.

I wanted him to give me a clear answer, but I didn't want to hear him tell the cruel truth.

Sun Hu cried sadly, almost choked up with words, "Son, Wang Jie is dead, right under my sword, right in front of me." ”

In this life, he will never forget the scene at that time, nor will he forget the despair when his cold sword was stained with warm blood.

"I don't know if I should do it to him, but before I can figure it out, he ......"

"Wang Jie asked me to tell you that he was originally a member of the Blood Alliance, the righteous son of the patriarch of the Zhou clan, and was ordered to be buried beside the prince, but the prince let him follow you, and he became a sword by your side. The sword is divided into two edges, externally and internally, he has actually done a lot of things to be sorry for you, but what he regrets the most is that he obeyed the order and poisoned you slowly. ”

"The Zhou clan is as kind to him as a mountain, he can't betray them, when he received the order of the patriarch to unite the remnants of the blood alliance with you and take revenge on the Qin country, he knew that the time had come to say goodbye to you."

"In this life, he is sorry for you, he has failed your trust, and he has lived up to your expectations, he hopes that you will not be sad for a rebel like him, if there is an afterlife, he wants to be your only escort, protect you thoroughly, and never be separated from each other......"

"His body was taken away by the remnants of the Blood Alliance, and this is what he wants me to give you." Sun Hu took out a crystal token from his arms and handed it to me.

I stiffly lowered my head to look, but I saw a huge "phase" on the token like a meteor crossing the sky, instantly blurred, blink of an eye.

This is the token of the Prime Minister's House.

"Childe, ...... you" Sun Hu's voice was sour, and he looked at me in shock and distress.

I blinked, and suddenly realized that I had already burst into tears.

I took the token with a slight trembling hand, I took a deep breath, and held the small token hard, and the whole person was cold from my heart to the soles of my feet.

"Let's go." I lowered my eyes and whispered.

Sun Hu was stunned, almost unable to believe his ears.

"Childe, you ...... What do you say? ”

"Let's go!" I let out a loud snort and turned around with the back of my hand, "Now, right away." ”

"Childe is trying to drive me away?" Tears welled up in Sun Hu's eyes again, but he couldn't bear it.

Silence, I only have silence.

"I'm not leaving!" Sun Hu stiffened his neck, and his voice was firm, "Wang Jie has left, I want to accompany my son, otherwise...... Childe is going to be alone again. ”

With a twitch in my eyes, I pulled out the sword hanging on the wall, and slashed the robe, and a fragment of the corner of the clothes fluttered between me and him. Latest

"I said, for so many years, you have long been my relatives, and now I have cut off my robe and broken righteousness, and cut off the love between you and me, and from now on, I have nothing to do with you." After saying it with cold eyes, I threw away my sword and walked out of the study with my sleeves flicked up.

Sun Hu was stunned and looked at the long sword full of cracks, and suddenly fell to the ground and cried bitterly.

Some love, some righteousness, are doomed to the end from the beginning, and what stumbles people's hearts is always just this doomed ending.

The plum blossoms in the courtyard bloomed, and the faint fragrance spread almost all over the entire Xiangfu, and I walked all the way from the study, and even the flowers on the branches were blown off by my robe, and I didn't stop a step.

"Mother, mother!" Pushing open the door, I knelt down in front of Ning Su, hugged her and choked and cried, "Mother, Wang Jie is gone, he will never appear next to the child again, and the child will never see him again......"

It was the first time I had shown such vulnerability in front of my mother, and it was the first time I needed her comfort so much, even if it was just a gentle call by my name.

But she didn't, she just looked numb, hugged me, didn't speak, didn't look at me, let me almost collapse with sadness.

"Mother, why do they all have to leave me, one after another, one after another! I've become the prime minister, why am I still so powerless? I can't save any of them, I can't save them! I can't save it......"

Ning Su was still silent, as if she had lost her soul.

Or, in her heart, I have lost half of my place.

I buried my head in the crook of her arm, and my whole body trembled because of the pain of restraint, "Death, life, separation, separation, I can't ask for it, I can't let go, is this ......?"

"Retribution." Ning Su suddenly opened his mouth, but he didn't look at me, "You have done so many sins, retribution will come sooner or later." ”

My body stiffened, I hugged her waist tightly, and laughed with tears, "Yes, it's retribution, I have so much blood on my hands, God should punish me severely, it should torture me little by little, until I die......."

If it weren't for me, how could He Wei have met Yunyin, and how could he have suffered from lovesickness for so many years? If it weren't for me, how could Huaishu's sister have suffered such a hurt?

It was in order to get the support of Ge Zhong and Cai Yizhuo that I was so reckless and tried my best to match Cai Yu and Miss Xinrong, so that she almost lost her life; In order to use Lu Xuan to get rid of Pei Lu, I still let them go to such an ending knowing that Bai Zhi had already planted a deep love for Lu Huan'er; It was I who failed Pei Ling's friendship with me, and forced him to push his grandfather into the abyss with his own hands with the established facts.

I am a heinous person, and I even hurt Du Rong like that, just so that Qizhou can return to Cen Xi's hands.

Qizhou can't be saved, I know it can't be saved, and it can't be kept anyway.

What is true? What is Fake?

Is my pain, my despair, and the truth I give fake? If it's fake, why am I so miserable and desperate?

But since friendship is real, why would I be so indifferent to draw one trap after another for them?

If there is only good and evil in people, then I am already immersed in the sea of suffering, and there is no possibility of salvation?

"Mother," I lowered my head and asked her softly with tears in my eyes, "have you ever regretted giving birth to me?" ”

Ning Su was stunned, and after a long, long time, she said, "I regret it, I have always regretted it, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to have children anymore, and he wouldn't betray me and marry another woman." ”

I nodded, stood up, and vigorously wiped the tears from my face.

"Mother, you have a good rest, I'll go first."

Ning Su didn't speak again, didn't even look at me again, but I looked at her for a long time.

Walking out of the room, I looked up at the snow falling in the sky, and suddenly I felt that it was really beautiful, more beautiful than I had ever seen.

"It's cold."