(Chapter 310)
I had a chance to get away with it, but I didn't get this last chance.
I think there are always things to hold on to in life, and in addition to hatred, there are actually many meaningful things, and these things may be worth paying a huge price.
That's why I turned him down.
After sending Gu Yuancheng out of the gate of the capital, I went back to the Prime Minister's Mansion to change into clean clothes, and then sat by the window, and it was dawn as soon as I sat down.
On the same day, I entered the palace with the Xiangyin in my hand, and bluntly said in front of the civil and military of the Manchu Dynasty that I wanted to resign and retire, Cen Xi had a black face, and did not agree to the reason that "the East Palace has no right to interfere with the appointment and dismissal of the prime minister", I took advantage of the situation to ask him to ascend the throne on the same day, he still found the excuse of "great funeral", ignored my words, I was angry, and simply asked to go to the border pass to supervise the army, but this time Cen Xi did not even give a perfunctory reason, and went directly away.
The ministers were hung in place, so naturally they wanted to talk about it, but few dared to come forward to accuse me, but He Qiong had a big face and came to my side in a few steps.
"I heard there was a good show in the palace last night?" He looked at me with an eyebrow on his face, a smile on his face, and seemed extremely interested.
I glanced at him and sneered, "Why, you want to play a role in it too?" ”
He Qiong touched a soft nail and didn't dare to provoke me again, he stabbed Ye Juezhi on the side with his hand, meaning that he should clean up me.
Ye Juezhi really didn't want to get involved in this kind of grievance, but he didn't approve of my request to go to the border gate.
The so-called minister of a country should sit in the rear and help the king handle the affairs of the court and the central government, so that the whole country has spare strength to deal with the war at the border passes.
Besides, this battle with Qi Guo is definitely not something that can be ended in a short period of time, how can there be any reason for the prime minister to sit and stay outside?
"My lord, the crown prince has not yet ascended the throne, the hearts of the people in the DPRK and China are fluctuating, and you are needed to preside over the overall situation, and it is really inappropriate for you to go to the battlefield now." Ye Juezhi said to me.
I waved my hand, with a look of peace of mind, "Lord Ye is now a secretary of the ministry, a secretary of the ministry, the same as the deputy minister, and the major affairs of the court and the central government will be handed over to you, presumably the prince is also at ease." ”
"But ......"
"I have made up my mind, and I will ask His Royal Highness the Crown Prince again tomorrow." With that, I brushed my sleeves and left the main hall.
"She's trying to escape." He Qiong shook his head and sighed.
Ye Juezhi glanced at He Qiong, frowned and said, "Nephew He Xian, don't criticize the prime minister, being an official in the court should be solemn." ”
He Qiong pursed her lips, but she didn't hear it, and walked away with her hands.
From Cen Xi turning his face inexplicably early in the morning, to knocking over a stall on the road, and finally to entering the house and banging on the door, all kinds of things seem to indicate my unlucky luck today.
However, as the old saying goes, disaster does not go alone, disaster does not go alone!
"Xiangye, Xiangye, Madame is here." Before I could turn over a few books, the housekeeper hurriedly came to report, and I was shocked, and accidentally knocked over the tea cup at hand, and the tea stained the pages, and after a while, I fainted the words on it.
"Quick, look at the tea." I picked up the teacup, straightened my robe, and immediately went to the antechamber with the butler.
Since I sent my mother out of the capital, although I have a lot of anxiety in my heart, it has made me feel a lot more at ease than when she was in Wei Yinghou's mansion, but now that she has returned to the capital to see me without receiving any news, I am afraid there is only one possibility.
Darkening my eyes slightly, I walked into the antechamber with my sleeves flicked my sleeves.
"The fool visits his mother." I knelt down and saluted.
"Hurry up and show my mother if she's lost weight?" Ning Su doesn't know how many times she hasn't seen me, how can she be in the mood to see me salute when we see each other today?
"Mother, my son is fine, thank you for worrying." I helped her to her seat and sat down. k
Ning Su touched my face, her eyes were full of distress and guilt, "I'm about to lose weight, and I said okay, look at your face, how bad it is, you must have suffered a lot again." ”
I shook my head and put the warm tea the girl had offered to her.
"Mother, it's a coincidence that you came this time, the owner of the most famous Qiongzhi Snow Garden in the capital sent a post yesterday, saying that he invited his son to see the snow today, why don't you go with your son to see it?" I asked her with a smile.
This was a good time for mother and son to get along, but Ning Su was a little hesitant, and the expression on her face couldn't help but dim.
"Green ...... Qingzhi ...... "There was an anxious look in her eyes, but she couldn't say the words in her mouth.
My heart sank, I looked away slightly, and smiled reluctantly, "If my mother has something to say, I might as well say it directly, and my son will definitely listen to it." ”
Ning Su's eyes lit up, and his heart suddenly stabbed densely.
Yes, her green branches are so good, how could she not guess the reason why she came here to find her today?
"Qingzhi," Ning Su's heart was horizontal, and he knelt down with his head down, "Mother please, let go of your father and grandmother, brother and sister." ”
My face sank, and I immediately staggered a step and stood to the side.
I didn't go to help her.
I'm not tolerant enough to be that big.
"Mother, what are you doing?" I sneered, "Since ancient times, sons have knelt to their mothers, how can there be mothers who kneel to their sons?" ”
"Wei Niang knows that you have suffered a lot of grievances in Wei Yinghou Mansion, and Wei Niang also knows that she is sorry for you, because her mother failed to give you a good home, you want to complain and hate, so come to your mother, beg you for your mother, don't make such a killing, you will not be able to bear it......"
Tears fell one by one, and Ning Su almost choked up and finished saying this, but in the face of her like this, I was indifferent.
Retreat and retreat, endure and endure, I am not a mother, and pure goodness has never had anything to do with me.
"Mother," the light in my eyes leaned over slightly, one hand gently hooked a strand of hair scattered from the corner of her forehead, and her voice was cruel and low, "My father has long since died, and I have died under my sword, and my grandmother is also dead, I forced to die in that room full of spiritual seats, and I have not let go of a hundred or ten people up and down Wei Yinghou's mansion." ”
"Smack!"
Bright red blood snaked from the corners of my mouth, I lowered my eyes and stood up straight with a chuckle.
"Come on, take Mrs. down, no one is allowed to let her out without the instructions of her own appearance."
Hearing my order, the subordinate immediately came to Lan Ning Su, but Ning Su couldn't believe that I would treat her like this, and struggled to glare at me angrily, "Shen Qingzhi, how can you do such an inhuman thing?" Are you still not my son? Why don't you kill me together, let me accompany him, let me accompany him! ”
"Take it down!" I turned my back on my hands.
"Qingzhi, you can't ......"
Ning Su was pulled away, and I could only vaguely hear her heart-rending cry shattered in the cold wind.
Maybe the heart is deserted, maybe the heavens and the earth are grieving together.
But there is no me in this sorrow, and there should be no me.
Closing my eyes, I tried to clean up my mood and instructed the housekeeper, "Xiao Hu should be about to arrive in the capital, you go to meet him, just say that I will wait for him in the study." ”
"Yes."