Since the chat broke up unhappily that day, Yang Xianrong and Liu Yao have not mentioned this topic again, and the days seem to be still living as usual, but both of them know that there are more things in each other's hearts, and they are just reluctant to say it.

The weather gradually cooled, Yang Xianrong's discomfort caused by pregnancy was slightly reduced, and when her body was not burdened, she was finally able to take a few children to play for a day or two, or talk to Sun to relieve boredom. The people who have eaten more than ten decades in the Sun family felt that something was wrong between Yang Xianrong and Liu Yao early in the morning, but it was inconvenient to ask too much because of their daughter's poor health, and now, they finally spit out the doubts in their hearts.

Sun and Yang Xianrong sat in the courtyard under the sun, the warm sun dispelled the gloom of the past few days, Yang Xianrong relaxed on the recliner, his hands gently on his stomach, feeling the faint movement brought by the little life that had just grown into a human form, but his eyes were always staring at a few children running wildly next to him, and the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned.

Seeing that Yang Xianrong was in a good mood, Sun asked, "Liu Yao doesn't seem to be in a good mood recently, what are you unhappy about?" ”

Yang Xianrong paused, and didn't want his mother to worry, so he shook his head.

Sun was not satisfied, and said: "Now that you have grown up, you don't need me to be a mother, and you won't talk to me if you have anything, but with a husband and children, you have to be estranged from me." ”

Yang Xianrong looked at the Sun family in surprise, the Sun family has always been gentle, especially to her, the only daughter, who has never said a word of importance since she was a child, let alone this angry word? She reached out to hold Sun's hand, got up slightly, leaned her head into Sun's arms, took a little bit of her little daughter's shyness, and asked, "How can my mother say such a thing?" But it's going to torment my daughter. ”

Sun gently stroked the head of the sheep Xianrong, like his daughter did when she was a child, and sighed for a while: "Mother is not blind, you and Liu Yao have avoided each other for the past few days, even if they eat at the same table, they are not like before, they are not talking and laughing like before, my mother thought that you were pregnant and uncomfortable, but these days I have also figured out that something is wrong, he always finds an excuse to run out, obviously avoiding you, you are pregnant with a child now, but he can't bear to be lonely, who is there outside?" ”

Yang Xianrong smiled, this mother always thinks of anything to the worst, if she doesn't know the truth, I'm afraid she can't sleep at night. So, Yang Xianrong told her and Liu Yao about the unhappiness of these days, although it is not a big deal, but for the two of them, it is not easy to solve.

Sun frowned and glared at Yang Xianrong: "You are simply confused, now you have another in your belly, do you want him to come out without a father in his life?" ”

I considered leaving with him, but ...... "But it's not realistic, not to mention that the barracks are no better than other places, where is it suitable for a woman, or a place for a pregnant woman?" Besides, if she left with Liu Yao, what would Sima Tan do? No matter how young he is, he knows that Liu Yuan is a rebel, he is a child of the royal family, and leaving with Liu Yao is betraying his family country, and when he returns to Luoyang, he will be the enemy of Liu Yao, how can she put Sima Qin in such a situation?

Once Liu Yao leaves by himself, the child in Yang Xianrong's belly is not as small as his father, how should the two meet in the future? Sima Qin wants to return to Luoyang, and the king of the East China Sea also has the idea of reinstating Sima Qin as the prince, once the king of the East China Sea wins the position of auxiliary government, she will inevitably be restored to Luoyang with her back to Luoyang, and then she and Liu Yao are the two armies against each other, they are enemies, and the final result is either that she is martyred, or that she looks at Liu Yao's head in a different place, in short, there is no future.

The best choice was to stay here, as they had planned before, to live in seclusion and live this kind of rural life, but she was uneasy, even though Liu Yao had repeatedly told her that she was very satisfied with her current life. Liu Yao is still young, how can she trap him here because of her selfishness, he just wanted to be a hero when he was a child, he had been trapped in Goguryeo for a few years before, and now how could she bear to continue to wronged him? What's more, Yang Xianrong deeply felt that Liu Yao was moved by the proposal to let him leave, although he didn't say anything, but Yang Xianrong knew that he wanted to return to the battlefield and help his father and brother.

This is an unsolvable problem, a difference between the family and the country and the wife and children.

Sun felt that she was even more worried, if it was really just a woman's problem, it would be a small problem, and now it was a matter of the two of them, she couldn't intervene, she could only tell Yang Xianrong that no matter what decision she made, she was on her side.

Liu Yao came back, he walked to Yang Xianrong's side, hesitated to say something, Sun saw this, and found an excuse to leave with the children. Liu Yao sat down where Sun had sit, took out a letter from his bosom and handed it to Yang Xianrong.

"Just got it." Liu Yao's tone was a little unnatural, which made Yang Xianrong feel a little nervous in an instant, she could probably guess who wrote this letter, and she probably knew what the content of the letter was. Trade Winds Literature Network

After reading the letter from beginning to end, Yang Xianrong breathed a sigh of relief. The letter was written by Liu Cong, and the content was similar to what she expected. After Liu Yuan founded the country, there were many responders, and in just one year, he had recruited a large enough army, which was composed of Huns, brave and good at fighting, and won successive battles, and had become the most troublesome rebel army in the Jin Dynasty. During this year, the Han system built by Liu Yuan was gradually improved, and the official system was gradually improved. Although Liu Yuan was a Xiongnu, he lived in Luoyang since he was a child, was familiar with Han books, and was quite familiar with the etiquette of the Han people, which laid a good foundation for him to establish the Han state.

In the end, Liu Cong persuaded Liu Yao not to be greedy for his children's affection, and to return to the team to help them. He also said that Liu Yao gave up returning to the army at that time and chose to live in seclusion with Yang Xianrong, which really disappointed Liu Yuan, he was in his prime, and it was the time to serve the country, how could he hide in the gentle countryside and not ask about the world?

Yang Xianrong returned the letter to Liu Yao. The two of them have been avoiding talking about this decision to divide or combine, and today they finally can't avoid it, what should come will always come, and what should be solved must be solved.

"If you have the answer in your heart, just do it, don't worry about me." Yang Xianrong knew that the balance in Liu Yao's heart was already inclined to leave, otherwise he would not have shown her this letter, and the reason for showing her was to let Yang Xianrong help him make this decision.

Liu Yao shook his head: "I can't let you and the child go." ”

Yang Xianrong glanced at Liu Yao deeply and said, "You know in your heart that I can't leave with you." ”

"I know I can't ask you that, but I really don't want to." Liu Yao grabbed Yang Xianrong's hand and said softly: "Rong'er, we worked hard to get together, if we have to give up something, I ......" Liu Yao paused, and said: "I am willing to give up." ”

And then what? The plain life of the two will one day make Liu Yao bored, and the sheep sacrifice he left behind will also become a reason for Liu Yao to be bored, and after seeing each other, he will spend the rest of his life regretting his decision when he was young, so why bother?

Yang Xianrong didn't want the relationship with Liu Yao to end in such a tragic way, and would rather be more heroic now, leaving some good memories for the two. Seeing that Liu Yao was still in a dilemma, she no longer persuaded him, she gave him three days to think about it one last time.

On the second day, Yang Fu brought new news, Sima Yue approached Guanzhong, and the strong momentum made Sima Hao feel afraid, and Sima Hao, who was afraid, actually beheaded Zhang Fang, a general under his command, to make peace with Sima Yue, but Sima Yue refused. Sima Yue sent a letter to Yang Ting through Yang Ting, formally proposing to take Sima Qin back to Luoyang, and when all the dust settled, he wanted to reinstate Sima Qin as the prince. The letter also mentioned the sheep sacrifice, saying that the fault of the sheep sacrifice will not be investigated, and even willing to help the sheep sacrifice to restore the posteriority.

After Yang Fu finished talking about the news, he looked at the silent room of people and sighed, how to decide, after all, it depends on Yang Xianrong and Liu Yao. Liu Yao waved his hand and said, "These news have nothing to do with us, we should wait for our own peaceful birthday in this small courtyard." ”

In addition to Yang Xianrong, a room of people was obviously relieved, Yang Fu didn't like the deception in the officialdom, not to mention the current troubled times, he was very comfortable in this countryside, and he had no intention of returning to Luoyang City. Since Su Chen married Yang Fu, everything has been based on Yang Fu, of course, she will follow her husband wherever she is, Yang Fu is unwilling to leave, she doesn't want to leave, but she is reluctant to give Yang Xianrong, for fear that it will be difficult for the two to meet again after she decides to return to Luoyang. As for the Sun family, they enjoy the family fun of their children and grandchildren around their knees, and they don't want to go back to the empty courtyard in the past.

After everyone dispersed, Liu Yao also wrote a letter replying to Liu Cong, rejecting his kindness to return to the army, and planned to send it to Liu Yuan's army on the second day. After writing the letter, Liu Yao went to bed and fell asleep, Yang Xianrong knew that Liu Yao's decision was not what he thought, and after writing the letter, his lonely expression Yang Xianrong saw it in his eyes.

If you don't give up your wife and children, you can find your wife again, and you can have another child, where is there so much reluctance? A manly husband who is too much for his children will achieve nothing after all, and Liu Yao can't be the one who can't achieve anything.

In the middle of the night, Yang Xianrong finally made a decision, in order to let Liu Yao return to the army with peace of mind to achieve her life, she decided to take Sima Qin back to Luoyang and help Sima Tan ascend to the throne, no matter how the two fathers and sons meet in the future, at least for now, she needs to force Liu Yao to leave like this.

Walking into the courtyard, Yang Xianrong climbed up the courtyard wall along a stool, and then jumped down from the not low wall, and so on three times, and finally, a crimson heat flowed out from her fading, staining the surrounding land.

Before losing consciousness, Yang Xianrong thought, the only thing sorry for such a decisive way is that this child who has no chance to see the world, she put her hand on her lower abdomen, wanting to give the child the last trace of warmth, and softly told him, in the next life, choose a peaceful and prosperous world.