Chapter 155: The Worries of the Sheep's Appearance
Sima Qin's words made Yang Xianrong not sleep all night, although this child is gentle, but he is also a little stubborn in his bones, since he wants to return to Beijing, I am afraid that it is useless if I don't agree, I can stop him for a while, can I stop him for a lifetime? Thinking of his firm eyes when he mentioned the capital in the afternoon, Yang Xianrong turned over and sighed heavily.
Liu Yao glanced back at Yang Xianrong, and said with a smile: "Today, when Qin Er came back, he was worried about our livelihood, in fact, his worries are not unreasonable, although I have accumulated some silver taels over the years, you have also brought out a lot of soft from the palace, but you can't sit like this, today's shot is dozens of taels of silver, and such things may not be avoided in the future, so I wonder what to do." ”
Yang Xianrong was in no mood to talk to Liu Yao about her livelihood at this time, and Sima Tan's words kept lingering in her mind. Beijing, she finally left that place, although it was only a few months, but it felt like it was already a very distant existence, could it be because of a child's obsession, she had to give up her current comfort and return to the place of bitter disputes?
I didn't figure it out all night. Early the next morning, Sima Qin waited at the door of Yang Xianrong's room early, and when he saw her come out, he hurriedly greeted her and said good morning, seeing that her face didn't seem to be very good, he couldn't help but be a little annoyed by his recklessness yesterday.
"Mother, don't worry." Sima Qin followed behind Yang Xianrong and said, "It's the son who is abrupt, and he shouldn't rashly make such a ridiculous request." ”
Yang Xianrong looked at Sima Tan: "So, you don't want to go back to Beijing?" ”
Sima Qin smiled wryly, he left the capital to flee for his life, and when he went back, he might be killed when he went back, he wanted to go back to the capital, but he didn't know how to go back, he had such an idea on impulse yesterday, and an idea can only be an idea.
Yang Xianrong touched Sima Tan's head, and said with a smile: "You can study with peace of mind, if you really have the opportunity to return to Beijing in the future, you will not lag behind in your schoolwork." ”
Sima Qin saw that Yang Xianrong was in a better mood, so he retired. Yang Xianrong sat in the courtyard, watching Nian'er and Liu Jian playing, Sun was sweeping the yard with a big broom, and in the corner, Liu Yao was holding a big axe and splitting the wood standing on the ground into small pieces.
Suddenly, Yang Xianrong was a little more suspicious of his choice, among these people, Nian'er was originally a lady of the sky, golden branches and jade leaves, Sun was the mother of the family, graceful and luxurious, Liu Yao was a young hero, a dragon and phoenix among people. They were originally looked up to by the world, but in order to fulfill her dream of living in seclusion, they cowered in this small village and became ants, is this right or not?
Liu Yao had finished chopping the remaining firewood, he set up an axe and walked to Yang Xianrong's side, seeing that she was still stunned, he stroked her stomach with his hand, and asked softly, "Are you hungry?" ”
Yang Xianrong came back to his senses, shook his head with a smile, took out a handkerchief and wiped the sweat off Liu Yao's head, and said, "Thank you for your hard work." ”
"Nonsense." Liu Yao scolded with a smile.
Since this thought got into Yang Xianrong's mind, she has been a little uneasy for a few days, she is not a person with a heavy heart, otherwise she would not be able to survive in the dull and dangerous palace, the last time she missed her childhood, even if the situation was very bad at that time, she also thought a lot about the child in her womb, but she did not like this time, trapped herself in a kind of powerless sorrow.
Yang Xianrong was in a bad mood, Liu Yao was a little cautious, wanted to ask her why she was like this, and was afraid of deepening her sorrow, thinking about it, thinking that it was still Sima Tan's matter that made her uneasy, so she asked Yang to come over and comfort her, he is now Sima Tan's master, and he can understand his thoughts more, it is most appropriate for him to persuade two sentences, and if it doesn't work, let Su Chen come back to live for a few days, she has been with Yang Xianrong for the longest time, and she should be the person who knows her best.
Yang Fu saw Yang Xianrong, and said: "Qin Er has been studying very hard these days, and the things of the past few days have made him more sensible, you don't have to worry about him, after all, he has a way to go in the future, whether it is something in the pool is not something that you can worry about like this." ”
"Brother wants him to be in the pool or to soar into the sky?" The sheep smiled and looked at the sheep.
"What is the thing in the pool?" Yang Fu asked rhetorically.
"My brother is talented, but he is trapped in this small village, but he is a tiger in Pingyang?" Yang Xianrong asked again.
Yang Fu waved his hand, feeling that Yang Xianrong's question was really unreasonable, what kind of person is he, doesn't she understand? If he is really a person who is striving for fame and fortune, he should have walked around as early as when she was still the queen, with the name of the eldest prince of Yangfu and the identity of the dignified uncle, not to mention how important a position he can occupy, he can always have a place in the court. But Yang Fu He once cared, not only did not care, but repeatedly disobeyed his father's orders, and finally only became a poor teacher, for him, whether it is a thing in the pool or soaring into the sky, it is good to live comfortably.
"To each man has a life." Speaking of which, Yang Fu probably also understood what Yang Xianrong's confusion was, being a mother, worrying about the future of her children is inevitable, in addition to Sima Tan, there are also Nian'er and Liu Jian. So, he said: "Qin'er and Nian'er are golden branches and jade leaves, and now falling here does not mean that they will be trapped here for a lifetime in the future, the situation in the DPRK and China is changing, no one knows what the situation will be in a year or even a month, if they are destined to be like this, you should not be so worried." ”
Yang Fu glanced at Liu Yao, who was teaching Xiao Hu kung fu not far away, but his eyes kept drifting to the two of them, sighed, and said: "Although you and I are a sheep family, we are different from my father and Yang Ting, we both like to live at ease, Nian'er and Sima Qin are still young, what kind of environment they take them to, they can adapt as soon as possible, and when the mother is old, it is always good for her children and grandchildren to be around her knees, and she doesn't care what kind of place she is in." The only thing I can't worry about is Liu Yao. ”
Yang Xianrong was said to be in her heart this time, she looked up at Liu Yao suddenly, and it happened that the person was also looking over, so he raised his hand and handed Yang Xianrong a big smile, Yang Xianrong also laughed, Liu Yao turned back and continued to teach Xiao Hu.
That day, Liu Yao grovelled to bribe the county order, and took Sima Qin to carefully apologize to the county father and son, which really made Yang Fu panic, at this time with Yang Xianrong said it, and his heart did not get a trace of relief, only sighed: "Such a proud person, become like this, he didn't say it because he was afraid that you would be annoyed, but I don't believe he didn't feel a trace of discomfort in his heart, he was one of his father's most important sons, and now he is willing to give up a good future, the time is short, and it is okay, for a long time, I'm afraid he's getting harder. ”
"That's what I'm worried about." Yang Xianrong said: "When I met him, he was so proud, he was a young man who couldn't take his eyes off, and now he is only in his twenties and has lived such a rural life as a villager, and I can't bear it." Yang Xianrong sighed: "It's all for me." ”
Yang Fu's eyes jumped, and he looked at his sister in a panic, he was here to persuade people, and he sighed together that it seemed to make things worse, and the pregnant person was so worried, he really shouldn't add fuel to the fire. Yang Fu coughed lightly twice to hide his helplessness, and fled under the pretext that Sima Tan was still waiting for him at home, and when he passed by Liu Yao, he gave him an apologetic look and hurried home.
Liu Yao hurriedly walked to Yang Xianrong's side and asked anxiously, "What's the matter?" ”
Yang Xianrong pulled Liu Yao to sit beside him, and said, "You better go back to your father's army." ”
Liu Yao was startled, and the buttocks that had just been on the chair suddenly left, and he jumped up excitedly, and asked in disbelief, "What nonsense are you talking about?" ”
"Are you going to stay in this dilapidated village for the rest of your life?" Yang Xianrong frowned, dragged Liu Yao to sit down, and said, "If you were like this before, I would never look down on you?" ”
Liu Yao really couldn't figure out which one Yang Xianrong was singing, but when he heard that she was going to drive him away, he was in a hurry, and his voice was three points higher, and he shouted: "You still have my child in your belly, how can you tell me to leave?" Thinking of the child, he softened again and asked, "But what have I done to displease you?" ”
Yang Xianrong shook his head, snuggled in Liu Yao's arms, and said: "I just can't bear it, you are still young, your life should not be like this, not to mention Liu Jian, his life should not be like this." After that, she raised her eyes and glanced at Liu Yao, and said, "You have suffered a lot in Goguryeo, and you finally came back, how can I bear you to be trapped in such a place because of me?" ”
"I don't mind, and if I do, I won't come." Liu Yao was still a little excited: "I said that you are more important than those fame and fortune, and even any heroic dream. ”
"But that's not unimportant, are they?" Yang Xianrong asked, his voice choked up: "Brother Yao, I was fond of you back then, and I thought that I would do everything I could to help you become a big hero, I want to stand beside you and proudly introduce such a character to the world as my Yang Xianrong's husband, and now I ......"
"So it's your idea, not mine." Liu Yao's face became more and more ugly.
Yang Xianrong looked at Liu Yao steadily, and then said: "Brother Yao, I can't help you, and I don't want to be your stumbling block and drag you down." ”
Liu Yao sneered and said: "Do you know that my father rebelled, you are from the Jin Dynasty, if I go back to my father's side, and you take Sima Tan back to Luoyang, we will be enemies, and we will be inseparable from now on." ”
Yang Xianrong said: "You and I know that the Jin Dynasty has exhausted its strength, and the Hanguang Township Marquis is a generation of heroes, you are also a promising person, and you can bring happiness to the people of the world, why should I be confined to which dynasty and generation I am in?" ”
Liu Yao frowned when he heard this, and at the end, he got up angrily, no longer looked at Yang Xianrong, walked in front of Xiao Hu, snatched the wooden sword from his hand, and played with venting.