Chapter 460: Yan'er, Have You Ever Regretted It?
"Here, you try it! It won't taste good when it's cold! ”
While speaking, Concubine Liu hurriedly opened the basket, which was full of several dishes, lion's head, boiled fish, all of which were the second prince's favorite food before.
It belongs to his mother's unique craftsmanship, as soon as this basket is opened, the second prince feels that the fragrance can't help but drill into his nostrils, and he can't help but feel sour in his heart.
"The Mother ......"
Now at this time, only his biological mother will come to visit him, and now he is such a depressed field, those wine and meat friends who used to be together with public enmity can't be counted on, and those in the court who can't see their own good are afraid that they are even more desperate to fall into the ground, but only their own queen mother will work so hard to make meals in person to visit him!
It's just that the second prince feels extremely ashamed that he was not able to honor his mother well during the time before him, and even after that, he will not have a chance to make up for it......
"Queen Mother, sure enough, you are the best for me."
The second prince couldn't help but say this, and his eyes became slightly moist.
"Silly boy, you are my child anyway. How can a mother leave her child alone? ”
Concubine Liu raised her slightly trembling hand, and wiped the dirty face of the second prince with a handkerchief, but she didn't dislike him at all, but wiped it very carefully and gently, for fear that she would accidentally hurt the second prince.
"Yan'er, the queen mother feeds you, okay? You can eat a little bit, I look at you now, so haggard and so thin, I feel really uncomfortable! ”
"Okay, queen mother, I'll eat!"
The second prince nodded. He opened his mouth and ate all the food that his mother had brought him.
In this way, Concubine Liu has been carefully feeding the second prince, and the second prince is also eating in large bites, and the two of them have been silent for a long time, making this already quiet and surprisingly strange wolf even more weird.
"Mother, you can eat a little too." The second prince couldn't help it, so he spoke.
Concubine Liu had a trace of tears in the corners of her eyes, but she shook her head gently, and couldn't bear to let the tears fall. Quickly turned his head, wiped it carefully, and took a deep breath before turning around and smiling at the second prince.
"It's okay, these are all made by the queen mother especially for you, just to hope that you can eat better. Yan'er, no matter what you do, you are a good child of the queen mother...... It's just, it's just ......"
Concubine Liu couldn't help but choke up as she spoke. The mood that had just been adjusted just now couldn't help but start to redden.
"Queen Mother, what's wrong with the teacher? What do you want to say? ”
The second prince looked at his mother's emotional appearance and was about to cry, and he couldn't bear it, so he hurriedly asked her anxiously.
Concubine Liu just shook her head slightly, wiped away her tears with pretended to be relaxed, and tried to squeeze out a smile.
"Yan'er, behind the scenes, I just want to ask you if you still have a chance to choose, will you regret making that decision in the first place, will you regret it...... Do you regret getting to where you are today? Concubine Liu's eyes were full of stinging.
At that time, the second prince told himself that he would help stuff the sachet to the emperor, only saying that it was the sachet that could make the emperor obedient and obedient, so that the emperor could be kind to both their mother and son, but he didn't say that it was a Gu for the emperor, let alone such a vicious Gu poison......
If Concubine Liu at that time really had the whole affection, she would definitely not dare to do that kind of act so recklessly...... Although she has always longed for the emperor's favor, and she also longs to be able to gain a foothold in the harem and have power, glory and wealth, but she can't afford the crime of killing the king!
"You ask me if I regret it?"
The second prince repeated his mother's words, and suddenly seemed to think that it was a joke to ask this question, and laughed violently.
"Oh, Queen Mother, whether you ask me now, or even if you ask me on the day I die, I will always tell you that I don't regret it! I will never regret the decision I made...... I only regret why I didn't be more ruthless in the first place, why didn't I think it more thoroughly? I've been too careless and cautious a few times before to be exposed so early......"
The second prince shook his head again and again as he spoke, and even really began to carefully recall the shortcomings of every decision he had made at the beginning.
Concubine Liu watched her biological son still be obsessed, she was really helpless, her face was full of tears, but she could only say sadly: "Yan'er, are you really not a little remorseful?" After all, that's your real father! For the sake of the so-called throne, can you really not even care about your own father's life? ”
"Father? Hehe! The second prince seemed to suddenly hear something very ironic, and the smile on his face suddenly became a little deformed and strange, "Is the person who is called the Holy Lord today really my father?" Or did he really treat me like his son one day? In my eyes, the emperor only gave birth to a son, the crown prince! So it's been like this since I was a child, everything is the prince's, and everything is good, all of which belong to the prince...... From toys and snacks to the throne, everything is the prince's ......"
"But what did I have, and what did he leave me? He wouldn't even look at me more! ”
The second prince began to reprimand angrily, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and even the green tendons on his forehead began to burst suddenly!
"So, the emperor who thinks he is high up is the initiator of everything, if he can really level a bowl of water, if he can really take care of me a little, if he can give one-tenth of the prince to me, I will definitely not come to this point!"
After the second prince put all the responsibility on others, he vented all his irritability, and kicked the railing a few times, and it seemed that he still didn't feel like it was fun at all!
"So I'm trying to get something that should be my own, what's wrong? Shouldn't that be? Isn't that right? Should I just sit there and die? Queen Mother, you don't know how to live before our mother and son, in the harem, without any status and status! Even a few guards dare to look down on us! Have you forgotten that taste? ”