Chapter 461: I Never Regret It
Concubine Liu was teary-eyed, she couldn't bear to think of the past, and she couldn't bear to watch her son change to where she is today.
"Yan'er, don't talk about it...... Don't say any more! ”
"Nope! Queen Mother, I just want to say, I just want to say a happy thing today! ”
The second prince didn't do it anymore anyway, the dead pig was not afraid of boiling water, he looked absolutely uneasy, shook his sleeves, and continued to scold while turning his back on his hand.
"If you were really ruthless enough, if you had planned well enough...... No, it's not that my plan wasn't perfect enough when I think about it now...... It's because I gave Qin E and Xiao Changxiu too much chance to react and breathe! I knew that I might as well not use the mystery of the phoenix, and directly poison the emperor unknowingly, and then modify the will and pass the throne to me, wouldn't that be the same result? ”
The second prince made a look of sudden realization, and suddenly showed such a rampant and terrifying smile on his face!
"If that's the case, I don't have to put so much effort into planning this step by step! Everything could be much easier and more enjoyable! ”
The second prince showed an ecstatic expression on his face, and immediately turned around, grabbed his mother's hands and shook them vigorously, and the excitement was almost uncontrollable!
"Queen Mother, if everything goes smoothly in that way, then you will be the Queen Mother, I am the current saint, and from now on, the entire court will be our mother and son, and no one will dare to look down on our mother and son like before, and give our mother and son a look! The world is ours! Do you know!? ”
Now the second prince is almost in a state of madness, and the second prince is clutching hard, so painful, but he doesn't seem to realize that his queen mother's face is extremely painful, but he is deeply trapped in the attack and excitement of his own world!
"Mother, how nice you said I would have been a little more courageous! I was too soft-hearted at first! ”
As he spoke, the second prince shook his head again and again, very dissatisfied with what he had done in the past.
"Yan'er, don't you have any remorse at this time? That's your biological father after all, can you really do that? ”
Concubine Liu was crying, the rouge on her face had been spent, and she couldn't take care of it at all, she just regretted it, how did her son become what he is today? !
After all, he didn't teach his son well!
"Mother, what are you thinking about? I treat him as my biological father, I respect him, I respect him, I also honor him, and I even try to change the law to please him, but is it useful for me to do this? Did he see all this!? Can he tolerate anyone else in his heart besides the prince? Only the crown prince is his son, I am not his son! ”
The second prince was finally driven crazy almost at the last moment, while frantically grabbing his hair and tearing his clothes, painful and crazy.
"So if it's useless for me to do so much, why bother!? He didn't treat me like his own son, he didn't really know how to appreciate me and treat me well, so why should I keep trying to please him!? ”
"Yan'er, it's not like this, it's really not like this, your father still has you in his heart, your father has always said that you have a bit of a pampered personality, but you are not a bad person, let me educate you well, and I also invited you the best teacher, isn't it? If your father really didn't think of you at all, how could he do this? ”
"Oh, Queen Mother, you don't have to say this now! There is no point in saying anything...... It's just that I still regret it very much, and I regret that I was not ruthless enough at the beginning! ”
The second prince said as he looked up to the sky and sighed, his face full of pain and unwillingness!
And Concubine Liu silently saw all this in her eyes, and she was a little more sad in her heart, but she was helpless, now the situation has become the current situation, and there is no way to change it!
If you go back to when the second prince was still young, Concubine Liu would definitely think that she should educate him well, let him know how to repay his kindness, let him know how to be grateful, and let him become a humble and courteous person...... And most importantly, we must not let the second prince's heart be blinded by hatred since childhood.
If that were the case, would the ending of their mother and son be different today?
Concubine Liu shook her head painfully, obviously she wanted to say the last words to her son, but looking at the second prince's confused appearance, Concubine Liu didn't know what to say for a while, and she wasn't even sure if she should open this mouth?
could only hold back the sadness with a painful face, and then turned to leave, but the second prince, who was immersed in his crazy world, didn't realize when his queen mother had disappeared.
The second prince was still in pain, annoyed by his previous hesitation, complaining about the unfairness of fate to him, but he forgot to reflect on himself......
Concubine Liu left with a sad face, although she had long expected that she would come to see the second prince, even if she said it, she might have encountered such an ending, but when she really saw her son, she was still obsessed and really cold.
But more often than not, there is a mixture of remorse. regrets that I haven't grasped the timing for so many years, and I haven't educated the second prince well when he was young, but has been silently conniving at the second prince, and even myself, I have too much desire to make a big mistake step by step!
"Yan'er, if I still have the fate to be your mother in the next life, I will definitely teach you well, take you well, so that you don't suffer so many grievances, so that you don't have so much resentment in your heart......"
When Concubine Liu returned to her mansion, the night was already dark. At this time, there was no one in the palace, all of them were a scene of scattered decay, and the cold night wind blew on the face, which also set off this cold and decayed atmosphere.
If you think about it carefully, if you fall into a field like today, why don't you cocoon yourself? If he had been able to stop the second prince in time before he was about to make a big mistake, and if he had been able to educate the second prince well earlier, maybe there would not have been such a tragedy today!
But now, it's ......
Concubine Liu pushed open her room with a blank look in her eyes, and the one-foot white silk was placed in front of the table. The candle flame flickered, and the atmosphere in the room at the moment was even quieter and weirder.
A wry smile of helplessness crossed her face.