Accompanied my mother to buy vegetables, ate breakfast, came home and turned on the TV, the TV was replaying "Flower Season and Rainy Season", Yunsu likes this TV series very much, there is rebellion, there is pursuit, there is friendship, there is betrayal, it is always a portrayal of real campus life, the reason why Yunsu wants to repeat the exam again is also influenced by this drama. "Let's take one step at a time." Sitting on the wooden sofa, Yun Su thought silently.

The summer vacation without homework passed so quickly, and even Yunsu himself was unwilling to accept it. Because he was going to Longmen Cram High School to repeat his studies in August, there were many classmates who did not pass the exam, Da Linzi, Meat Buns and others were among them. Receiving a call from these old boys, Yunsu has 120,000 unwilling and must be under pressure, they are all dead friends, and they are better at learning than him, but it is said that Meat Bun was admitted to the secondary school, and it stands to reason that there should be no need to repeat it, and if you go to study for a few years, you can be directly assigned to the state-owned units in the city. At the beginning, Yunsu also had a chance, but unfortunately, people with a heart higher than the sky never saw how miserable their fate would be. He didn't take it seriously when he took the exam himself, he wanted to go to college, and he ran to take the exam without reviewing the secondary school exam. yes, I don't look back, but now I want to go back...... I can't go back.

Longmen Cram School sounds like the name has a bit of a taste of rivers and lakes, and the people who come in are also mixed, some are not satisfied with the three books, and they want to go to two, and some like Yunsu want to go to a junior college and work harder. In short, it is such a stepping stone for the college entrance examination that can make the senior high school graduates in this small city miserable and happy again every year.

Yunsu and Lao Kang, Da Linzi are in the same class, the three friends are very moved, the first few days the three of them mixed together every day, and then let the security work of Da Linzi found out that something was wrong, and decisively found someone to transfer Da Linzi out, Yunsu and Lao Kang didn't know what was going on, and sighed for several days. Later, Da Linzi went to college, while Yunsu and Lao Kang took another path.

Go to school and go to school, but whether you can learn it or not, only the parties themselves know this, anyway, Yunsu knows that he must not have learned. The old glasses who are more than half a hundred years old on the podium are their homeroom teacher, who teaches mathematics, and the mathematics teacher when he was in Huayi Middle School is not a star and a half, they are also math problems, and Mrs. Wu of Huayi Middle School can use the most simple words to talk about the most difficult topics, at least let Yunsu listen to it a little bit, understand a little. But this pedant basically reads from the book, the formula is listed on a blackboard, and the solution can give you a morning or even a make-up lesson in the afternoon...... After listening to it for three days, Yunsu and Lao Kang chatted privately and basically gave up mathematics...... The other courses are almost the same, and I don't know if the level of the teachers in the other classes is like this, or if my skills are really poor and embarrassing, or the education funds of Longmen University are tight, and I can't afford to be powerful......

In the last month, in addition to the fixed-point shooting, other skills have stagnated, and even the height has stagnated, fixed at 170...... September began to enter the question sea month, a small test in three days, a big test a week, much more intensive than the original examination in Hua No. 1 Middle School, which made Yunsu realize that Longmen cram school, the high fees are reasonable, this day to do test papers, these papers are money...... It's better to call it a dragon gate than a question gate...... Cramming ......

A few days later, one weekend, Grandpa walked into Yunsu's study with a bamboo chair, sat down against the desk, and quietly looked at Yunsu who was holding his head and carrying English words. Yun Su was shaking his big head with his eyes closed, shaking the pitiful words in his head, and he opened his eyes when he heard the squeak of the bamboo chair. "Grandpa~ What's the matter?" Looking at the wrinkles on his grandfather's face, Yun Su didn't know why he felt like he was being pinched in his heart. Since the last time he coughed badly, his grandfather's health has been much worse, and he has less words, Yunsu always feels sorry for his grandfather, but his grandfather used to be a lecturer at the Municipal Teachers College, and no one in his generation has stepped on the podium. "It's okay, I just want to see you, you learn from you, I'll sit next to you." Grandpa bowed his hand and motioned for Yunsu to continue to endorse. "Oh~" Yunsu nodded obediently and continued to endorse. A few more minutes passed. "Han'er~" Grandpa called softly. "Huh? Grandfather? Yun Su chuckled in his heart, grandpa rarely called him by his nickname, unless something happened. If you were asked to be a soldier, would you still be there? Grandpa looked at Yunsu with an inquiring eye. I know you have your own ideas, you tell me about it, last time you didn't finish what you said, do you think it's appropriate today? ”

After listening to his grandfather, Yun Su threw himself on the desk, tilted his head, and felt uncomfortable in his heart, "Sure enough, you still want me to be a soldier!" Good iron doesn't nail, good men don't serve as soldiers, parents don't talk about it, let my dearest grandfather take the lead, it's really scheming, scheming! "Although I feel uncomfortable, I still have to do some work on the surface. Yun Su looked at his grandfather and said, "Grandpa, you just tell me the truth, are my parents planning to let me fulfill their dream of being a soldier again?" At the beginning, my dad said that he would have been a militia squad leader, and if the construction company hadn't left him behind as soon as he saw the opportunity, he would have joined the ranks of the people's police! And my mother, what did I say when the militia training went to Sichuan to practice, how hard it was, how interesting, but it was a pity that I didn't stay long, how how, I was surprised, what they thought at the beginning, they chose something they were not happy to do, did it, and did it for most of their lives. Now I regret it, and I have to impose it on my own children. Grandpa, you give a comment, is it easy for me? When I was a child, I didn't care about me, let me follow you and my grandmother and grandmother every day. Grow up, don't let me live the life I want to live, this is not the period of the Anti-Japanese War, just have enough to eat, starve and not die, our current era should be to pursue your own life, pursue your own dreams, don't you say? ”

Grandpa listened happily to his grandson's tirade, and after Yunsu finished his impassioned speech, he said calmly: "I know, I will discuss it with your father and your mother." However, you have to grasp your own studies, you only have one year, and whether you can be a dreamer or not is not something that can be achieved by talking. After speaking, the grandfather stood up, carried the wooden chair and went out, and did not forget to throw 10 yuan for his grandson before leaving. When I run out of money, tell me not to touch my reserves. Grandpa said casually when he went out, and this sentence made Yunsu remember it for a lifetime. For more than a month, when he was fine, while his grandfather got up early to exercise, Yunsu ran to his grandfather's room to find a few steel coins to go out to play game consoles, he always thought that his grandfather didn't know, in fact, grandpa just didn't want to say it, for fear of hurting his self-esteem, this was going to let his father know, and he was going to move the family law again. It was also this sentence that let Yunsu know that many times what he does thinks is seamless, but in fact, it is just grandstanding and self-deception. After that, he never touched his grandfather's coins again, and he always told his grandfather about things first.

The weather in August is dog days that are hot during the day and stuffy at night. Yunsu's mother made a freezer and bought popsicles at the door every day, at that time there was no profession of chengguan, and the streets were still a little human. The days are plain and simple. It was eight o'clock in the evening, and Yun Su was sitting at the freezer fiddling with his small tape recorder. Grandpa came to call him to close the stall and go home. Yun Su just recorded the short song he memorized, and it was difficult to do so. Listening to his grandfather calling him home, he always felt that this tape recorder could be used for something else. Thinking while closing the stall, when the harvest was almost over, Yunsu asked his grandfather to sit down, looked at his grandfather, who had been shaking for half his life before returning to his hometown, and asked softly: "Grandpa, can I record a voice for you?" I don't care where I go in the future, whether it's a soldier or a university, in short, when I'm in the field, when I feel homesick and miss you, I listen to what you say when I miss you, do you think it's okay? ”

Grandpa looked at Yunsu with a smile, raised his big and generous hand Lao Huai Xinwei stroked his head, looked at him, then raised his head to look at the stars in the sky, and said after a few minutes: "Okay, you can record it." After Yunsu was ready, his grandfather said calmly: "I don't have anything to say in my life, but I still want to say a few words to you, what about me, people are old, and there are not a few years to live, but you are still young, you are the sun at eight or nine o'clock in the morning, just started, not yet started, don't admit defeat easily, don't give up easily, think of what to see more, listen more, don't jump to conclusions, think about it again, people who have a heart to ask, if not, listen to the words of the elders, people who come over, there is always some truth that can stand, okay, There's nothing more to say, let's go back. ”

"Oh!" Yunsu pushed the freezer and went home with his grandfather, grandpa was very interested today, chatting with Yunsu all the way about his past, those years away from home, those stories that only the old man himself knew, wading through the river of the soul one by one, calmly telling it from the old man's mouth, there are no ups and downs of the plot, no bizarre jokes, some are just the old man's uneven life and the mind of seeing through the world, Yunsu can feel that grandpa is inheriting something to himself, but he doesn't understand very well, ignorant, Just like the road in this dark night, only the lights at home are clear, and the road, although it is under the feet, although it is accompanied by someone, it is still so confused.

In the following month, Yunsu listened to the lectures very carefully and did his homework seriously. But he still thinks that the teachers of Longmen University are here to be funny, except for the endless explanation of the test papers, these teachers who are paid and stand on the podium do not seem to be good at anything else.