Fanwai San I don't like it enough
From the moment he decided to do something to Cheng Yunmo, he couldn't face Cheng Yunmo with a clear conscience.
From the moment he really moved on Cheng Yunmo, no matter what the reason, he could no longer stand in front of Cheng Yunmo.
Jing Mu tidied up the mound again, pulled out all the weeds around him, and trimmed the mound again.
That's when he stopped.
Cheng Yunmo never expected to meet Jing Mu so unexpectedly in northern Xinjiang.
After all, Jing Mu is now the head of the household, so he shouldn't appear in Northern Xinjiang.
But he appeared.
Cheng Yunmo suddenly felt that she couldn't lift her legs, and secretly scolded herself in her heart for being useless, but she didn't have any intention of wanting to.
Jing Mu finished cleaning up his clothes, as if he felt something, turned his head to look, and found Cheng Yunmo standing there.
Not far and not close.
Jing Mu never thought that when he saw Cheng Yunmo again, he would appear in front of her with a gray face.
There was still dust on his body when he had just tidied up his clothes, and Jing Mu rarely tidied himself up in a little panic.
It's not clean, but it's still better than just now.
Jing Mu slowly walked to Cheng Yunmo, just this section of the road that can be completed with only a few steps, but Jing Mu needs to be very rational.
"Jing Mu sees the process of military division." Jing Mu saluted.
"Lord Shangshu is polite, I have already left the barracks, and it is really inappropriate to use the word military advisor on me again." Cheng Yunmo said with a smile and bowed slightly.
As a second-class official, it is still worth her to return a gift.
"Miss Cheng is polite, in Jing Mu's heart, you will always be the pride of Northern Xinjiang and the faith of Northern Xinjiang."
"Lord Jing Mu laughed, Northern Xinjiang is the northern Xinjiang of the Min Dynasty, and the people of Northern Xinjiang are all the emperor's people, what kind of faith do I have?" Cheng Yunmo smiled lowly.
When the two of them are together, there are few opportunities to go without masks at the same time.
"Is Lord Jingmu here to sweep the tomb?" Cheng Yunmo looked at the mound and raised his eyebrows.
"Hmm." Jing Mu nodded.
"Whose grave is this?"
"Yours." Jing Mu glanced at Cheng Yunmo and said.
"Mine?" Cheng Yunmo suddenly smiled: "I didn't expect that I would actually have someone to make a mound for me." ”
"I'm a good person."
"I didn't know you were alive." Jing Mu said in a low voice, with an apologetic look on his face.
"You don't know? Isn't it because you let the water go that I live? ”
Cheng Yunmo was really surprised, she always thought that she could live because Jing Mu was soft on her.
Isn't that so?
So what does the truth look like?
"Naturally, it's not me."
Jing Mu paused, and said with some recollection: "My situation at that time was not enough for me to protect you. ”
If he could protect Cheng Yunmo, how could he be willing to move Cheng Yunmo?
"When I move you, the people of the Yu family are not far away, and they will determine whether you have died after I do it, and it is already my limit to be able to keep your body."
"So, when I saw Song Yuchu, even though I knew that she looked exactly like you, I never thought that you were her."
"Then why am I still alive?"
"I don't know this, the doctor of the Yu family has indeed confirmed that you have passed away at that time." Jing Mu said very sincerely.
"So you think I'm dead?"
"Well, it's not just me, but also some people from the Jade family."
Jing Mu seemed to suddenly think of something very happy, very gentle and disgusting, and smiled: "I'm very happy that you can come back." ”
"If Song Yuchu is Song Yuchu, Cheng Yunmo is Cheng Yunmo, and Cheng Yunmo is really dead, will you like Song Yuchu?"
Jing Mu didn't think about it, and said cleanly: "I won't." ”
"No matter how much you look like, it's not you." Jing Mu looked at Cheng Yunmo, with the same restraint and sobriety in his eyes: "I only like you." ”
"But I know I don't like you enough."
"If I liked you enough, I should have kept you alive anyway."
"After you died, I kept wondering, did I really not have the ability to save your life then?"
Jing Mu shook his head: "It's not necessarily nothing, it's just that there are many things in my heart that are more important than you, such as: Shao Ronghe, for example: I want to live." ”
"What a cruel thing you're saying." Cheng Yunmo sniffed without resting.
"But it's true." Jing Mu said lightly.
"Do you know that when I was in Northern Xinjiang, I was thinking about marrying you in the future?"
"I found out later." Jing Mu felt that his words were extremely difficult.
He didn't know what the piece of paper that Cheng Yunmo asked him to burn on the last side meant.
Tell God that it is true that he is safe and sound.
But that ceremony even told God that she had a husband, and let God bless her husband with peace and security.
But at that time, he didn't know these things.
He knew these things, and he only knew it by seeing "Chu Nationality Chronicles: Customs" by chance.
It's just that it's too late.
Later, he thought if he had known that the rite had such a meaning.
Will he stop listening to the words of the Yu family and not move Cheng Yunmo?
But he thought about it for a long time, and only came to one result, if he had known the meaning of it, he would have hesitated, but he would not have refrained.
Because Shao Ronghe can't help it, he can't help but live.
In the final analysis, Cheng Yunmo is not important enough in his heart.
If he had known the meaning at the time, he probably wouldn't have done what Cheng Yunmo said at all.
One thinks about the future, but the other wants to hurt, since she can't bear her affection, let her stop the loss in time.
Even if she is about to die, she must not be given half hope.
He didn't want Cheng Yunmo to cross Lethe River with his name in mind, he wasn't worth it.
"So, when did you find out?"
"Does it matter?"
"It doesn't matter." Cheng Yunmo smiled lowly: "It's all in the past, of course it doesn't matter." ”
"Ah Yu, I know that from the moment I choose myself, I know it clearly."
"I know we can't go back." Jing Mu didn't see the slightest sadness on his face.
"It's good to know, the girl of the Cheng family never turns back."
"Ah Gui, no matter how much I liked you before, I know that the night in the northern Xinjiang is over."
"Jing Mu, I never regret the meeting between us."
"But there's no need to see you again."
"In the past, when we were together, not many people knew, and now we don't have to let others know." Cheng Yunmo said without any emotion.
"Rest assured, you should have heard that the wife of Hubu Shangshu Jingmu died in Northern Xinjiang."
"So, we didn't have a relationship in the first place."
The girls of the Cheng family, especially the concubines of the Cheng family, are never able to continue with others, nor can they be concubines with others.
He married a wife, and his wife died in northern Xinjiang, while Cheng Yunmo was alive and well.
Therefore, the world will never associate him with her.
In the eyes of the world, they are at most the relationship between their boss and their subordinates, where can there be more relationships?
"That's good." Cheng Yunmo responded.
After Cheng Yunmo left, Jing Mu's body couldn't help but shake, and he almost fell to the ground because he couldn't stand steadily.
Bu Lonely came out at the right time, looked at Jing Mu's pale face and crumbling appearance, and hurriedly supported Jing Mu: "Childe, are you okay?" ”
"I'm fine." Jing Mu said after a while.
Jing Mu glanced at the mound of clothes, he didn't think that Cheng Yunmo was still alive before, so he made this mound of clothes.
Now that I think about it, people have clothes and mounds when they are alive, how unlucky they look.
But there is no name engraved on Cheng Yunmo, and there are only some clothes inside, barely passable.
It's just that Jing Mu still ordered: "Go and change the clothes in the clothes in the mound." ”
"Childe?" The surprise on Bu Gu's face couldn't be controlled, and this was the place where his son-in-law cared about the most in the past.
How can it be changed after a trimming?
"You do it, don't leak the news."
Since his wife's death is the best protection to separate him from Cheng Yunmo, this protection cannot be lost.
But the clothes in it can no longer use Cheng Yunmo's clothes, which is unlucky.
"Buy a few new sets of ready-to-wear first, all year round, don't buy them in one store." Jing Mu commanded.
"The material of the cloth doesn't have to be too good, it's just comfortable."
"Yes, I'm not alone."
Cheng Yunmo found that her chaotic mood for so many days calmed down the moment she turned around.
Maybe since she remembered everything, all she wanted was a result.
The result of a Jing Mu speaking in person.
And now that he had spoken, her heart still tingled slightly when she listened to some of the words.
But the heart has also become calm.
Cheng Yunmo did not continue to stay in Northern Xinjiang, where she once tasted the joy, sweetness, melancholy, regret, uneasiness, and unwillingness of the relationship with Jing Mu.
In the end, I finally got the long-lost tranquility here.
The bell must also be tied to the bell, and the ancients did not deceive me.
"Miss Cheng has left Northern Xinjiang." After Ji Chi got the news that Cheng Yunmo had left Northern Xinjiang, he immediately went to tell Song Tingyu non-stop.
"Got it." Song Tingyu responded lightly.
Ji Chi came out of Song Tingyu in a daze, looked at Doctor Jiang and said very puzzledly, "Are you teasing me again?" Where does the master mean that he is reluctant to Cheng Yunmo? ”
"After all, it is a child who has been raised for more than half a year, and now it is returned to the Cheng family, how can the master have no ideas in his heart?"
What's more, it was still Chu Cheng's child, and his master was also heartbroken when he raised Song Yuchu.
It won't be common again in the future, or even goodbye, how can there not be a trace of turmoil in his master's heart?
"But the master doesn't seem to care."
"When you can see what the master is thinking, it must be when the master needs you to see it." Doctor Jiang couldn't help but complain.