Let's go home
"Childe didn't drink medicine again?" Bu Gu looked at the remaining medicine bowl next to Jing Mu, and said very embarrassed.
"Take it down." Jing Mu glanced at the medicine bowl faintly, without any interest in drinking it.
"Childe?" Don't be alone.
"Go ahead, you don't have to cook it anymore, you're not a doctor, and the medicine you cook is not right."
"This medicine is not alone, and it is cooked according to the recipe you wrote before."
"The poison of poisoning people is ever-changing, and the medicine that worked last time may not be useful this time." Jing Mu rarely explained.
"Don't cook it later."
"You haven't taken medicine for a long time, and if you don't drink it, your body will not be able to stand it."
"I know my own body, not to mention, even if I drink medicine on time every day, I won't live a long life."
Jing Mu waved his hand: "I have been drinking the medicine for so many years, and now I have done everything that I should have done, and I will not drink this medicine." ”
I don't drink it anymore.
Jing Mu lay on the recliner, covered with a blanket, and basked in the sun comfortably.
Holding the wooden bird she specially gave when she was a pen pal with Cheng Yunmo.
This wooden bird was the one he had fallen in the Yu family, and after he would meet the imperial capital, he asked his mother to come over.
Now, there are not many things in his hand that belong to Cheng Yunmo, and if he can have one more, he will naturally have one more.
After all, there's never too much good stuff.
In the pain of his body's roar, Jing Mu covered the warmth of the sun, and fell asleep holding the wooden bird sent by Cheng Yunmo in his hand.
It's probably because I've seen Cheng Yunmo recently, so I inevitably dreamed of her.
Just after he compromised with the Yu family, he suddenly understood the method of making the balancing medicine.
The production method of balance medicine is important in balance, and the reason why poisonous people will be poisoned is because of the imbalance of poison in the body.
And the balance medicine of the Yu family is actually made of various poisons, and the poison in the poisonous body is accidentally brought to a balanced state.
In fact, as long as he takes drugs that can maintain the balance of various poisons in his body when he is poisoned, it is fine.
As long as the poison in the body reaches balance, the poison will naturally end.
Therefore, there is no balancing medicine in this world, some are just poisons mixed together.
Although the principle is very simple, if you are a little careless when you are poisoned, you will not be able to survive this poison.
So every time you survive the poison, it can be said to be an accident.
Or in the words of Cheng Yunmo, every poisonous person who can survive is the favor of God.
But as for whether it is a favor or not, for poisonous people, sometimes death is a relief.
The fate of the Yu family was what he had asked for for several years, but when the Yu family really fell, he didn't actually feel too happy.
What is there to be happy about?
He has become a poisonous man, and he can no longer enjoy the life of an ordinary person.
He also lost Cheng Yunmo, and lost the only person who didn't care about gains and losses that was good to him.
It was not that he had never met people who were kind to him, and after he became the head of the household, many of the ministers of the court had the intention of marrying their daughters to him.
Even if it is a continuation of the string, it is not disliked.
Even the emperor introduced a few girls to him.
So he also met a few girls one after another, but most of the girls' purpose was too obvious.
Although he is the concubine of the Dingbei Hou Mansion, he also grew up in the Jade family in southern Xinjiang after all.
The Yu family was convicted again, and the reason why the Yu family was able to be convicted had a certain relationship with him.
When he was doing the Yu family's thing, no matter how careful he was, there would be certain omissions.
What's more, he also came forward in person later.
Others don't know what he's been through, but they know how he treated the Yu family.
How to deal with the jade family who raised him.
In addition, his health is notoriously bad, so except for some families who want to rely on the Dingbei Hou Mansion and have a certain background, they are willing to marry the girls in the family to him.
There are still not many girls willing to marry him.
Even if the girl who is willing to marry him, it is for the sake of the family, not because of him.
Therefore, the girl in this world who has really treated him is probably only Cheng Yunmo.
However, he voluntarily gave up on her.
In order to be able to make the Yu family fall, he really paid too much.
In addition to letting the sorrow of the poisonous man not continue.
Except that he fulfilled Shao Ronghe's last wish before his death.
Except for these things, which comforted him, he was not glad about the rest.
It has nothing to do with him.
Once the wish of many years is fulfilled, it is actually not interesting.
He used to live to return to the imperial capital, to live for the sorrow of the pharmacy not to continue, and to live for revenge.
Now that all this has been done, I realize that this world is so boring.
He didn't know why he could live, but he would be tormented by poison every day.
Come to think of it, he also suffered a lot.
So...... You can not drink these medicines.
Jing Mu suddenly saw his girl, who was angry and galloped towards him.
As soon as the scene turned, it shifted to the place where they watched the stars together that day.
The girl he saw smiled and stretched out her hand to him: "Ah Gui, it's dark, let's go home." ”
"Home?" Jing Mu was a little dazed
"Go home!" Cheng Yunmo said very firmly, and his outstretched hand was still there: "I'll take you home." ”
"Let's go home."
Jing Mu's hand was uncontrollably placed on Cheng Yunmo's hand, and he finally smiled from the bottom of his heart, and he looked at Cheng Yunmo very gently: "Let's go home." ”
It turns out that the happiness from the heart is like this, there is no pain in the body, and there are no various entanglements and considerations.
Some of them just come from the deepest part of the heart and can't help but rejoice.
When Cheng Yunmo received the news of Jing Mu's death, he was stunned.
Although she said that she would never see each other again, she never thought that Jing Mu would leave like this.
Leaving so suddenly.
Cheng Yunmo suddenly felt dizzy, she didn't know Jing Mu's situation.
She just didn't think that Jing Mu would die so suddenly.
It turned out that a farewell in northern Xinjiang was a farewell.
"Mo'er, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying all of a sudden? Cheng Suyin helped Cheng Yunmo and said with great concern.
Cheng Yunmo touched the corners of his eyes, looking at the wetness of his fingertips, Cheng Yunmo smiled very palely: "I don't know, probably because I was suddenly very sad in my heart." ”
"Are you alright?"
"It's okay, I have other things, so I won't accompany my cousin to dinner." Cheng Yunmo smiled very reluctantly.
"I see, I'm going to do more for the others, you go about your business."
After Cheng Yunmo left Cheng Suyin, he used his hands to find Bu Gu.
If there is anyone in this world who knows Jing Mu's death best, Bugu is definitely the best choice.
When Bu Gu was brought to Cheng Yunmo by Cheng Yunmo's people, Bu Gu even made a salute without hurrying.
Cheng Yunmo instead became the person who was disturbed: "I heard that your son-in-law died." ”
"Condolences." Cheng Yunmo said lightly.
"Thank you, Miss Cheng."
"How could your son-in-law die young?" Cheng Yunmo thought of a wording and said.
Jing Mu can also afford to die young. Sanyuan and the first, the northern Xinjiang Taishou, and the Hubu Shangshu, but before the age of confusion, they passed away early.
"After the fall of the Yu family, Gongzi rarely drank medicine, first rarely drank medicine, and then he didn't even drink a sip."
"It's said that everything has been done, and he has to take a good rest."
"Childe was very peaceful when he left, holding a very delicate wooden bird in his hand." Bu Gu recalled.
Woodbirds?
Cheng Yunmo was stunned, although she had done a wooden man and Jing Mu, she had never given Jing Mu a wooden bird.
The Cheng family will not pass on the production method of wooden birds, so they can't even buy it.
So, why does Jing Mu have wooden birds?
Cheng Yunmo suddenly had a terrible idea in her heart, she used to have a pen pal, and she could talk to her.
Why did the pen pal suddenly cut ties with her?
Why did the Cheng family only receive one letter from the other party here during the years of their disappearance?
She thought that the other party had not waited for a reply, so she lost interest in writing letters with her and looked for someone else.
That doesn't seem to be the case today.
The relationship between her and this pen pal was unreasonable at the beginning, but now that I think about it, Jing Mu is completely satisfied with the situation when she first met the pen pal.
is in northern Xinjiang, and her father has also taken care of him.
So, this pen pal is Jing Mu.
And all of this really starts with gratitude, as Jing Mu said.
It's just that this gratitude may not come from her father, but may also come from her.
"Can you show me the woodbird?" Although he had a conclusion in his heart, Cheng Yunmo still asked for the so-called wooden bird.
"Yes." Bugu took out the wooden bird that Jing Mu held in his hand before he died from his arms and handed it to Cheng Yunmo.
Cheng Yunmo only glanced at it and knew that the wooden bird was from her hand.
Each of her works is carefully polished by her, even if it is not challenging, everyone in the Cheng family needs to know how to wood birds, and she will do it extremely exquisitely.
Because when this wooden bird was originally made, it was used to give it away, so it was made very exquisitely.
Because there are too many wooden birds in the Cheng family, and they all look the same, the carver will basically make the most unique mark when making wooden birds in order to distinguish them.
And the mark on this wooden bird is clearly left by her.
Jing Mu is her pen pal who doesn't even want to leave her name.
It turned out that Jing Mu had also protected her so silently for some years.
What's the use of just saying that for now? The people are gone.
"I don't know where your son-in-law is buried? I want to go and worship. ”
Anyway, they used to be people who really liked each other, but they didn't have enough fate and didn't produce a good result.
"Before his death, the son confessed to the cremation, saying that he was going to be buried with his wife's clothed grave to hide the eyes and ears of the world."
Of course, Cheng Yunmo knew who the lady who Bu Gu said, she stood here well, and she naturally didn't count.
"Give me your son-in-law's ashes, and I'll send him to Northern Xinjiang."
Cheng Yunmo admitted that she relented at this moment.
She couldn't see such a lonely Jing Mu.